𝓽h𝑒 ᥴ𝖆𝖘s𝒂𝚗𝘥𝔯a 𝘤𝒐𝘮p𝘭𝘦x,

he turns at the sound of her voice – not so surprised as he is relieved to find its source. ❝  one foot in front of the other, same as any other day.  ❞  perry releases it there, as if it's the only answer he's prepared to give. he gestures, then, between the door and sidney.  ❝  you should really be more sincere about that lock, miss prescott.  ❞ he knows, by now she's insisted upon sidney, but there are the rare instances when his manners are called to action. ❝  with or without the murder investigation.  ❞ that generally goes without saying.

i'm all the people i've ever loved

i know the kindest thing is to leave you alone.

i’ve run out of words.

i could try to calm you down, but i know you won’t.

i’ll darn you back together when you think that you’re bereft.

i’ll never stop ‘cause it’s all that i have left.

i pray to god it’s the kindest thing.

it all comes down to you.

you watch the stars hurl all their fundaments at you and yours, forever asking more.

you are that space that’s in between every page, every cord, every screen.

they thought us blind. we were just blinking.

all the stones and kings of old will hear us screaming at the cold.

remember me, remember me, remember me, remember me.

give me back my heart, you wingless thing.

think of all the horrors that i promised you i’d bring.

witness me, old man. i am the wind.

i am time itself, i slow to let you play. i steal the hours and turn the night into day.

without you, i’m stronger.

this time, we’re done for.

let’s hide under the covers. we don’t know what’s out there.

the candle we lit, we’ll use to burn this whole place to the ground.

what’s it like? it’s just like falling snow.

i’ll be with you all along, as long as you are kind.

just because i left doesn’t mean that i’m not still there.

how could you leave me here?

hey, darling, hey.

i’m the hardest goodbye that you’ll ever have to say.

i promise you i’ll be better. i promise you i’ll try.

like rubbing wine stains into rugs it’s my curse, to try and make it right, but by trying make it worse.

our gods have abandoned us, left us.

goodbye to all my darkness. there’s nothing here but light.

i try so hard to make you laugh at me.

it’s not fair. it’s not fair how much i love you.

how unreasonably in love i am with everything you do.

i’ve seen enough, i know exactly what i want and it’s this life that we’ve created.

dear heart, it’s me, it’s me. you don’t need to pretend to be someone you’re not.

for some godforsaken reason, i’m still here, like i’ve always been before.

you try so loud to love me, but i cannot seem to hear.

can’t you hear that scratching? there’s something at the door.

be good to me.

that unwanted animal wants nothing more than to get out.

if we join our hands in prayer enough, to god i imagine it all starts to sound like applause.

you couldn’t lie then, and you sure as hell can’t lie to me now.

i’m at the brink, don’t laugh.

who died and made you king of it all?

you’ve a knack for applause from the back of the stalls but you lack the conviction to look at me straight and say yes.

look at me as you say this, don’t look at your phone.

we’d laugh at the ghosts of our fears.

god knows how you dragged us both into the darkness that grows.

leave without a fight. i won’t let you turn our last night into this.

this isn’t a break up, it’s a season finale.

fate's already fucked me sideways.

the neighbour's brother came home in a box.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it.

i don't need anything from anyone.

it's just not my year.

i'm sorry if i sound off, but i was probably wasted.

i'm doing what i want and damn, i'm doing it well.

you were my whole world.

your mama calls me sometimes to see if i'm doing well.

i lie to her, and say that i'm doing fine.

i'm the reason you won't come home.

you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt.

it was love, i guess.

i'd hold the gun if you asked me to.

i'm never gonna leave you, baby.

i haven't spoken to my daddy in a long, long time.

one day, you and i could be okay.

i've killed before and i'll kill again.

i thought good guys get to be happy.

i'm not happy.

i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad.

i'm tired of you, still tied to me.

love's never meant much to me.

you wanna love me right now.

if it feels good, then it can't be bad.

you wanna fuck me right now.

if you hate me, please don't tell me.

you love blood too much.

even the iron still fears the rot.

please don't look at me.

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

if they strike once, then you hit 'em twice as hard.

in the end, no one was coming to save me.

i just prayed and i keep praying, and praying, and praying.

if it's meant to be, then it will be.

don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love.

i never considered myself tough.

i tried to be good.

am i no good?

i just wanted to be yours.

can i be yours?

just tell me i'm yours.

you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth.

am i making you feel sick?