Life

Nights like tonight are when I miss the way you loved me.

Ah yes another one who couldn’t make the cut. I’m done trying to put myself out there even if it was for a very short period of time. I’m closed off but I feel like something keeps pointing me back to you. Anberlin pops up five times in a row when ALL my songs are on shuffle, every other man to walk into my work has your name, and I find that your alter ego is the favorite of every man I speak to. I yelled at the universe telling it that if it wanted us together so badly to work on you not me. I wasn’t the one who wanted to end it.

Some one made me completely forget you for the longest I’ve ever. This feels right.

Why do you still pop up in my head even when I have men infatuated with me.

After experiencing my vibrator I now wonder why I was ever hung up on some dude.

“You’re not too much” says the one who has only felt the shallow waves of me lap across their feet. You’ll drown in me and go running, they all do.

I’m not surprised to learn your reasoning for excommunicating me all those years ago was a petty one. Now if only they’ll tell me what your reason was so I know how to properly take you out.