From the dark to the light...

Erhm... Welcome to my page, anyone who is it.

I'm just a "totally normal artist" *for sure erhm* which really loves anime, and not only that. You can say that I really love planes, trains too - taking photos of them and nature is my typical "skill". On the other hand, I'm not the type of the person, who loves to learn something, but still is doing it as an interest 😁

English is not my native language so if I ever will write something longer, I'm so sorry, but it may not be perfect 😶 Otherwise I speak Czech (yeah, my native language...), Slovak (similar language? Maybe, but some words are not that easy as they look), English (surprise! 🙃😅), German (ok, 99% I forget), learning myself: Spanish (I can tell you few words, yay xD), for entertaining: French (few words), Latin (really few words) x'') *ok, now you described yourself as multi-languaged human, nah I'm reaaally curios later hehe...* erhm...

From the anime (as you mayyybe noticed) I really love Betrayal knows my name / Uragiri wa boku no namae wo Shitteiru (mainly the story itself, the history, the system of duras and not only that... *stop it here, you're worse than any poet... Thanks my 2nd me 🙃*), the classic (for me) Bakugan (the older ones please, thank you) x') and for example 07 Ghost, which I totally ate in one moth (the manga) 😅 or Kamisana Kiss. And of course, everything (almost) from Ghibli. ❤️

And you guess right - my main focus will be probably on drawing characters (erhm Luze Crosszeria, maybe his twin too 👀 and Labrador from 07 Ghost) x3 I too (when I have "mood" for it) write stories and creating my OCs based on the Manga / anime (you'll see soon) 👀🙃❤️

Probably everything what I wanted to write? 😅 Thank you so much for reading and we'll see, what I will do here 😁

Hi! Yes! I made after a long time character for the future stories I’d made time to time (and also for my drawing training eheh) :’)

I can’t say more than thank you dear @galespider, because especially you inspired me to finish the idea of getting character inspired by Uraboku (and also for the amazing art you did for me with you Zwei!) <3 

Now... let’s talk about the character itself shall we? :’D

Carol Moongrave

- dreamer, moon watcher, “bigger sister” (she was growing with the same orphanage as Yuki and Kanata)

- she’s studying the 3rd year on the highschool (so no title, only needs some help for being “fully adult being”)

- she looks as if she has 20 yo, but her fully age is unknown;

Caroli

- the peace-maker, the demon hunter

- Midnight killer (her title)

- she is human and duras (as Reiga for example)

- unknown age, only known that she was adult in Infernus, then “reborned” somehow;

She is from the clan, which is more sinful than the Crosszerias itself. Her clan is actually part of the Crosszeria clan, because one of the Crosszerias got in love with human and got forbidden children. She and other members are quick learners, so almost good at everything, but they are also trained in difficult cathegories from the young age.

When she was young, almost everyone from her family were killed and she was chosen to be “the messenger”. Lately she was living on the streets of Infernus, hiding from the loyal guards, which loved to tease and then killed the ones, which were just “outsiders”. Thankfully she know, how to battle a bit with the small daggers, so her main weapons were daggers. Then, after one night everything changed.

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I’d lately wrote more complex story, but for now, only a bit from it (for the idea) :) <3

Ok, the silence is more noisier than my account here hehe 😅😶

Buut! I did the whole inktober (so small win win for me, that I could do something, if I want) x3

Did another IG account, where I'd post mainly my Manga artwork (still in progress and yep, inktober is the first thing there and some other sketches but psst) 😏🤭❤️

And sketch this today! And I'm tooootaly not fangrelling from this (sorry I can't stop writing "fangrelling", because of Kuroshitsuji and Grell ya know...) 😅🤭

Fast sketch of the younger brother of Crosszeria clan x333 *I really can't stop damn* TT"" ❤️❤️

Yes, yes... It's true! I'm doing inktober and as adding the "adrenaline" part I added "Manga, which I watched" sooo... I'm happy and you could be too! 🤔😁😅 Enjoy for now the first four ones ❤️❤️

1st - Crystal

As you can see I drew characters from Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru / Betrayal knows my name (Yuki, Kanata / Reiga, Luka and Luze).

Guess which one I love the most from this picture? Yep Luze and the crystal itself TuT"""

2nd - suit

For the 2nd prompt I had already character in my mind and it couldn't be someone else than William T. Spears from Kuroshitsuji / Black butler x')

But I stupidito watched musical "The most beautiful DEATH in the world" and cried two days for another character (and when I was drawing this one, my heart just hurt so much and still it's doing...).

So for giving out my feelings I also added Alan Humphries... 😔Why it hurts so much?!? </3

3rd - vessel

This one turned probably (for now) the best way it could... Yeah, there are many failures, but... I have never drawn a ship before ok?!?

Btw. The "Campania" is from Kuroshitsuji (inspired by real Titanic!) and the 2nd ship / vessel is Vestal destroyer from Bakugan - New Vestroia ❤️ You have no idea, how proud I'm for this one! 😍

4th - knot

And today post... What I can write? The knotted scarf itself was something and adding Joker with Beast there phew...

I had probably 7 references (for the different sides, the style of the scarf) and phew... I'm really happy that I ended my pain today (hell I've never known, how to do properly those things and badoom! What you don't want is here) x')

And yep... The characters are again from Kuroshitsuji / Black butler 🤔😅

And as I wrote that's all for now 😊❤️❤️

Hi, after a long time right? 😅 I had difficult time in my real life, but that doesn't matter now... Everything is fine aaand I finally finished something after a long time eyyy 😁 *You forget that you got again into HARPG* well my 2nd me, you're right... I got again into it and now I hope, I'll only enjoy it 😊 *nah whatever... What you did, say it now!* yeah, don't worry, I'll say it now!

Soo... As you could read *oh really? And I thought that they don't read it... * sarcastic hmm... Whatever - I finished my two arts of Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru 😍 Yess, two of them ❤️ I'm so proud of myself! *I must say that I agree... But just for this one time, ok?!?* sweet my 2nd me x3

Yeah, this is the 1st one 😊 I know, that I said and promised to @galespider that I'd tag her so hello! Here is it! 😁 (she did similar picture, but better with this same reference, so go check her out!) ❤️

And this is the reference (I don't own the picture, I just made screenshot, so respect the true owners!

I was shocked, that I did this one with the colored pencils, not with the pencils itself o.o I must had crazy happy mood probably (but I finished it someone today too!) 😅

The next one is this one! I'm so proud of it, the twin brothers -> Luka and Luze Crosszeria ❤️❤️ You have no idea, how long I was doing this 😅

Yes... The best thing is to have one Manga reference and one anime reference how clever of me x') *and then, who is sarcastic for today huh?* you know what? Shut up! *pff, never...*

Bonus as the end

Yeah I probably didn't post it here yet, but when I was on holiday back in July, I did Luze itself too (yeah, I just love him, you know?) 😅

Again with the reference of course x3

And what I find today? That one of my favorite characters in Black butler / Kuroshitsuji has the same voice actor as Luka! I thought, I'd die TuT And I'm sooo happy probably spoiler warning! that he didn't die (I mean Luka ok?) because if he dies, I'd die too and hell yeah! I maybe simp more for Luze but damn nope, nope and again nope TT

Thank you so much for the tag @galespider ❤️ Firstly I was just like - what happened? I was tagged, where I could find it eee xD But then I found it and I really need to say thank you ❤️

This was good challenge (hopefully I'll then repost it too) and I think that in future, I'll train there more characters or just create my own 😁

But nooow... Can you guess, who is it? 👀 *and the first answer is correct* I guess xD

Yeah... I tried to to Luze Crosszeria (how obvious right?) 😅 This app has so much potential in it, so I tried some more 😂

I don't know, if any fans of Black Butler will find me here, but yeah - I tried the Sebastian Michaelis! 😁 Yeah, something could ve better, but I think, I made him look like him or? 🤔

And the last try was one of my first "love" from bakugan x3 Yess, hopefully you can recognize Gus Grav in this TT x33

I really love this app and if I copy somehow the link, I'll add it here 😅

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Hi dear reader! I was thinking that the newest post will be my traditional art pictures but, inspiration came to me.

I was watching videos from Love2DrawManga (check her YouTube channel, really inspiring!) x3 Aand I can't say nope to the idea, where she draw herself to the anime scenes, soo I was like: "I need to try this!" TuT And here I am 😅

The first problem was to find some scene, where I'd like to see "myself" (or character inspired by myself)... I took some screenshots and then I was ready for drawing... (I recorded it, but videos will be later) *Because you're coach potato* heck thanks 2nd me, I know this for years, ya know? x')

Crazy mind or passion?

Caroli in 07 Ghost! Note: she really needed scene with Labrador so she took one with all of the main characters! xD

Yeah... I really love this anime and I'm really sad, that they didn't finished it as an anime (Manga is finished and yep, I cried at the end) TuT But no spoilers! If you wanna see it, then what are you waiting for!?! Yeah of course, you want finish this <thank you x33>

How I was finding this scene?

Heh, very easy steps - my favorite numbers xD erhm... Then when I didn't find any great scene, I just came across (almost) every episode and when I find something interesting, I just took the screenshot 😊

The drawing of this took me 1 and something of hour... So it's not that fast progress as I usual prefer 😅 But I'm happy that I made it! 😁

Crazy mind, peaceful side

Me or my OC Carol (based on me) in the last episode of Betrayal knows my name with Luze and Reiga TwwT

Yeah, yeah... I NEED HIM THERE OK!?! =www= And I'm blessed now and I can dream and I... *Yeah, so sh$t up and describe again, ok?!?* BRB... When can human as me dreaming about something hmm? *in your dreams for example??? * nah... You're so funny, 2nd me -_-"

Eeehm so back to the drawing 😅 This took me almost 2 hours, because I had problems with the right color palette (and still I'm not satisfied with it) 😶🙃

I knew that I wanted to have Luze in the screenshot so I came to the 24. episode and just reloading the scenes :') And then draw, draw, draw 😁

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Today I'll post only few sketched chibies 😅

I may use some of them as emotes, I'll see 🤔😶

^btw. Yeah, this was just a test on how it would look like 😅

^ totally someone don't forget, how his WHOLE outfit look like TuT"""

Aaand who knows... For the future maybe some spoilers of something is here 🤔

When I firstly saw the Betrayal knows my name, I and my soul was pierced by Luka's eyes... But the hidden magnet for me was his brother Luze.

At the start, I was just like: Eh? But the two episodes give me enough curiosity for "his development" (sadly the anime ends too soon. ._."" Then I found the Manga! 😁 And from that time, I have stolen my heart TuT"

I knew that I needed more information, more about his history, powers... And this is the part, where I have had waves of emotions (and now the ending, just like "HEYYY! You like to kill my emotions? Then you did it thanks" TwT" Still I really hope that Odagiri Hotaru is doing well these days... ). And here is my "start of dreaming" about being in the anime / Manga... So hot, charming, over powered guys, damn... TwwwT

Firstly, I tried sketches of myself, but eh... My proportions for the Manga really erhmm... 😅 So I tried something from the official Manga.

^ This is one of my first tries in traditional work (and at the same time, I was trying to mix colors by myself, so I was really experimenting) 🙃 And it ended how it ended... 😶

I'm happy that Luze looks a bit like himself, but the colors Aaaa! The skin tone damn... The hell for the artist isn't enough for this "artwork" 😓😶

^ This is later, when I tried, after the crazy year of school, digital version, without any references... *Kill her pls.. 🙃* Hey! I know, it's not the best of the best, but I'm not that dissatisfied with it!?!! *How you think my real me... How you think. *

I made a speedpaint so you may look if you want 😊

Later I'll post more pictures with Luze, but not only with him... There are a few special characters, which really enchanted me, and... I was obsessed or I am still obsessed with them... 😅

^ yeah, you'll see lot of those 😅 My character based on me and on Betrayal knows my name, Caroli 👀

At the start...

Name : Caroli

Age: who the hell know?!? But don't worry, not too young nor too old 👀

Race: sometimes human, sometimes demon... Alien, it depends

Preferably visible: shy, but friendly; kind of "weeb" (hate the meaning in bad way, we must be proud!); someone may tell a bit of clever girl, but the intelligence comes in many... Ways?

Advantages: good friend, if you don't hurt her or you don't betray her; very picky about the "true" friends

Disadvantages: shy, so sometimes, when she wants to post something, she is thinking like Einstein, why not to post it (so in the end, nothing posted and believe me, it may happen!)

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Few of her sketches

And details on them...

By the way, she tries to color sometimes:

And at the end, she is just getting the demotivation, because the "pencil drawing" was better *yeah, I'm too complicated, thanks my 2nd me, which tries to be the write there*🙃 Well, you're welcome?

And yeah, she tried to do a human based character only recently... She was doing horses for a few years, *erhm... For 7 years? For the HARPG* and now bam characters! Dummy... *maybe I'm dummy, but I love drawing ok?!? * Well... Then sometimes poor readers 😶 *Heyy!! * 🙃

And at the end - she loved working mainly digitally, but from the last year, when she was overwhelmed with the school, she is mainly doing in the traditional style pictures and the digital sometimes... Ok on her mobile, she is doing pictures very often 🙃 *note from the author: when I have mood or I want to express myself* nah, whatever...

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