Parastorm

I really fucking miss you. I really just want to see you again and sit and talk about makeup and tattoos. I really don’t think I’ll ever have someone I clicked so well with in my life again. I wish you were healthy and alive. I hope to god that you are having so much fun in heaven and I really hope I see you again one day. I can’t stop fucking thinking about you and it’s breaking my heart. I have lost most of my interest in makeup since you died. I can’t explain how much I miss you and just talking with you. I have 2 friends and now I only have one. I have never lost anyone close to me except you and it hurts so fucking bad. I bought your house and I kept your cats and I have pictures of you on the wall just so I never forget you. It’s been just a couple months and it feels like fucking years since you passed. Leah I love you so fucking much it hurts. You are so cute and sweet and the best person anyone could have ever met. I know we are all hurting down here but I hope to god you and Joseph are so happy in heaven. I needed to get this out. I needed to say how sad I am and how much I miss your presence. I fucking hate cancer I really fucking do. How could it take such a young beautiful person from my family and just rip us apart.