Nocturnal Archive

IM SO HEARTBROKEN 🥲

My the sims 2 cc folder from 2024 had lots of custom content.. some from creators that are not posting anymore and that deleted their blogs 😞

Aesthetic is easier to replicate than identity.

It's easy to buy the same clothes, use the same filters, follow the same trends, and listen to the same "niche" playlists. But it's much harder to develop your own way of seeing the world, your own ideas, your own creativity and your own voice.

Many people online try to recreate the appearance of something unique, but uniqueness itself comes from the things that can't be copied.

I think i'm going to take blogging very seriously from now on, i really want to get some readers so there's people reading my posts.

I FCKN HATE SOCIAL MEDIA!!!

My hatred towards social media grows every fucking day. I hate constantly being on my phone and i really wish i could just use it for calling and texting and then use my laptop for the rest.. While that's not impossible i can't simply just stop using it because i am addicted. 

I have seen people i know become fake and unoriginal.. my aunt used to have a wordpress blog, i found it looking at her old facebook posts and even tho the website was completely broken, it was still pretty damn cool.

Short Form Content: The downfall of modern society.

i realized that watching videos constantly everyday it's not normal, and it fucking weirds me out now that i think about it. I use my phone about 10 hours a day, and in those 10 hours i could do anything else. 

Short form content is really harmful, and its even more harmful if you see videos of people dying in a war and then a video of a fucking ai generated cat dancing to some fuckass phonk.. Do i really want to keep living my life like this? Do i want to fucking waste my teenage years where i could be working on myself, learn skills, learn a new fucking language? idek. Why do i spend hours on my phone, looking at people venting about their life issues while i could be working on fixing my own issues? Why am i still stuck in the loop of deleting social media then coming back to it and deleting it again? I want to make a fucking change! But if i need my phone to do every little thing nowadays, HOW CAN I DO IT?? 

Writing on this blog reallccy helps me because it feels less intimidating than posting on social media. I could be using twitter or tumblr to do this, but i don't feel like engaging with those platforms.. I really like tumblr and i feel like its one of the few social media apps that don't try to keep you on your phone for hours, and i might post things here and on tumblr but for now, ill' just use blogger.

 What will i do about it?

I want to take responsibility of what i write on this blog, so if i blog about something that makes me feel bad or about a problem i can fix, i will share with you how am i going to fix it.

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I'm probably gonna use pinterest to search for images, idk if im going to use youtube or another frontend for it and of course i'm gonna go on forums ♡

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