Captivating Cataclysm

reblog if ur Halloween af

me @ those black figures in the corner of my eye at my house that disappear when i turn in that direction: i know you’re there bitch

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Most nights.

"I'm having suicidal thoughts again and I want to tell someone. I want to open up and ask for help but I'm scared that they'll see me different so I just face it alone until the thoughts eventually win."

Every morning I wake up thinking 'I can't do this anymore' but still I get up. Do the stuff I have to. And when I go to bed at night. I'm not fucking proud. Or feeling better. Just exhausted, tired and shattered. It's getting worse. Every day. And no one cares.

forever reblog

Wow, the closing your eyes thing is amazing. Virtually dying has never felt so beautiful for a milisecond.