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During the “post liking contest” we had on Facebook, I was secretly praying that you’ll chat me. And when you messaged me, that was one of the happiest time in my life. It was an answered prayer for me. When you told me that you and your friends are going somewhere, in my mind I was like “Kunin mo na number ko. Kunin mo na number ko. Please!” And then, you asked for my number. Happy. It was not even the right word to describe what I felt that time. I was suddenly twitterpated over you. It looked the other way around ‘coz honestly, I’m telling myself to slow down because I don’t want you to think that I’m easy to get and that you won’t like me. And I don’t want that to happen.

Monday night, if I’m not mistaken, you said you want a Sundae and then unexpectedly, you told me that you don’t want to go out anymore and that maybe next time we could go out. I wasn’t really annoyed at you that time. I did it on a purpose so that you’ll have a reason to call me. I just want to hear your voice that night. ( How I missed those times.)

The next day, we watched Frozen together I skipped my class ‘coz I want to be with you and I was very happy that moment when you kissed my hand back. After that movie, I honestly want to give you a quick hug but unfortunately, I don’t know how. I was so shy because it was our first time to meet. And then, you accompanied me to the terminal. While on the van, you texted me saying you love me. I replied to you and said I Love You too. That time, I know what I felt for you was true. It was real. I seriously was the happiest person that night.

Wednesday, this was our first dinner together, our first long walk, literally, and the most memorable first of the night, our first kiss. Another moment that I can say the happiest day of my life.

On my birthday, you said sorry because you don’t have a present for me. But “Babe”, there is no better gift than having you. You are the only gift I want. The only gift I would want to receive.

After that “full of happiness” week comes the emotional days. Sorry if I am immature, if I always over think things, if I’m too emotional. Sorry if you think that I’m not pleased with your way of showing your love. I know there’s no way I could turn back time but If I could, I would definitely change my actions. I regret all the things that I have done. Sorry. I’m really really sorry.