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was it casual when I formally recommended you for this space mission and the fucking ship crashed and you looked to me and I squeezed your shoulder and said I’d take care of you and was it casual when our boss ordered you to take a sample of a potentially dangerous alien lifeform and I volunteered to do it instead and was it casual when you asked me to synthesize a sedative so you could drug our boss and expose his secrets and I did it of course I did and was it casual when you were freezing to death in a locked room while our colleagues were in a different room on fire and I ran to you not them and was it casual when one of us had to sneak past our boss (an imposter?) and I volunteered for that too (always will instead of you it seems) and was it casual when I was bleeding out in your arms and you asked me what to do and I assured you it was okay and said to breathe and your name was the last thing I ever said

why do ppl do drugs when you can just experience the absolute high of meeting someone who isn’t just unhinged about your fandom but is also feral about your otps