few years back i was still doing high school like other normal kids, attending classes going through classrooms, putting lock on the locker with things that don’t really matter, worrying about everyday’s events. i am that person that never speak out my own problem, hiding my shit..letting myself dig deeper and deeper, it was ironic right. at some point ill cry inside out, hiding in the shadows walking thru my expression. i don’t know man it was crazy...i always wanted to push myself, push myself to try different stuff, shit that only matters to me. i always say like “i actually dont care about what people thinks bout me balabalabala...” i was lying to the world, everything i do right now its to show people what am i trying to accomplish, im not sure what drives me to have this kind of intension to mark my work in this planet. the shit that i do wasnt even exist 8 years before...it was the transection, transection of that mentality drives me to who i am now. i was stuck, so stuck. i could have been dead at some point, having all the thoughts, fucking up my mind. but i rather be staying with the flow, rhythm. i know its like, batman doesnt exist right, but the evil does. the bad does i want someone to rely on its actually this simple. i dont wanna be considered as weak!? no no thats not me……