you deserve to smile

i recommend the creme brulee

I wish we could go back to sneaking around at night, and thinking we had our whole lives.

“The feelings that hurt the most, the thoughts that knock the wind out of us, tend to be the most unreasonable- longing for what could have been , nostalgia over what never happened, desire for the impossible simply because of its impossibility, and the hate we have against ourselves for not being somebody else.”

“The saddest thing about our story is that we could have made it work. If you cared about me like I cared about you, you would have fought for me. But you didn’t. So it’s clear, i was right every time that i told you that i loved you more. You always denied it and said you loved me more, but i guess now we know.”

After all this time, I’m still waiting for you to call me and say you’re sorry and you haven’t had a day where you haven’t thought about the way I used to hold you. Or even for you to just show up at my door and hug me, and in that hug I’ll understand everything. But in reality, I know the longer I wait, the more you’re getting used to your life without me. You’re happier without me as the time goes on.

“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”