"Okay, so let's figure it out," She offered. "What would you tell a newly turned werewolf who is struggling with control? And I know it's not the same thing, but neither one of us is going to gain control over whatever it is that is happening to us if we don't learn the line," She reasoned. "Or we can start with stress?" She offered, having a feeling as though it might be the most doable to manage out of three, at least at the present. "Okay, well, now you have me, and you still have the pack, by the way. We might not have centuries of knowledge and experience, but just because you're the leader now doesn't mean that your packmates are no longer there for you," She softly reminded him. "You might not want it, but it's happening, and whatever was in that vial was supernatural. It might not have been all werewolf dna, but it was supernatural dna. Why else would this Prometheus have been kidnapping residents for months and taking..." She gritted her own teeth, squeezing her eyes shut as she momentarily found herself back in the basement of the Slumber Motel, chained to a table staring at the flickering fluorescent lights overhead. "Samples?"
"I know you never asked for this, and I get needing time. I do. I think that's a good idea to take it. But maybe during that time you should talk to... some of the bitten wolves? I again am not saying it is at all the same, but some of your own people were turned, irrevocably changing what they were at their core. And as much as it can be hard not to feel bitter, there is still a community of people in this town who would understand. I can help you set up a controlled area?" She offered. "Obviously, I wouldn't be there when you shift to give you peace of mind. I know the last thing you'd want is to risk hurting me, but I was going to ask Nyra if she might help oversee controlled shifts of my own, given that she can fly and all."
"I think that list is a lot fewer than your mind would like you to believe, Júlio César," She whispered softly back to him. "I get why you're upset, but I don't really think you can say what is or isn't true regarding why she brought the bat to the game to begin with. That's her own reasoning, which I already told her was out of line to arrive at a sporting event with, but plenty of residents show up armed to events nowadays given this town's track record. As for her comment, I'm not saying that it couldn't be perceived as a threat or wasn't one. I'm explaining that she hadn't arrived at the game with the intent to do such, and if you have further questions about her reasoning, you should ask her, but I said I'm handling it, and I am. And I thought you barely remembered it, but now you can quote her verbatim?" She asked, softly, not at all questioning him, but wanting to understand, "You said you wanted a break from Council issues, so let's not talk about it at the present, and talk about something a little more pressing, like are your memories coming back to you now, or how does that work?"
"Okay, then why not stick to skating? You might not create the next Olympian, but that doesn't mean there isn't still value in it or that people don't want to learn. I see kids in this town wanting to learn how to skate all the time. And you could always expand? Teach both figure skating and hockey. I'm sure the school would love having an intramural hockey team," She suggested. But when he kept talking about getting a job he didn't like, regardless, a sigh broke from her lips as her eyes met his and she asked him forthright, "Júlio César, look at me. Do you actually want to have this conversation, or have you already decided what you're going to do for yourself?" Her voice was soft as she spoke, and while she would hardly judge him for it, she did want to check to see if anything she said on the matter was truly going to be as fruitless as it felt. "And why are you so adamant about looking into a job you don't even love at the present? You just said you were stressed, and starting a new job is nothing but stressful. You just told me you thought you might need to step away from the Council for a little bit. Are you sure you want to add anything else to your plate right about now?"
"I'm aware of how it is for a lot of people, JC. I've known you've needed to have money to make money all my life. You're talking to a woman who got married as a financial decision. Not as a love match. Even if Teddy lucked out far more financially in that arrangement than I had. But as much as it was a teasing comment, it also doesn't mean that it isn't mildly concerning for anyone mortal who has to live paycheck by paycheck, because whether or not it's right or fair, there will come a time when age catches up to them, and they'll be unable to work. And I know many can not do a thing about it, but why do you think I donate so much to this town and care so much about helping anyone in it who hasn't been taught how to invest financially? I invested money for Ralph to set him and all of his living ancestors up for success, because I have more than I will ever need," She explained quietly.
"If we want to talk financials, my father was a self-made entrepreneur who became one of the wealthiest men in all of England by the year 1787, and all that wealth has only accumulated. You can imagine how much that might equate to my net worth, but I only keep at most one billion tied up in accounts and assets at any given time. The rest is all donated to fundraisers and charities around the world. So when I say you don't need to stress about taking on a job you wouldn't want at the present, I mean it, and that's not me swooping in to try to financially resolve everything, or reducing or erasing very real concerns. But that is me saying that you don't have to shoulder everything on your own anymore. If you truly want to be a we, then let's be one. But that means big decisions regarding our personal lives are made together, as they affect both of us. It means that if you're stressed or struggling, you have someone to rely on and vice versa. If one of us is feeling the weight of the world, the other can help carry part of it, which includes things like emergencies."
"We're not. But I've lost nearly everyone I've ever cared about, Júlio César, and while I respect your decision to stay mortal for the rest of your days, I am telling you-" She started to say, but as he carried on with 'when things are better' and 'when we get through all this together', she pressed her lips together, squeezing her eyes shut as she breathed through the own feelings threatening to claw their way out. "I'm telling you that the person who will have to live with that grief won't be me. That's all. I'm sorry if that puts more on your plate, but I needed to say it, because there might never be a right time and you deserve to know. But now that you do, it can be your call if you ever want to bring it up again, and okay. I'll, uh, I'll be right back," She said as she started to stand up from the couch. "To go grab that shirt? Meet me in the kitchen?"