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listening to pierce the veil reminds you that the past will never come back and all you can do is yearn. yearning is poison. it makes you realize that life really isn't fair, and it's so bad that you should be screaming and crying over it. it reminds you of all of your faults, and how you've been too self aware for the entirety of your life, that you've never felt happy with yourself until you met people who made you feel complete. it reminds you how dependant you are on other people, even though they can leave, become ill, die, or hurt you beyond repair. but... then it reminds you that life is beautiful. that love is beautiful. it doesnt matter if you arent perfect, you just need to live to experience happiness. you just need to hold on until may for every may for the rest of your life.

Sorry, I know you said your parents or partners were abusive and did terrible things to you in the name of love. But I just need you to know that they did that because they thought they were feeling love, but what they were feeling for you wasn't real love, okay? And the real problem here is clearly that people don't agree with my personal idealized vision of what love is. So you need to listen to me. Real love is a good thing for everyone involved. okay? Real love is overwhelming. Real love is found in the scent of her clothing that you stole from her hamper when she wasn't in the room. Real love is when you look up someone else's username to find their old accounts when they were less good at opsec. Real love is global positioning systems and chains and zipties and drugs that dissolve in drinks. Real love sometimes feels disgusting and makes you throw up when you think about it but that's because you weren't embracing it enough. Real love is an intrusion in your mind by something that feels external that empties you out and replaces you with something better. Real love is the red dripping from scratches she left in you. Real love leaves you hollows out and crying yourself to sleep because you lost the only thing that made you feel it. Real love is scheming and planning and plotting to make things better. Okay?