my life, my say

day 1 sa elyu <3

Okay lang ba sa inyo na may ganung boundary, or do you think dapat normal lang na comfortable kayong makahawak ng phone ng partner niyo?

huhu thank you! appreciate itt

we’ll see i guess hahahaha 🫣

omygosh 😭 what a MANNNN! yun nga if magloloko sila magloloko talaga kahit na anong bantay hahahaha

really?? hahahahaha but he mentioned to me na yesterday lang daw niya first time i-open ulit yung account hahaha. And he’s always talking to me about trust, like kahit ano pang bantay mo sa tao, if he’s cheating, he’s cheating talaga, so like confuse lang ako sa mixed signals na pinapakita nya hahahaha

But honestly I don’t know what to do. Siguro hindi na lang ako masyado maattach and stop asking too many questions para reciprocate lang kami. Parang I should just go with the flow muna righttt

So yeah, I’m kinda not satisfied with that part hahaha jk. But for now, there’s no commitment at all, and I don’t want to get too attached to him yet.

nandito na naman tayo sa phase na to :( grabe i don’t know what to do sobrang sakit and at the same time sobrang dami kong tanong sa sarili ko like ayoko na ng ganto huhuhu please ayoko na ulit umiyak

It’s about self-respect and choosing not to settle for the bare minimum. People aren’t raising standards for no reason, they just don’t want to experience situations that they feel they don’t deserve. If anything, standards should be higher because without them, you end up accepting less than you deserve. Women deserve a man who puts in effort, not someone who can't put effort.

But at the same time, a part of me is still holding on and quietly hoping that we’ll be okay. I remember he said he doesn’t want to give me false hope because he has his own problems he needs to work through on his own. And now I just don’t know what to do.

rn its like im really decided cause i know ginawa ko naman lahat for us like inopen ko na din lahat ng worries ko but still i didnt see the side of him that was willing so its like im done. idk but i should have learned from my past but look hahaha im still in the same situation again. so i think maybe im the problem but nexttime i'll make sure to be more careful who I choose. i keep asking myself what am I really regretting? Is it the bond, the memories, or what, but in reality, there shouldn’t be anything to regret. I need to instill in myself that I should love myself more than anyone else, because I don’t want to go through the same mistake again.