a little bit of everything💫

An ode to you. To missing you. And ode to missing. But today I got up and turned on Modest Mouse and made coffee and toast and read Murukami. And today I feel almost human. Today feels like I want to go for a drive through the canyon. I’m working on not telling everyone everything. I’m working on my overt honesty, because I want to be honest. But mostly, I want to be honest with myself. I am learning to care for myself. And unlearning to loathe and fear and hurt myself. I am learning to love better and unlearning the unloving. I find no matter where I am, I am always missing someone or something. And maybe that’s okay. Maybe missing is what makes us a little more human. So, today, an ode to missing. An ode to being human. An ode to more days like today.