still figuring out who i am

after nearly a year, I got something out of me

If you listened to it, thank you! Do tell me if you like it :)

say I'll do it tomorrow

out my mouth without thinking twice

still waiting till the time runs out

I said the same thing yesterday

I keep my friend waiting,

she's bound to give up soon

and when she does I'll just add her

to the list I have from June

I make it so easy for you to hate me

wrong choices on repeat

a million times I've played this game

reconcile, then mess up again

when I'm sorry, it's too late

and now I'll never see your face again

a string of bad coincidences

and now there isn't a trace

coincidental,

like a road hidden in space

and now I don't know what to say

it was coincidental

coincidental,

coincidence

I know you don't believe me but

it was coincidental

so many emotions,

then pretend there was never a thing

hold it till the patience thins,

then let it fade again

broken thoughts to nowhere

keep floating out to sea

nothing left to hold me back,

but for these memories

I make it so easy for you to hate me

wrong choices on repeat

a million times I've played this game

reconcile, then mess up again

when I'm sorry, it's too late

now I'll never see your face again

a string of bad coincidences

and now there isn't a trace

coincidental,

like a road hidden in space

and now I don't know what to say

it was coincidental

coincidental,

coincidence

i know you don't believe me but

it was coincidental

the guys in their CALM era

sooo I wrote another one

its shorter tho

Surrounded by all these fading stars Makes me more ashamed of my scars What's the point if it's gonna end? Like a ship you know is bound to wreck

Ideas that never got a shape I realized that it's all replayed My mistakes that I can't erase Makes me wish I had a clean slate

There's only so much I can take Recurring thoughts that I can't shake Can't pretend it won't erupt one day

We all get tangled up sometimes Get lost in the maze of our lives We look so strong but shatter on the inside

All my fears keep me up at night If my dreams never see the light I'm so tired of searching for the truth 'Cause I'm falling again and again

There's only so much I can take Recurring thoughts that I can't shake Can't pretend it won't erupt one day

We all get tangled up sometimes Get lost in the maze of our lives We look so strong but shatter on the inside

can't believe I wrote a song!!!

When I look at the sky above and it's stars Somehow, I still feel close even though we're miles apart I can't help but think that you deserve the world But all I can do is tell you just how much you're worth

The future may be in a haze But I hope we never forget these days, 'cause

Everyday gets closer to what we're running from Before we know it, we'll be standing at a turn I would replay the last year if I had to 'Cause that was when I got to be friends with you

You got me wishing that this could be forever But at least these memories will be ours to remember And I would replay the last year if I had to 'Cause that was when I got to be friends with you

I swear, you can read me so easily Someone who looks at life the same way as I do Can't belive you would speak to me even though You had cooler friends just five steps away

The future may be in a haze But I hope we never forget these days, 'cause

Everyday gets closer to what we're running from Before we know it, we'll be standing at a turn I would replay the last year if I had to 'Cause that was when I got to be friends with you

You got me wishing that this could be forever But at least these memories will be ours to remember And I would replay the last year if I had to 'Cause that was when I got to be friends with you

hoping that it would ease the pain

but well, what's a fire to the rain