𝒄𝒂𝒍-𝒊𝒑-𝒔𝒐

these stories are all part of a connected universe, could be read as stand-alone if one doesn't mind spoilers or major confusion. i recommend reading in order, but it is up to you of course. please read warnings and tags before consuming this piece of media. what you read it under your discretion. at no point am i writing personally about events, people, places, cultures, etc. all of this is part of a fictional story i wanted to write and is done with the upmost research. i do not condone these actions of violence (and of others; mentioned in tags) in real life. this is not factual and i am not representing the actual personalities or events or people (fictional or not) at all. i am not representing the actual members of BTS nor do I claim to know their actual personalities.

WARNINGS/TAGS: the following stories may contain one or more of these tags, please read the tags in the beginning of chapters/stories in order to determine if you wish to read the piece of fictional media: 18+, yandere actions/behavior, stalking, coercion, strong/explicit language, drug use, alcohol consumption, medication, explicit content, sexual themes, sexual implications, sexual events (smut), assault (sexual and/or physical), misandry, manipulation, psychological conditioning, guilt tripping, victim blaming, kidnapping, illegal activities, selling and trading of illicit substances, blood, gore, murder, obsession, unhealthy relationships (familial, romantic, friendship), power imbalances, traumatic events, and more (i.e dead dove, do not eat). these characters are not all likable, and have many flaws (besides the yk....yandere stuff), but you may find yourself confused on how to feel.

reading order: prologue, helen, (more tba)

CASE 1: ???

HELEN OF TROY: a missing persons report was made a month after this unknown victim's disappearance. he was last seen in los angeles, california in april of 1980. it is unknown if he had been kidnapped, coerced, ran away and/or other. the only proof of his existence in the area (or in general) was due to a unverified statement. "cold" case - unresolved as of 1981. P_R_S: case file has been corrupted...

CASE 2: ???

P_K_R: case file is being restored...

CASE 3: ???

I_I_: case file has been corrupted

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@kookhronickles original work, please do not edit, translate, copy, or plagarize

Mystery: if you go back, you see that we know almost nothing about blue in the present day. we only get to know her more and more through her past before we get no more past moments due to blue's focus on the future. if you see, blue's focus on the future (ie. becoming a lawyer) she gets tunnel vision (ie. there is no mention of her past at all after this)

Blue's escapism: blue tends to run a lot. and not in a literal sense. when overshadowed by tremendous pressure or stress, she tends to run. this is seen when she has her issues with sarah and the gang after she hangs out with achilles. she disappeared and stopped speaking to the gang, not only because she was angry, but because she couldn't take the pressure. taking this into account, blue's final decision to leave for thanksgiving break is consistent with her previous actions (but she did tell them this time, so character development is there)

Use/lack of social media: as you get closer to the finale, there is less and less social media trends or posts made. that is because blue's focus is not on MOSHPIT! or social media apps, she is focused on her relationships and her future. her perspective becomes less online and more in reality and this is where we see her uncertainty. also her relationship with jj starts out on social media (something that is being faked) and tends to think that jj doesn't feel the same way BC social media is fake (somewhat of a metaphor)

Perspective: whenever we're in anyone else's perspective, we see blue in a better light. blue tends to self criticize and self isolate due to a low self esteem. this is not completely tied to depression, but instead about how blue is lost. we see how she is consistent in how she loves making videos, making content, interviews and being on camera, but we also see how she is enforced (by her mother) to do something "more" with her life. she doesn't know what to do, but she knows what she loves.

Blue's Name: it is told in an early episode that blue got her name because she used to swim so much that her lips would turn so blue that they would have to bride her out of the water back in the obx. blue's name is also correlated with the color blue, which is typically used for sadness and depression (ie. calling someone "blue" or feeling "blue") and this is a superpower for blue. blue is an alternate persona for her, someone she can have people see and focus on rather than her "real" self much how celebrities use stage names rather than their real name, but blue uses it to keep people at a distance.

The Ocean: jj and blue and sarah and the gang all grew up in the OBX (minus blue who moved in the third grade) and the ocean is right there. the ocean is wild, untamed, dangerous, soothing, part of a bigger force, mesmerizing and the like. JJ, for blue, is the ocean. He is her ocean. Remember, blue would swim for so long because she loved it and she'd turn blue because of it. the ocean gave her name. the more and more time that she spent with jj, she became a real and true version of herself (not the front) and she only came out of the ocean (her reality with jj) by external forces (ie. drama/stress). Blue still needs to learn how to manage something she loves and regulating herself.

Relationships

JJ: we see how blue and jj come together when they are both in need of something. however we see how BOTH jj and blue have had their eyes on one another for a while, but only came together when they both needed something. jj is also blue's childhood boyfriend (which NEITHER of them acknowledge to one another at all, not bc they forgot but because they're not sure the other remembers or cares for it) and they knew each other. blue does not know jj has been thinking about her the whole time and therefore doesn't always take things to seriously with him bc she thinks (in the beginning) that he is only there for shits and giggles. over time, they get closer and closer. jj is the rock that holds her down, but also lets her free. he doesn't keep her confined or trapped (which we see by cleo's texts when the sarah/blue situation goes down, she hates) he is the literal definition of the OCEAN to her. He is what she wants and needs.

Achilles: we see time and time again that blue hates being told what to do on command. we also see she hates being trapped. achilles is NOT a bad person (most of the time but as all humans they make mistakes) and he doesn't make blue feel trapped. he is somewhat liberates her. she can just be with him and not care about anything. achilles and blue also have something in common - their names. ACHILLES is not his real name, just as BLUE is not her real name. both of them know what it's like to put a front for other people. they relate to one another. this is something blue and jj do not have (yet?) and its something she keeps close to her because no one else can relate to her on that. achilles is also very FORWARD with his feelings for blue almost instantaneously while jj is dancing around it. blue is also forward because achilles/vincent is forward with her. blue dances with jj because jj dances around her. achilles, in her perspective, is a good person and is honest with her and in HER perspective, he is open to anything for her. something she wants dearly.

Sarah: she is her homegirl, her best friend, someone she loves and adores. they both share the same kind of passion in media. however, blue tends to hold some resentment against sarah sometimes and keeps things from her because she knows sarah can't really understand at time. for instance, sarah has the luxury of doing what she wants as her father is rich (ward is still in her life in this AU) while it is referenced in blue's POV (credit card statements and looking for a job in the past) that while she got a scholarship, she is still paying a lot out of pocket for her education. even then, she encourages sarah bc she has something she wants. even then, she is willing to grow and tell sarah about her internship later on and the like - sarah was her best friend back then and now. twin flames.