Felt like my friend lied and stole from me which hurt. Then had to think about death. Extremely painful.

I think I need to let go of what happened. The issues between us was definitely my fault. I got attached way too quickly and put a lot of expectations into whatever it was. I shouldn’t have thought too much about it all and was very clingy! I won’t be doing this anymore in the future if I can help it. My goal is to actually get to know the person before feeling of attraction develop. I should know them before thinking they’re spectacular! And they should know me before it too.

Sleep was pretty bad. I dreamed I was in school in Europe. My professor had us go look at architecture. I was with a boy who I didn’t exactly like but didn’t mind either - I think he tried to make a move and I was like ehh about it. The people who manned the elevators were underprivileged kids. Felt bad.

Documenting the good, bad, and everything in between.

Peak of khiphop don't fight me on this.