Callan

With a smile across her lips,

Sitting on an ivory throne of flora and famine,

"Curious, what do you desire?"

All these questions bare no answer,

Floating, I am floating in this listless dreams and thoughts like razorblades,

Because her laugh taste like novacaine while this knife thrusts up my spine,

Screams just add to the everflowing basin of her chaotic ecstasy.

Humidity clings in the air, setting the scene for this existential dread,

Gaia's gift like a skin walker's cry of my name in the night,

A familiar melody keeps fucking with my head,

Let me up for air, just for a little while.

La Fermette Marbeuf is a renowned restaurant in Paris’ 8th district. Its Art Nouveau decor is listed as an historical monument, in particular its magnificent glass roof designed in 1898 by Hubert and Martineau. The latter crowns a romantic decor in springtime colours, adorned with mural paintings and a reproduction Botticelli.

Eartha Kitt and James Dean in NYC, photographed by Dennis Stock in 1955

… still remembering all the things Jamie Dean had told me on the phone. ‘’I dont know what the feeling of love is really like. I dont know if I have ever been in love, but if I have, it must have been with you because I never felt that feeling before you and I have never felt that feeling after you.’’