Bloody Valentine

She nodded, pushing herself up, reaching for the remote. “There’s this new horror film I saw that looked good.” She grinned, the fiend for horror showing her excitement. She would stay up for all hours of the night, watching movie after scary movie, enjoying the adrenaline she felt when watching it. Even during their marriage she used to watch them for hours in end even after Caleb had gone to sleep, apologizing when she woke him up with her jumps or the volume.

Caleb didn’t usually stay up for scary movies but tonight he decided to and He chuckled.” What do you find so amusing about these scary movies?” He asked and looked at the screen, He loved scary movies too but not as much as she did, she forced him to watch every scary movie out there with her, Some were good and some were boring, He just enjoyed being in her company.

Mia nodded, tired and comfortable in her bliss, a satisfied sigh parting her lips. Fingers drug across the ink on his chest, admiring the ones she hadn’t seen yet, it seeming like every time they hooked up he came with new ink. A wave of melancholy hit her like a ton of bricks, not sure if this was guilt or shame or what. She knew that in the morning she would leave and they wouldn’t talk for a week. She’d probably get into a fight with him over something stupid…just because she was always trying to push him away. But for now…now at least she held him closer, burying her face in his chest, kisses falling along his neck. “Do you work tomorrow?” Was her small attempt at conversation, brain not ready to sleep.

Caleb grabbed a cigarette from inside his dresser and lit it up.” Yes I have work but late so don’t worry about it.” He was still in love with Mia and cared about her deeply, he would do anything for her on any day and he was weak from her touches and just everything she made him feel, he couldn’t run even if he tried to.”did you want to watch a movie or something?”

“Well that was good.” He panted and put the covers over himself as he cuddled up to her.” Did you want to spend the night ?” He asked and kissed the top of her head.” You know you’re welcomed to.” He told as he yawned and stretched out a bit, stilling panting and sweating.

“We didn’t work the first time, Caleb...” She murmured, brows furrowing, sighing softly at his request. “I’ve always been yours, baby...I’m always going to be yours.” Which was true, for she couldn’t see herself satisfied in a relationship if it wasn’t with him. That was mainly why she kept coming back, pulling away before it got too serious again. Because she was afraid of that commitment. She had fucked it up the first time; she didn’t want to go through that again. A frown twisted her face, pulling him into a hug, burying her face in his neck. “I’ll always love you.” 

“I mean I don’t want to stop the sex, if you’re not ready for commitment it’s alright and I’m fine with the way things are now.” He told.” I’ll wait you as long as it takes.” He whispered and wrapped his long arms around her frame.” Let’s do what you you came here to do.” He told her and moved back to kissing her neck.” I know you didn’t come here just to talk.” He knew getting back together wasn’t an option right now but he still wanted her and craved her touch.” I need you right now.” He caressed her curves.

Rational thought went out the window whenever she was high off of his caress and he knew that. She gave a slight huff, wanting to push him away but somehow finding herself pulling him closer, whining for his touch. “We don’t...” She breathed, lips trailing his jaw, eyes fluttered shut. “We don’t go good together when married...” She finally spit out. She didn’t deny or confirm the fact that she missed him, though it was fairly obvious by the way she clung to him for dear life. 

“ What do you mean we don’t go well together? I think we’re perfect, You aren’t ready for marriage are you?” He asked; He was ready for it but he could tell she wasn’t.” I still don’t want to lose you.” He hummed as she kissed along his jaw line.” You’re really all I have.” He said and wrapped his arm around he waist.” I really want you back.” He admitted and he knew they would always find their way back to each other, She was his first love.” I refuse to let you be with anyone else but me. Tell me that you’re mine.”