cain

I feel like it would help people move on so much faster if they looked at something a person they once considered close did and just went “a friend probably wouldn’t do this to me” . Like actually. A friend would not do this to you .

When they romanticising yearning but they've never been sat on their bed at four am with a wet face and their chest hurting while they wished and begged and prayed something was still there

The amount of times I say ‘I know baby’ to myself in a day whenever I feel sad or disappointed like I don’t know what to make of this

You learn to apologize for existing when you grow up around people who only loved you when you were quiet.

Trauma hasn’t made me strong I am just broken and scared

i’m so sorry for being me

My flag is not green or red, it's white. I give up, leave me alone.

I know im a shit friend but oh god am i fucking trying