I wanna kill myself.

My heart is so heavy

I fucking hate you. I hate the way you can’t seem to keep your dick in your pants and I hate the way I never feel like I’m enough for you. I hate that you can barely show affection to me and I hate that you still hold on to a girl who doesn’t want anything to do with you. I hate that you’re making me feel like a complete idiot for feeling so much for you and you feeling just enough to be with me but not enough to replace her. I hate the way I felt this morning opening up those pictures. I will never forget that horrible fucking feeling. I hate it I hate it I hate it it makes me want to die it makes me feel so unworthy it makes me feel like I’m nothing. I feel so stupid for being with you