* tender / HEARTED !

And it feels like all that comes out of my mouth are apologies.     I’m sorry. I never do anything right, I am always messing something up.    I’m sorry. I don’t do enough for people, I’m not good enough sometimes.    I’m sorry. But I’m trying, I’m trying so hard to do things right for you.    I’m sorry. I want to be good enough for you, but I’m just so tired of trying.    I’m just so tired of saying sorry.

I have a wishbone heart and by that, I mean

She was always open, even without liquor –perhaps too much; vulnerable and frightened. But her honesty gave her a rare sort of poise.

“You had a sensitive nervous system. You had an enhanced reaction to reality. You were very affectionate. You appreciated things. You appreciated them more than other people. You practically went into trances of rapture. You wanted the world to be better than it was.”

be soft. my love. because flowers don’t grow. on hard grounds.

I care. I care a lot. It’s kinda my thing.