Another funny thing about the SMAUs: Mephisto the willing accomplice!! 😆😆
HEAOIJDOISW he's their telephone fr!! 😂😂
"pisto, what it say?" lucian would wonder, staring at a long message from papa's phone. letters and numbers evenly spaced and curated, but making no sense to the three year old.
mephisto flutters down from his perch and lands on the baby's head, ruffling hair and tickling ears as he beats his wings to a stop. his beak opens, and out comes his voice— mellow, slightly flat (sylus is working on that), but clear— "Mission Report Seven-Three-Six. Correspondence: Crow Oh-Six..."
lucian frowns. "top. next."
"Text from: Ao. The aethercore parts are—"
lucian yawns. "next."
"Text from: Beloved."
"ah, that's mama!"
"Lucian is not getting that snake."
lucian gasps. "no! what papa say?"
"Sent: You're no fun."
lucian nods as if he were part of the conversation. "a'mama say yes?"
mephisto shakes his head.
a new text pops up in the thread, and lucian's eyes light up. "pisto! read, read!"
"Text from: Beloved. Lucian, stop reading your father's messages."
"how you know!!" he screeches into the phone. glancing around in horror, trying to spot you creeping up on him from the corners of the room.
"Text from: Beloved. I'm your mother. I know everything."
lucian gapes at his traitorous accomplice and shakes him off his head. "noo, pisto!!"
Mephisto squawks apologetically, nuzzles the boy's cheek in good nature and flies off. Just in time to herald sylus's entrance, who picks up both his phone and his squirming son in his arms to take him to meet your judgement.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Part 1 blew up so I’ve been working on a part 2 all year. Might as well put it out there. This is not everything but I’ll start building a part 3 maybe for next year.
Hobbies:
Karaoke with friends
Camping
-> Once got so excited about a new tent that he set it up in the living room to sleep in by himself instead of sleeping in bed with MC (they were already a couple he's just hilariously excited about these things)
Writing letters
Collecting and writing postcards
Weiqi (not entirely by choice)
Collecting books
Retro systems and technology, and their repair. He keeps them in good condition.
Is really good at gardening, often better than MC
Mushroom foraging
Photography
Aside from the obvious piano skill, he does enjoy composing music
Likes:
Can eat a whole loaf of bread in one go
Egg tarts
Puns (this is more prevalent in the CN translation unfortunately and doesn’t always make it over to EN but I’ve been told by friends that he's so stupidly hilarious)
Haunted houses
Pistachios
Lifestyle:
Despite loving meat, he's strict with health when it comes to illnesses
Is an astrophysicist among other sciences
We don’t actually know how many degrees he has and at this point I don’t think he knows either
Is a good actor (aside from the Lumiere films he's been in, he's done commercials.)
Is frequently recognized in public by citizens
Reads a lot in every category (self improvement, cookbooks, sci-fi comic books, fantasy novels, and biologies, but his favorite category tends to be cooking and fictional fantasy)
Him and MC often frequent a bakery on their way home to get the daily special pastry as a snack (source: Seeker of Light)
Is a decent driver but prefers public transportation, better for napping
Likes driving fast
Is not a messy person, prefers things neat. (Except for his storage room. We don't talk about the mounds of junk in his storage room.)
Thinks he can pilot anything, including steering boats, but has very little experience doing so which often leads to varying results
Frequently picks up hunting jobs from the N109 Zone and the Nest
Frequently meets up with other backtrackers for intel or just to hang out (Phone Call: Hidden Identity, Twofold Heartbeat)
Doesn't attend the apartment HOA meetings
Abilities:
Sharpshooter
Good with hand to hand combat
Overuse of evol will make him ill, symptoms vary
Chronos class evolver
Knows how to fix random technology and keeps his tools in good shape
General:
He’s not that into pet names. The only notable nickname in canon is “partner” and one secret times where he refers to MC as “my dear” and “my darling” but it hasn’t happened since.
Many people call him “Xavie”, “XayXay”, or "Xav"
His previous name was “Christian” (anecdote 2) however he faked his death so Christian has long been dead to the world
Isn't actually an animal lover but notes that they seem to be attracted to him
Terrible with naming skills, but names a lot of things (i.e. "Fatso", "Puffball" "The Not So Bad Star")
Often buys flowers for MC, at Jeremiah's or otherwise
Has beef with Mrs. Woods from the HOA
Poor with directions, frequently lost even in places he's been before
Frequently loses his keys
Prefers physical objects for prosperity
Got good grades, he's not sure how, he slept through a lot of classes
Back home, he skipped his cooking exam (myth: Lightseeker)
Moves often, for identity sake
Claims he only moved to Linkon 1 year prior to main story start. Although we know he lived in Linkon prior to that, although we don't know how long ago that actually was.
Dreams about losing MC a lot (text message: "Happy Doll")
Is good at basketball and volleyball
Family:
Had a good relationship with his mother
Had a terrible relationship with his father
Has a first cousin named Isaiah whom he is rather brotherly towards despite not openly admitting to it (we do not know if Isaiah is on his mom or dad's side)
HOW TO SAVE PHOTOS/DATA FROM LADS WITHOUT OPENING THE GAME
If you, like me, would like to keep your in-game photos from LADS and, like me, did not take the proper precautions to back them up, this is the tutorial for you! I know a lot of people are uninstalling right now and don't want to add to login numbers, or maybe you're in the same boat as me and you let your storage get a littttle too tight and can't download the new version even if you wanted to. Either way, I hope the results of my unhinged side quest can help you too.
Basically, I made a backup of my phone on my laptop, used a file reader/extractor to locate the data, and then extracted the files I wanted so that I can sort through them and painstakingly convert all of the photos into an accessible format. Here's the steps I followed:
STEP 1: Make a backup of all the data on the phone onto a computer. I have a pc, so I just downloaded the Apple Devices app for Windows and used that. If you're backing up all of the data, you'll probably need the same amount of storage open on the computer (so if you're using 30 gb on your phone, make sure you have like 30 gb open on the computer). I backed up all the data just to make sure it included the game, because "most important data" didn't list apps.
STEP 2: Once you have the backup, get a tool to read the files. I used this one called iTunes Backup Explorer because it was free and open source but there are others out there. Install the tool according to the directions, and then you should be able to open up the backup and see all the files.
STEP 3: Search for the files you want. I wasn't having luck finding the photos by looking through the file directory, so I ended up just going to the file search option and putting % for the domain and %.bin for the path. That should bring up every .bin file in the data, and, if you're using iTunes Backup Explorer, you can just hit "extract matching" and it will extract all of those files to another folder on your computer. If you are more tech savvy or want to refine your search, you can try searching for the specific domain/path location of the photos and only extract those, but I couldn't get it to work so I just decided to extract everything and sort through it later.
STEP 4: This is where it gets time-consuming. Once you have the files extracted, you can figure out which ones are the ones you need and convert them. I haven't sorted through everything yet, but I glanced through a few folders and here's some that seem to actually be useful:
AppDomain-com.papegames.lysk.en > Documents > UrlImg - seems to be a mix of different things, including images for game assets, but in a folder called de939bee I found the images I took during the Throne of Eros skating minigame. I may update with better info if I find specific folders that have photos.
AppDomain-com.papegames.lysk.en\Documents\DeepSpace - this seems to be the main folder where photos are stored. Just testing a few I've found in-game screenshots, photobooth photos, and Home photos, so it seems safe to assume that most of the photos are stored there.
To make the photos accessible, you just need a tool that will convert from .bin to whatever format you want. I started out using FILExt but it was having trouble converting some of the files to image files so I found this .bin to .png and I might try that instead. It worked for a couple of photos, just took a while to convert. It seemed to preserve the quality better too, but I only tested a couple of pics so ymmv.
There may be a way more efficient way of doing this, but I wanted to share in case anyone else is in the same situation! If you have a lot of photos, like I do, it'll be a long process to convert them, but at least they're not gone forever :) You might be able to salvage journal and other data as well, but I didn't look too much into that because I'm mostly concerned with my thousands of photos lol. EDIT: You can also find journal pages in the UrlImg folder!!! Let me know if you have questions, and I can try to answer!
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
— to rehash a scene once before— a gentle surprise from his most beloveds
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ: @avananabread asked what the babies & biggies would do for papa's day ♡ so, this turned out to be a sneak peak of my late birthay fic that will hopefully come out soon too. the things all just reconnected and one day this puzzle's pieces will find themselves together. also, dedicated to blessdunrest (yells into the void: EMMYYYY), who once long ago asked how the twinnies would be in an aquarium. i cant find the ask anymore, and this is long overdue, but that wip has scattered and made tiny fic babies in its wake. i hope you enjoy! ❀ -urs
sylus x reader | sylus & his family | fluff, domestic family stuff, twin boy dad!sylus, kieran & luke are here too!, mentions of past pregnancy
Lucian is having a very hard time trying to get his papa to keep walking forward without bumping his face behind his knees. Yet, Kyros insists that he takes the lead.
"Papa, follow," his brother yells, miles and miles away from them now, while Lucian shoves Sylus forward. The tall man shuffles forward and stops abruptly— again, Lucian's nose would honk if it could when he hits it on his papa's thigh.
"Papa!" Lucian squeaks angrily.
"Sorry, angel." Sylus laughs, swinging his arms low to try and feel for his son. Capturing his poor face in a ruffle instead of his hair.
"Argh-mphh!" Lucian growls, catching the wrist as a grumpy cat would and nipping down with his sharp little teeth. Sylus sighs and scoops him up instead.
"Papa! Woo-see-yan!" Kyros is so far now. Sylus has to trust that you are still with him, or else he gets lost in this parking lot and being blindfolded would be the least of his problems.
Right, he was basically blind with the golden binding you've wrapped around the black cloth over his eyes. He didn't think it was necessary to incapacitate him to this level for a surprise, but the kids insisted, and who were you to oppose.
"Kee-ro no nice!" Lucian, already slighted and annoyed that he isn't the one leading the charge for once, curls up against Sylus's chest and pouts.
"Oh, Lucian, don't say that." Sylus shuffles forward again. He hopes that any oncoming traffic sees the state he is in. He leaves a shield up with his red mist just in case. "He's just as excited as you are."
"But want me to soo-prise." Lucian huffs.
"You surprised me plenty with my breakfast steak and marshmallows." Sylus kisses his temple— his eye, actually— and pats his back. "Who knew those two things could be in a soup?"
"Sweetheart, you are too slow for this." Your voice is heaven to the blind when it chrips up from behind him. The child in his arms is taken and his hand is wrapped in yours as you tug him forward.
The fresh smell is what gave the place away. Familiar and nostalgic, slightly pungent and salty. And when the air conditioning hits his face, he's certain he's figured the surprise out.
And if he was wrong, Lucian saying "Ooo totopus." would be the very thing that gave it away.
"Papa, up, up." Kyros, now closer, locks his arms around his knee and tries to climb him like a firepole. "Fast-ou!"
The urgency, of course, was for Kyros to climb on his shoulders and pull away the veil from his eyes. It takes a while for his blurry vision to adjust to the dim light and the shifting shades of blue, but when clarity returns nothing is as breathtaking as the sight of his family before a beautiful blue tank of large medusae.
Arms outstretched, and proudly grinning. Atrocious jellyfish hats on their heads (yes, even Lucian!) shimmer and shake when they exclaim. "Happy Father's Day!"
His vision is compromised again when Kyros leans over and covers him with his own jellyfish tentacles on his head as a result of a tender kiss on his forehead. "Ta-da, papa!"
"Thank you." He chuckles, peeling back the curtain like tentacles and catching you in a hug.
"Did you know? Was soo-prised?" Kyros asks, bouncing on his shoulders eagerly.
"No, not at all." Sylus implores him, lifting him and sitting him in the bend of his elbow. "Good surprise, angel."
Before Lucian bellows something about what about me from below— already peeved about the itchy thing on his head— Sylus scoops him up too and blows a raspberry on his cheek. "Very well done, both of you."
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
The rest of the day is spent following Kyros and Lucian around the aquarium, hand in hand with you. He is delighted to see that the nature documentaries he puts on do not dissipate from their minds as soon as they lull them to sleep.
Kyros takes pride in naming at least five fish in the saltwater tanks, while Lucian lists all the kinds of sharks he knows that swim above him in the tunnel.
Your own academic list is more of a concerned mantra, one that goes, "did he lick that?" whenever you catch your kids pressing their faces on the glass to see better.
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
Lucian's voice is booming when he retells you all of the robotic dolphin show he just watched— the one you were also all present for— in his own colorful way. "Da doh-fin go sh— sh— ssh—" he wiggles his body and bobs his head in a wave-like motion, then jumps. "spash! flying! so high!"
You're listening intently, smiling and asking him what else the dolphins did.
Meanwhile, Sylus stands in the designated audience-drier beside you after he and Kyros got spashed in their seat, and squints to read Lucian's lips through the turbine's noise.
"Your turn, Lucian." Sylus plucks him from the ground and places him in the drier too, making sure to put his palms over his ears to protect him from the sound.
"How about you, Ro? What part did you like?" you ask, turning to your quiet little baby currently staring down at his shoes... or what you think are his shoes.
He looks up with a bright smile and says, "Wain-cott."
You stifle a giggle.
"Wain-cott!" Kyros says happily, spinning in his yellow nylon raincoat, he made sure to pack it in his dinosaur backpack. The single item, actually, in there, he insisted, was important.
And true enough, he is the only one who didn't step into the warm, loud dryer.
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
"Kee-ro, is okay!" Lucian reassures an anxious Kyros when he refuses to put his hand in the petting tide pool. Hiding behind papa's legs while you and Lucian dip your fingers into the water. "Kee-ro, nice fishies!"
"Wanna try?" Sylus inquires, kneeling to meet him where he is and letting small fingers curl around his thumb.
Kyros pouts, his lip trembling at the fact that he does want to, but his heart is racing, and he can't seem to get his legs to move.
"Papa try?" he asks through sniffles that border on a sob. "Then Weewo?"
"Of course," he mutters, lifting him and approaching the tidepool together.
You help Sylus roll his sleeves up. Kyros doesn't look away when he reaches in and traces out a starfish's outline gently.
Sylus aquires a successful giggle from both his sons when his long fingers chase after Lucian's hand underwater like a stingray and catch it with a tender squeeze.
He is relieved when that prompts Kyros to roll up his sleeves and joyfully cry too, "My turn!"
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
"... papa's cousins," Sylus hears you whisper to them in the reptile section's warmth. You yelp when he pokes your side and catches you in a loose embrace.
"We don't talk," he whispers like a conspiracy. "Not since the bearded dragon owed me money."
You laugh and lean against him.
His chest is a familiar pillar of warmth, reminiscent of when you were here years ago. His hands, the same ones that gripped yours when you fought against the pains of the tail end of your pregnancy.
You fought him here then. You're glad to return under more favorable circumstances now.
As if he can read your thoughts, his hands ghost over your stomach. Remembering a similar memory from his own mind's misty eyes.
You lead him to the bench in the middle of the exhibit as your children run around and fawn at the different lizards and frogs under heating lamps and yellow lights.
He rests his chin on your shoulder and kisses your jaw. To spite him in jest, you wipe the kiss away. He clicks his tongue.
"Did you bring me back here to fight with me?" he murmurs, amused. "You miss our quarrels that much?"
You laugh. "Of course not."
"Hm." he smiles, pressing a kiss to your hair. "So, for the poetry."
You fight a smile because he's right. But the day is already his— he can't have everything. "Maybe."
He scoffs because he knows he's right. "Maybe," he says incredulously, shaking his head at your stubbornness.
You sigh. "Look at them."
He follows your gaze to Lucian, who holds Kyros's waist as he balances on a step to look into an enclosure, and then to Kyros chasing his brother to hold hands when Lucian takes off running to another one across the room.
His heart seizes, then melts under the tenderness of what his life has become. His sons— looking so much like him it was uncanny, and yet carving through this cruel world with the hearts that you've given them. The hearts he helped hold, mold and love.
Kindness isn't something he shows himself often. Only when you ask him to do that does he. Now, he is forced to be a model to two little souls that watch his every move and want to be every bit of the person he is.
He cannot say he opposes.
Before you, he knew he needed only one thing to complete all the desires he could ever have in this world. After you, he never would have thought he'd want more— two in fact.
"Thank you," is all he can say when you lace your fingers together— for you, for them, for this life he would not trade for anything in this world or the next one over.
You plant a kiss on his ring finger, telling him you feel just as grateful.
You both watch them for a moment longer. Carve the patterns of their giggles, the outlines of their hair and cheeks against the dim light of each room into the crevices of your memory. Just for a moment longer.
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
"Your doctor is going to have a field day about this," Sylus chuckles, handing you and your children each a tall cup of electric blue slushie.
"Don't tell!" Lucain harruphs, already slurrping the sweet drink up before anyone—including Doter Sayne who he fears would pop up from the penguin exhibit— could take it away.
"Aa!" Kyros whines, squeezing his eyes shut after he'd sipped too fast. "Owwie! Ow!"
"Oh, brain freeze." you rub your palm over his hair and bring him close to your chest. "Slowly, baby."
"You know, I thought it was an old wives' tale," you tell Sylus, taking a sip of your own drink. The very same one you asked for during the most inopportune times during your pregnancy. "But maybe pregnancy cravings do affect the babies."
Sylus hums, pinching Lucian's cheek as he stubbornly slurps at a large ice block at the bottom of his straw. Sylus shakes the drink for him and takes a sip. "Or maybe it's poetic."
You roll your eyes at him.
"All done," Kyros tells him, only just halfway done with the drink. Sylus didn't buy himself one for this very reason. Kyros adds so very gallantly, "Happy father's day, papa. Love you. I love you."
"Mm!" Lucian gasps into his straw, but unlike his brother, he is unwilling to give up his drink. "Not done— but, but— love you, papa!"
Sylus laughs, full and rich, as he gathers them both in an embrace. "Thank you. I love you too."
You're too busy snapping photos of them in their little group hug to notice the two other men who walk up behind you. The other two owners of the clownfish all-access pin in your purse.
Startled, you yelp at the sight of them. "Where have you been?"
Then, at a further examination, you frown. "Why are you all wet?"
"Mermaid lessons," Luke offers no other explanation as they approach the group hug and join with zero warning.
Sylus cries out at the sudden weight of two more of his sons, suddenly getting his coat wet, but the big twins make no comment apart from
Happy Father's Day.
𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼
thank you so much for reading! happy father's day!
And he wants to give you all the space you want to deal with your emotions before you're ready to talk to him about it.
But as he sits across from you while you ignore him to watch some cliche soap opera that's been ongoing for 10 years with more than 600 episodes and refuse to eat, he can't help himself.
First, he has to rein the laughter in. He schools his features into one of grave seriousness like he's about to interrogate a criminal and in a solemn tone, finally attempts to address you again.
"Psspss, kitten"
It's almost comical how fast your head snaps up, almost identical to a real ball of fur, head snapping around before your gaze lands on Sylus who is trying his hardest not to laugh.
"Did you just-"
"Are you hungry?" Sylus shows no signs of having said something prior to this at all, looking serene but you're sure you heard him.
When you going back to ignoring him, not deeming him worthy of even a response, Sylus tries again.
"Psspss here kitty"
This time, you're sure of what you heard, indignation filling your veins at his audacity as you get up from where you'd been watching your show, aiming straight for your boyfriend, violence clear in your aura.
Sylus, for all his flaws, knows when self-preservation should take charge as he shoots up from his seat, dodging your attack and making a run for it with you hot on his heels.
"I can't believe you would psspss me like I'm some stray-!" You pick up a throw pillow in the midst of your chasing, tossing it straight at the Leader of Onychinus who ducks at the correct time and successfully dodges it.
"I tried to get you to eat with me before-" Sylus ducks again to dodge your attack- two throw pillows thrown in succession- standing up straight before he resumes running around the couch with you right behind "-and you wouldn't acknowledge me"
"Because I'm still mad at you!"
Sylus stops running at that, turning to face you as you attack him with balled up fists that land no damage at all "Be mad at me all you want" He says, long fingers encircling your wrists and holding them right over his heart "But don't skip your meals because of it"
You frown at him "Acting all sweet now won't work after you watched the season finale without me!"
Again, Sylus tries his hardest to hold his laughter in. But you catch the smile threatening to break on his features anyway.
"You're in timeout" You even point to the far wall and Sylus finally ends up grinning because he thinks you're really cute when you're joking.
His smile drops real fast when he realizes you're not.
Two minutes later, he's standing by the wall, fully grown adult, mob boss, one of the most feared beings on the planet, trying to appease his girlfriend but you know it won't be long before he can't help himself.
When you feel something collide with the side of your foot a while later, you peer down to see a bunched up ball of string at your heels.
With Sylus holding the loose end tauntingly.
The moment Sylus sees you bunch up the ball in your fist as you slowly stand to face him, he knows he's screwed.
But he doesn't need saving. He's right where he wants to be.
kyros doesn’t like it when lucian cries. it makes his heart ouchie and his eyes burn, as if linked by a cosmic thread.
papa enters just before the crying gets louder. once back when, kyros woke up to it and started sobbing too, but that hasn’t happened since papa got quicker with his rescues.
he hears the shushing, hears his brother call for mama and the corners of his mouth twitch down against his control. he tries to cover his eyes with his palms and bury himself underneath his pillows.
it fades, later on, when papa walks out and brings lucian to you.
he doesn’t think he likes the quiet more than the crying. the emptiness they left in their wake is far from peace. instead, it’s hollow, like a tether has snapped and he has no way back home.
taking deep breaths, he wills himself back to sleep. it’s still dark and no one will want to play if he gets up. not that he’s in the mood to anyway— thinking about lucian sad, about papa worried and about mama heartbroken.
lucian says he has bad dreams that make his chest feel heavy when he wakes. kyros sympathizes with not being able to breathe.
so he makes do with what he can, lets lucian have the comfort of their parents for now that he needs it. but he’s sniffling and curling the covers around himself so tightly he just can’t seem to rest.
then the door opens, and weighty footsteps on carpet make their way to his bed. a warm hand, large and rough, falls delicately over his head and pushes his hair back. he feels a puff of breath before a kiss is placed on his forehead.
then the giant’s shadow leaves. creaking cracks the icy silence of the room as it positions itself on the other bed and lets out a ragged sigh.
kyros peeks, opening one eye to see the slivers of daylight start to illuminate his bedroom. papa is on lucian’s bed, arms behind his head and legs spilling out of the sides. his feet are even flat on the ground.
the air is slightly warmer now. the blanket falls off his shoulders as he sits up and wriggles off of his mattress.
sylus barely stirs when he feels the little fingers that grip his skin, or the toes that dig themselves in his side to get up the slope of his ribs. he only opens his eyes when the weight settles, and kyros is curled into a ball on his belly. moving up and down to the tidal movement of his breathing.
sylus has no words. kyros needs none right now. so he offers his hand, one that kyros embraces with both arms to his chest and snuggles with.
now, the silence is bearable, and kyros falls back asleep.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
hey, its me bonnie, im a trans woman and im crashing on someones couch, im sorry to ask, im autistic, my storage unit (all my stuff) is inaccessible because i cant pay, also ive been having a lot of trouble paying for food since losing snap and with my car in the shop i really dont know what to expect. i dont know what to do
if you could spare anything, i would be more grateful than words can express
please help me, thank you for anything you can spare, and thank you if you share this however you can
helpa a disabled brazilian trans woman and her family
i hate to do this again so soon but my sister just got robbed and they took her phone, documents and a shit ton of money, right on the week where we have to pay the bills. we really need help with this, especially since she's going through midterms in college right now. any help would be greatly appreciated
hi everyone, i'm an autistic transfem who has been living on and off in backpacker hostels for the past few years and i also had to get off HRT a few months ago and that isn't fun at all because i literally have more pressing health problems. i had to leave my cats at the pound (they're fine they got adopted by a vet but i'm not).
ive been planning an escape route for like. a year now. and i need a ton of money to pull it off.
by a ton i mean like $1000 is doable and $3000 is comfortable so just shovel money at me for the next few months so that in august or so i can get this done and then i will have irl community and healthcare.
i have occasional gigs as a sensitivity reader and that plus solid support from a very small handful of close friends (who are impoverished themselves) is keeping me housed by some definition of that term but i really need to up my game so i'm not just sitting here aging and dying in severe isolation. ive basically been in solitary confinement for like three years it fucking sucks
It’s been a couple of months and my previous donation post never hit its goal so I’m making a new one because unfortunately I am once again in need of help paying for necessities. I am so sorry that I’m still in a position where I have to ask for help. But I am. I’m an unemployed transgender woman living in wildly conservative Orange County, CA. I had to leave my job because of consistent transphobic and sexual harassment. It’s a hard and stressful time, and I’m so broke that I don’t know how I’m going to keep paying for groceries, let alone medication, therapy for cptsd and depression, paying off the phone I had to buy after my old one stopped charging. I am hoping to raise $500 but literally any little bit you can give helps. Thank you all so much.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
kyros’s first interactions sylus are as gentle as the wind.
always curling up in his arms and pressing his ear to his heart. sometimes, he looks up and blinks like a kitten saying, i love you. most of the time it is that, but sometimes, it’s because he likes to check if he’s still there.
“yes, kyros?” sylus would hum, pulling back to stare down at the half-lidded, dreamy gaze his son manages to captivate him with.
kyros merely blinks and places his head back down to his chest, heaving a great big sigh. papa caresses his hair fondly. in sylus’s heart, he knows that he is loved.
lucian’s interactions were as explosive as the sun.
always crawling or rolling to the edge of the bed and waiting for sylus to catch him. babbles and coos reaching decibels loud enough to send signals in the sky.
lucian likes being held upside down by the foot as if he were the catch of the day, and then tossed into the soft cushion of blankets and pillows on your bed.
his i love yous come as physical kisses, gums on sylus’s chin, fingers wrapped around his earlobe, and fistfuls of hair as he tries to climb.
“yes, lucian?” sylus would hum at the baby who’d rolled onto his foot. he’d bend, raise lucian up by the armpits off the floor and into the sky, and attack him with kisses and bites all over his little cheeks.
lucian squeals, loud and resonant for anyone who would listen. and in sylus’s heart, he knows that he is loved.
It's happening again. It's getting closer and closer to rent time and I've got more bills than money. I'm being sued again. Left right and center. And the only thing I can tell people is I don't have any money
Guess what they're starting to do?
Eat into my unemployment
Meaning I'm getting less and less and fucking less
I haven't paid my phone bill
I haven't paid my electricity
I'm trapped like a rat in my house
I'm down to eating one meal and one small snack a day and I'm fucking STILL not gonna make rent
I've been trying so hard to sell my books instead of begging. But even though someone blazed my post, and even though I've had people talking, and even though people have been having fun in relation to my universe, and even though I'm getting more consistent doing my streams, I've sold two books.
I have to ask for immediate assistance again. I absolutely cannot afford to pay my rent the way things are going. Everything is maxed out. I've tried and tried and tried to do this by actually selling books
It's not fucking working. Almost nobody is interested. I have to beg for yall to support me again or I'm fucked.
Become a supporter of Queen Mihai today!
cabeswater-blues @cabeswater-blues - Tumblr Blog | Tumlook