includes marvel, dc, star wars, stranger things, kick-ass, shadow and bone, rings of power, good omens, wicked and resident evil
key: ✧ - fluff, ☾ - angst, ♡ - smut
marvel
link to separate masterlist
dc
bruce wayne
always, inevitably ✧ ♡
synopsis: bruce wayne's best kept secret: some would say it's batman, he would say it's you. on the surface, you're friends who occasionally sleep together. but to him, you've always been more.
star wars
cal kestis
sunrise ✧
synopsis: life on bracca may not be the best. but the one person that makes it all better seems to like waking you up way too early in the morning.
cassian andor
pretty words ✧ ☾
synopsis: it's hard to describe your relationship with cassian. he comes and goes as he pleases, but what happens when you ask him to stay?
yesterday was ours ☾
synopsis: one moment, you're kids on ferrix. the next, you're fighting the empire on opposite ends of the galaxy. but even so, some things never change.
stranger things
steve harrington
your orbit ✧
part one
synopsis: amidst a night of board games, junk food and extraordinary company, the only thing steve can think about is you.
part two
synopsis: after breakfast, a shopping trip and a walk through downtown hawkins, things finally start going right for steve.
heaven in a picture ✧
synopsis: during an evening spent with friends, there's only one girl who matters the most.
kick-ass
dave lizewski
common factor ✧
synopsis: after getting stood up, you seek out the one person who makes everything better.
just like me ✧
synopsis: dave has been crushing on you for months before he finally gets the courage to ask you out. and lucky for him, you like him back.
shadow and bone
nikolai lantsov
heart ✧
synopsis: everyone has a purpose on the volkvolny. when you lose yours, nikolai shows you you're worth a lot than that.
rings of power
valandil
halo ✧
synopsis: mornings with valandil always feel like a slice right out of heaven.
good omens
crowley
favourites (platonic) ✧
synopsis: the presence of an unwelcome archangel allows you to bond with your father figure. unsurprisingly, he gives you a hard time doing it.
wicked
fiyero tigelaar
hopeless ✧
synopsis: fiyero is an interesting, if not irritating, presence in your life. but he surprises you most when he asks you to tutor him.
poppy fields (social media au) ✧
synopsis: fiyero is your friend. your best friend, even. sure he flirts, but that's all you'll ever be. right?
resident evil
piers nivans
cute (social media au) ✧ ☾
synopsis: chris gets a new puppy! while you, a bsaa communications officer, take every opportunity to poke fun at piers.
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ben poindexter x gender neutral, journalist!reader
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summary: after publishing a passive-aggressive article about the avtf's aggression, you've been on the municipal government's (read: fisk's) shit list.
your editor at the daily bugle tells you writing a series about the "unfortunate" task force killings will prove that you're unbiased and in support of the mayor. she thinks she’s doing you a solid with this assignment. you think it's her way of driving you insane.
an avid reader of yours totally gets it.
warnings! written depictions of snuff films, stalker!dex
☰ Outlook
☰ File Home
(No subject) 04/06/2027
(S.I) Scopum Impetum
To: × Account 03 - The Daily Bugle
[TF-009.mp4 ▼]
Like the last eight messages, the subject line of this email is blank. The video attachment is labeled simply: you’ve guessed in your infinite wisdom that TF stood for Task Force, and the number corresponds to the day’s planned assassination in this ongoing series. The sender’s email is a scrambled string of characters you can’t find significance in. The domain is archaic, an actual @netscape.net address.
You didn’t bother continuing a trace on the address after your first attempt. The tech lady at The Bugle said that she couldn’t (or more likely, wouldn’t) sink her teeth into it before booting you out of her office. You then ran Scopum Impetum through a Latin to English translator and got something like “Hit Target” or “Hitting Target.”
Bullseye.
Rather on the nose with his intimidation. One of three things you’ve learned about him the past month, the other two being that he likes to pick off AVTF squads on their patrol routes or house calls. Massive, bloody, nightmarish killings that always made the news because it was impossible to mask them as typical New York violence.
You also learned that while the patrol killings were random, the videos were special. All videoed victims were elite officers with significant power, or members who had amassed large red-pilled followings online.
All ironic kills. All final laughs in Fisk’s face.
You open TF-009.mp4. There’s no thumbnail, but the video outline is vertical in cell phone dimensions.
You hit play. The framing is steady. Bullseye either uses a tripod, or has very solid hands.
You watch a man in AVTF tactical gear—you think his badge reads 4091, you’ll look him up later—crawl backward across a warehouse floor. His leg is bent at an angle that suggests his femur bone has been turned into several smaller bones. Pieces of it stick out, shards of white in crests that burst through skin. It reminds you of the Sydney Opera House.
He’s begging. You can’t really make out the words over the wet rasps of his uneven breathing, but it’s easy to guess what he’s saying. Please. Please.
The camera doesn’t move. There’s no voice here, and the video’s ambient noise doesn’t sound like it’s been scrubbed over by an A.I to remove speech. You make a mental note of that. Bullseye’s always been quiet with killing. No video reveals a voice.
Then a long, thin, yellow projectile sinks into the man’s left eye socket with a sound like a melon splitting.
The video ends.
Before you can think about it, you click the replay button. Bone shards, the wet choke-gasps. You skip over some of the tense anticipation until Bullseye throws. The projectile flies, and you see in this second viewing that it was a pencil that killed this officer. A pencil splintered in his skull and separated the soft flesh of his eyeball. You see the white orb deflate like a sad birthday balloon. It leaks red and small fleshy chunks over the officer’s face until he stops screaming.
You close the player. You open Word.
task force victim no. 9
badge #4091?
pencil through eye
location tbd. warehouse district? low lighting. probably killed at night
still no visual proof of attacker being bullseye
You don’t write: victim begged for his life
You don’t write: bullseye did us a favor.
☰ Outlook
☰ File Home
No new mail
Three weeks ago, Adriana called you into her office. The glass walls around her desk made you feel like you were entering a snake terrarium at the back of the Bugle’s newsroom, and you were the next mouse to be swallowed alive.
“Morning,” you’d said. You didn’t sit down because people never sat unless Adriana told them to.
Adriana slid a folded letter across her desk. The paper had the mayor’s emblem stamped over it. “This came in for you. Give it a look-see.”
You pick up the creamy paper. Officially, it was an acknowledgment of your “balanced coverage” of city affairs, and it urged you to cover things “closer to the heart of the administration.” Unofficially, it was a target drawn on stationery being pinned to your back.
“Mayor Fisk read your piece on the Task Force’s budget allocation,” Adriana said, folding her hands. “The one where you pointed out the civilian engagement metrics.”
You said nothing. You put the letter back on Adriana’s desk.
“He hated it,” she continued. “And because he hates it, everyone who works for him hates it. And because everyone who works for him hates it, you’re going radioactive here.”
You said nothing.
“Because I like you, I’m giving you a lifeline.” Adriana tapped the letter. “Bullseye. The Task Force killer. You’re going to cover him, and you’re going to humanize the victims. Make everyone cry. No ifs, ands, or buts. Show the city that you care about justice.”
“The Task Force,” you began, “is a fascist death squad.”
“The Task Force is the law,” Adriana clears her throat. “And you’re going to write about the people dying to uphold it. Or, you can clean out your desk and see how long your freelance career lasts when every editor in town knows Wilson Fisk has a personal grudge against you. You know he doesn’t forgive easily.”
That was the final nail in the coffin.
You took the assignment.
At first, Bullseye performed for the masses. He posted six kills publicly. They were grainy the way a phone camera got when zoomed a little too far, then uploaded to fringe forums. Every video had a time stamp and was geo-tagged like he was building an archive. The Task Force would always arrive too late to the scenes, find the bodies, and hold press conferences where they promised to find the “cowardly terrorist.”
You attended one of those press conferences when you were writing about the third victim. The commissioner stood behind a podium and called Bullseye “a disturbed vigilante threat to civilized society.” You watched the officers lined up behind him—people who had, in the last six days alone, fractured an unarmed Latino protester’s skull and shoved his sister down a flight of stairs.
You felt nothing for the Task Force.
You wrote the introductory article your editor wanted. You listed the victims’ names, described their service records, quoted grieving families. The ache in the hollows of your ribs had nothing to do with sympathy for the dead.
Then Bullseye stopped posting.
You assumed he’d been caught and killed before trial. On the other end, maybe he’d finally grown bored of killing. You felt a brief, shameful flicker of relief—not because the killings had stopped, but because you wouldn’t have to watch the forum videos.
Then the first video came.
☰ Outlook
☰ File Home
(No subject) 03/29/2027
(S.I) Scopum Impetum
To: × Account 03 - The Daily Bugle
[TF-001.mp4 ▼]
The subject line was blank. The sender’s email is a scrambled string of characters on an @netscape.net address.
You almost deleted it instinctively. Spam mail. A virus showing you a video of the hot babes in your area. But the sender’s name was something Latin, and that raised a flag of curiosity. After running the file through a virus scanner, you opened it.
You truly wish you hadn’t.
On the forums, people usually tagged warnings. You went in with no idea that you were about to watch a woman in a Task Force windbreaker take a staple gun to the side of her neck. It clicked as it hit her, a staple injecting itself into a fold of skin. The camera didn’t shake. The video ended with a slow zoom on her face as her eyes grew unfocused.
You slammed your laptop shut.
Then, you opened it a crack. With the screen pointing down and the laptop’s volume cranked to the max, you tried to listen for any targeted messages. You found nothing. You checked the forums, the sphere of Twitter that had a dedicated group of followers reposting the kills, other news sites, and it seemed that this specific video was sent only to you.
You told yourself it was a coincidence. You told yourself the killer had simply chosen a journalist at random.
You didn’t believe it.
[TF-004.mp4 ▼]
A man in tactical gear. A rolled-up magazine. The carotid artery spurted out in pumps that arc like sticky, red fountain water. Same steady camera. A zoom on the dying eye.
You have a working theory: Bullseye isn’t sending you these videos because he wants you to stop him. Maybe it's because you were the only city journalist at an outlet who wrote the truth about the Task Force, and this was him sliding into alignment with you. A weird Snapchat streak he held on his own.
It's the nicest theory you could come up. The others lead you down a path where you're the next person he’d videotape, and the videos are the road signs on the way.
[TF-005.mp4 ▼]
You have a system. You scan the file before downloading it, as anyone should. You let the audio play first to listen for cues. You watch the video after to make notes for the articles. You log the victim’s badge number if you can see it, estimated the time of day, and the weapon used. You waited until an hour after your source at the NYPD would contact you before sending a draft to your editor. You transfer the videos to a USB you’re too paranoid to let go of, so it now lives under the insole of your left shoe.
[TF-006.mp4 ▼]
You stop pretending everything is normal.
The videos are inside you. They live behind your eyes. You’ll be walking to the coffee shop and suddenly remember the way a man’s throat opens like a zipper, thyroid cartilage visible as he chokes on blood. You’ll have to sit down on the curb to breathe until the world stops spinning. You wake up gasping, your hand pressed flat against your heart as if checking for wounds. Every creak of the radiator makes you think of footsteps, every gust of wind moving the creaky fire escape sounds like a throaty voice outside.
[TF-007.mp4 ▼]
You don’t mourn them. They weren’t good people. They signed up to wield violence against civilians with the explicit blessing of a man who, not long ago, was in the F.B.I’s custody. They had chosen power without accountability. They had chosen to become the fists of a fascist.
You do mourn the part of yourself that couldn’t watch a man die. Now you know many ways people die: a pencil through the eye, a staple gun to the throat, a domino splitting a skull and macerating the brain stem.
[TF-009.mp4 ▼]
Your phone buzzes with text from Adriana.
I need your draft on victim 8. We need the human angle. Make me cry!!!
You rub your face with your hands before opening a new Word document.
The eighth member of the Anti-Vigilante Task Force was found dead yesterday morning in an alleyway behind Josie’s Bar. His name was Marcus Webb. He leaves behind two children and a wife.
He leaves behind an impressive legacy of violence. His record in the NYPD included various excessive force complaints and two internal investigations. The AVTF had to pay a settlement to a family whose son that Webb had permanently disabled.
You wish you could publish this. Reluctantly, you hit the backspace button until you’re behind the word wife. You rub your face again, you save the document, close your laptop, and sit in the dark. You’ll deal with this tomorrow.
Your laptop flashes a notification at you.
(No subject) 04/07/2027
(S.I) Scopum Impetum
To: × Account 03 - The Daily Bugle
[TF-010.mp4 ▼]
You wonder if Bullseye knows that you don’t need the videos anymore. The question you’re afraid to ask, the one that lives in the space between each wet tear of flesh in your dreams, is whether he knows what you are becoming. He must. He’s a serial killer sending out snuff films to a civilian. There’s no reasonable reaction he can guess on your behalf besides terror.
You close your eyes that night in bed, and you see a pencil falling.
[TF-010.mp4 ▼]
The tenth video sits in your inbox for six more hours before you open it.
You tell yourself it was the exhaustion that made you hesitate. You’re busy and tired. You tell yourself that your notes are now stagnant and boring. You need to think about other things to come back fresher.
But the truth’s simpler: you’re scared.
This isn’t a horror movie with jumpscares. You’re the victim of a cyber-stalker, but you don’t feel like one. You haven’t tried contacting him to tell him to stop, blocking him, or making someone else trace the address. You let it happen and you’re saving the videos on a fucking USB drive like that hides any involvement you have.
You open TF-010.mp4.
The frame is different this time. Not a warehouse or an alley. An office. Fluorescent lights. A desk with a nameplate: Lt. Patricia Voss, Internal Affairs.
You know her. You quoted her once, in a piece about police accountability. She called the Task Force “a necessary tool in a broken system.” She smiled when she said it.
Now the camera holds steady. No voice. No face. Just her, trembling, her hands bound behind her back with what looks like a zip tie.
You watch a single playing card—the ace of spades—slice through the air and bury itself in her throat.
She didn’t beg. She only stared at the camera with wide, confused eyes, as if she couldn't understand why this was happening to someone who had played by the rules.
The video ends.
You close the player. You open your notes.
task force victim no. 10
lt. patricia voss, internal affairs
weapon was playing card
Your phone buzzes. You flip it so the screen faces up, primed for annoyance with a test from Adriana.
Instead, it’s a text message from a number you don’t recognize.
You finally watched it.
Another one follows shortly:
I was wondering when you’d open it.
You stare at the screen. Your heart doesn't race. Your hands don’t shake. You feel a strange, almost clinical curiosity.
who is this?
The response comes in less than three seconds.
You know who.
:)
Bullseye.
You can’t do anything but watch as three dots appear, disappear, appear again. Your stomach rolls slowly.
You’re the only one who sees them for what they are.
I like to think that you think I'm doing something right.
I've read everything you wrote before the editor started making you bootlick.
You said the citizens deserve better than this.
You remember those pieces. They had been killed by Adriana, buried under a mountain of “libel concerns” and “advertiser pressure.” You thought no one read them.
You were right. They deserve better and the people who hurt them deserve punishment.
They were bad people.
*are bad people.
They’re still everywhere.
You should stop. You should block Bullseye. You should go to the police—not that they would help you.
Instead, you type back. It’s not an active choice, you more so watch your fingers press the smooth glass of your phone screen.
why are you sending these to me?
You understand me.
You always watch them so intently.
You set the phone down. A cold, slow thread unwinds in your stomach. He knows where you live. He’s read virtually everything you’ve put online, since he has your name. He can see you right now, and apparently he’s been seeing you since he sent the first TF video.
Your breath catches as your fingers go numb. For the first time on this case, you feel it: panic. The real kind of prey animal fear, sharp and deep, like a knife sliding between your ribs.
You pick it up again.
i'm not doing anything
i just watch what you send me
and that’s for my job
That's enough.
That's more than any civilian.
Don't be scared, Cronkite. I'm not going to hurt you.
☆☆☆☆☆
The texts continue over the following days. Never many. Never at the same time. He sends a single message after each video—sometimes hours later, sometimes days.
Did you see the way he moved? He thought he could run.
She had a photo of her husband on her desk. A cop. Of course.
The commissioner is next. You'll want to read about him before tomorrow to prep your article.
You never ask him to stop. You never ask him to explain. You only respond with questions of your own—small, careful questions that he sometimes answers and sometimes ignores.
why the pencils
It's funny. They're also widely available.
People can buy them in packs of 100. :)
how do you choose them
They choose themselves. Every time they put on that badge, they volunteer.
The uniforms make it really easy to single them out.
do uou even feel anything
That question goes unanswered for two days. You assume he’s done with you. You assume you crossed the invisible line, not being polite and cowering slightly.
Then, at 3:17 AM, your phone lights up.
It's really hard.
I'm not a mindless killer.
I have emotions.
I feel the same things everyone else feels, all at once.
You read the message seven times. You do not respond.
That night, you dream of the teenager who was put in a coma by the AVTF. Young and bruised, his eyelashes two small fans over his cheeks. And standing beside his bed is a shadow. No face. No voice. Just a shape that holds a pencil.
You wake up gasping.
Your phone is on the pillow beside you. A new message.
Bad dream?
You sit up. You look around your dark apartment. The windows are locked, and the blinds are drawn. The door is bolted shut and locked. But neither of those things feels like barriers.
They feel like inviting little challenges.
how thefuck do you know that
I'm closer than you think, Cronkite.
The sun rises over the city. Your phone buzzes one last time.
Video 011 comes tonight. Be ready.
☆☆☆☆☆
You stare at the message through the day. You fuck up your bodega order and eat the wrong thing numbly. Your phone is a brick in your pocket.
You should ask what he means by ready. Ready to watch? Ready to take notes? Ready to feel nothing while another human being stops breathing?
whens it happening
The response is immediate.
Around 9:20. The commissioner’s speech ends at 9:15. He’ll be walking or in his car.
His license plate is custom. It’s ridiculous.
It's 7:43 PM. You have less than two hours to mentally prepare yourself for this.
how do you know that
I pay attention. It's amazing what people post on social media.
His wife tagged him in a Father’s Day post with their new car.
And the event schedule is posted on Fisk’s campaign Instagram.
You open Instagram to find the accounts. The offending posts are pinned on both profiles—Fisk’s campaign account has a listing of the gala's entire timeline with the commissioner’s keynote speech slotted at 8:45-9:15 with some celebrity guest you don’t recognize to follow. The commissioner’s wife’s account has a Father's Day post pinned. A cute, crisp image of the whole family in front of a shiny black SUV. The license plate reads: N4SPEED. Probably the tackiest thing you’ve ever seen.
You close the app.
thats probably the easiest stalking i’ve ever seen
See? I'm not that creepy.
The three dots appear. You wait.
Most people don't notice things. They walk through the world with their eyes half-closed.
But not you. You see the gaps, and where the story doesn't match the truth.
and you’re pencilling in those gaps?
A longer pause this time. You wonder if you've offended him. If he'll stop texting, stop sending videos, leave you alone with nothing but the echoes of nine dead officers and the tenth on its way.
Something in you recoils from that possibility.
That made me laugh.
Out loud.
You’re always witty :) That’s why I like your work.
You don't feel witty. You feel hollow. But something in your chest loosens anyway.
do you ever miss
Nope.
ever?
No, lol.
I have to go now. Be ready.
You read the message three times.
You lock your phone and set it face-down on the nightstand. The screen still glows through the glass, an accusing light that says you saw this. You aren’t stopping it. You won’t stop it anyway.
Then you think about Lt. Voss. The way she stared at the camera. The way the ace of spades sat in her throat like a second badge.
You don’t feel sick anymore. Just something heavy, like lead filling the hollow spots in your bones.
[TF-011.mp4 ▼]
Did you see his face?
no
he immediatly hit the pavement
Exactly.
They walk around like the badge makes them bulletproof.
dont say something cheesy like
but im a bomb
or something
No.
I'm just better. :)
You live close to that intersection.
You go cold. Not the dramatic cold of fear like earlier—the slow, sinking cold of confirmation. You knew that he knew, but reading him admit it so casually?
how the fuck do you know where i live
I watch. You know I pay attention.
You’re very careful. I respect that.
thats not a fucking answet
It’s the only one you're getting.
You set the phone down before walking to your front door. You check the locks. It's secure. You check the window. It's closed with your curtains drawn over it. You check the locks again.
Your phone buzzes.
Relax.
I told you that I’m not going to hurt you.
You’re the only one who understands me.
You pick up the phone. Your fingers are shaking now—just a little, just enough to notice.
and what the fuck do i understand
Some people need to die.
Not because I want to kill them. Because they've earned it.
You can call it karmic debt finally being cashed in, if you believe in that.
You have to crack eggs to make an omelet. You just don’t want to say it out loud.
You read the message seven times. You think about the Black teenagers who have been harassed by the AVTF. The woman who was taken off her street and reported missing by her friends. The protester and his sister. You think about the videos—the pencil, the staple gun, the spectacle, the show.
You think about the way you felt when Lieutenant Voss died. That small, ugly sense of satisfaction.
is that so bad
you’re fucking killing people thats not exactlu a thing that normal people do
That’s what I like about you. You’re still a moral person after all this.
That's why people like me do the work for you.
You don’t say anything.
You’re still awake.
I know you’re still reading these.
what do you want from me
I don't know yet.
But I don't want to hurt you.
Another pause. Longer this time.
When I send you the videos, I'm not alone anymore.
And neither are you.
You don't respond. You can't. Your throat is tight, and your eyes are dry, and you're not sure if you want to scream or sleep or laugh at the absurdity of it all.
Your phone buzzes two more times.
Goodnight, Cronkite.
Sweet dreams.
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warnings: ANGST SUPREME. sad ending. swearing, blood, bullet wounds, death, sad sad sad. rick is cheesy & sad. SAD. ANGST. genuinely teared up writing this bye.
They lied. Everyone who had toed that line between life and death, they fucking lied. There was no bittersweet flash of memories before your eyes. You didn’t have a lot, but shit—there’s gotta be something worth showing you, worth reliving, before you close your eyes forever.
The minutes pass, you feel the growing chill along your limbs from the steady flow of blood from the various bullet holes in your torso, and still—nothing. Not a goddamn thing.
Just Rick.
Rick bolting across the sand with your name falling from his lips. You can’t hear it, there’s a distinct shrill ringing in your ears that seems to be drowning out the chaos around you, but you see the movement of his mouth, the strain of his throat as he yells.
He comes to land on his knees next to you, a shower of cool sandy grains flicking up and dusting your black tac shirt. It glistens under the light of explosions and gunfire, and you briefly wonder in morbid curiosity how much of your blood stains the beach beneath you.
“Jesus. Oh, oh darlin’—”
You hear him then, his broken and strained mutter cutting through the surrounding ambush.
“Hey Colonel,” you rasp with a barely there smile, a sticky hot trail of liquid leaking from the edge of your lips, “how’s it lookin’?”
Those pretty doe eyes dart over the destruction of your body, his hands ghosting over your wounds in what feels like hesitation, anxiety. Which ones can be smothered with a cheap and easy dressing? What one needs the most pressure applied?
Going by the rate your body seems to be numbing, cooling in the breezy night air, they’re all pretty shit. At least there's no pain. Shock, adrenaline - whatever the fuck it is, you're thankful for it.
“Fine,” he mutters, rough gloved hands instead coming to rest on your cheeks, thumbs brushing away the coarse sand and half dried blood splatters covering your skin, “you’re gonna be just fine.”
“Damn,” you breathe heavily, brows briefly coming together, “I never thought I’d hear you lie to me. None of that shit. No, no.... you gotta make it something good, Colonel.”
Confusion pinches his pretty face through the pain, and you give another strained smile.
“The last words I’ll ever hear—make ‘em… they gotta be good.”
“Don’t talk like that, you hear me? You’ll be fine. Backup’s comin’. They’re comin’, and we’ll get you patched up, and you’ll be right to back to bein’ a pain in my ass, okay?”
Oh, sweet soldier.
No.
It doesn't work like that.
They don’t send help for people like you. Suicide Squad, remember? It’s in the name. You knew what you were signing up for. He knew what you were signing up for. This is it. You’re just another classified file thrown through the shredder at the end of the day.
You blink tiredly up at him, “No one’s coming, Flag.”
He shakes his head in firm denial, strong jaw rolling in an effort to remain cool and collected.
“No, they... they have to.”
“Somethin’ good, Flag,” you remind him quietly, a heaviness now seemingly coming to rest along your limbs.
Is this it? Can’t you just have one more minute? One more minute of him crowding your vision? You don’t need a last minute life montage, not when he’s here, not when he’s carefully dragging you further into his warm embrace.
Please, just a little longer in his arms.
“Okay… okay. The—the first time you smiled, it felt like the universe aligned.”
“Oh, fuck me,” you splutter with a sudden roll of remaining energy, chest heaving and lungs screaming as you choke on a weak chuckle, “that’s a… a new low, even for… f’your s-soft self.”
“Thought you’d like that,” he drawls quietly with a grin.
It’s brief, tainted with agony stricken tears, and falls from his face the second it stretches his lips. No, sweet soldier. Smile. It’s okay.
Maybe… maybe this is why your life isn’t flashing before your eyes. It’s because it’s here—he’s here. You didn’t really have anything before this, before the Squad, before Rick. You were merely a shell of a person in your cell, angry with the unfair world and the hand you’d been dealt from childhood, but when he came along?
He gave you a chance, saw something in you no one had before. He provided you with the Squad, with friends. He got you out of your cell and into the fresh air with a new outlook. He trained you, laughed with you, ate with you in the crappy mess hall despite the frowns from his co-workers.
He saw you.
He saw you for everything you were, not for what people thought you to be.
“Think you’re the… the closest thing I’ve e-ever felt to love, Colonel. Thank you.”
It’s a decent goodbye, you decide with the final beat of your heart, slackening in relief and embracing the call of the abyss with a leftover curl still tugging at your lips. Better than you’d been led to believe you deserved, better than what Waller threatened you with.
You got a good ending.
He feels the weight of you in his arms, sees how unnaturally still your chest has fallen and how your eyes seem to stare just past his shoulder. It shakes him to the core. His heart beats at the base of his throat and he can’t help but call out to you one more time, despite knowing you’d never answer.
“Darlin’?”
You can’t be gone—not yet.
You can’t be gone, because you didn’t get to hear him say it back. He needs to say it, he needs you to hear it. He murmurs those three little words over and over, breathing them into your skin wherever he can reach, willing you to stay just long enough to hear them, long enough to know you were loved.
You need to know you’re loved.
Bile builds in his throat at the thought, but he has to leave you behind; alone, broken and bled out on the sandy beach for a sweep team to deal with later. He wonders as he runs through the dense jungle, but he’ll never know if you did manage to hear his broken, tear filled I love you’s.
synopsis: bruce wayne's best kept secret: some would say it's batman, he would say it's you. on the surface, you're friends who occasionally sleep together. but to him, you've always been more.
word count: 2.2k
warnings/tags: contains smut so 18+ mdni, battinson!bruce wayne, fem!reader, oral (f receiving), p in v, lots of kissing, reader knows bruce is batman, bruce is sad and touchstarved :(
a/n: i finally watched the batman! i don't know much outside the movie, so sorry if anything's inaccurate or ooc. battinson just has my heart <3
It's a familiar routine by now. Bruce's harsh and isolating habits ultimately leave a lot to be desired. More and more, he would invite you over for dinner, though the two of you are well-versed in what he's really asking for.
Despite everything, you're both aware of his desire for companionship. You don't blame him. You're familiar with his history, and you know him in a way no one else does. And some days, you're not so different from him, also longing for the same thing.
So, you come whenever he calls. You're not one to turn down a free meal and, of course, what comes after.
Each time you visit, your mark on his life becomes more permanent. Pieces of you are everywhere in the tower. Your scent lingers in the sheets, your belongings take up space. There are even a few things that Bruce bought just for you.
Alfred also enjoys having you around. He likes having another person in the building. But he's also grateful for your presence, much like how a parent is when their loner kid makes a friend at school.
Tonight, dinner is as it always is. Conversation is light. The heavy stuff, if it comes at all, is reserved for later in the evening. Even so, Bruce appreciates your company more than anything. He loves listening to your voice, the way you look at him and how you fill the otherwise empty space. In these moments with you, he almost feels... normal.
You're first to head up after finishing. Familiar with the layout of the penthouse, you make your way to the bedroom. You help yourself to a shower, the ensuite bathroom stocked with your favourite products. Afterwards, you slip on one of Bruce's shirts, a soft button-up that probably cost him an unreasonable amount.
You're tending to yourself at the vanity when Bruce finally enters. He pauses at the doorway, softening at the sight of you. You're freshly showered, wearing just a shirt and panties. Your hair is down and loose, your legs bare and on full display.
Shutting the door behind him, he approaches the bed. The mattress dips under his weight. You can tell it's one of those days, where he's carrying the world on his shoulders.
You join him on the bed, lying down by his side and propping your head up with your arm. He reacts by sliding an arm around your waist.
"What's on your mind?" you ask.
"Everything. Nothing. I don't know..." he answers.
You examine his expression for a moment. You've become good at seeing what he tries so hard to hide. You reach out to brush your fingers against his cheek. He softens under your touch immediately.
After a moment of silence, he speaks again. "Some old investors of the company have been trying to contact me. They've become increasingly obvious about their impatience."
You respond with a hint of teasing in your voice. "Well, some people aren't good at subtlety. I mean, just look at you."
He sighs, his eyes appraising you for a moment. He appreciates the jest, for what it's worth. "It's not just them. Every time I try to stop for a second, there's something else I need to do. It never ends."
You know what he's talking about, his duties as Bruce Wayne, but more importantly, the other guy.
"That's what you get for caring so much," you tell him.
He lets out a huff, "I can't help it."
You smile fondly. "I know."
Silence follows as his expression grows pensive. But he doesn't let himself go down the emotional rabbit hole. Instead, he tugs you closer to him, wanting to focus on you instead.
You take that as your cue to begin. You straddle him and start peppering kisses across his face, moving slowly and intimately. The effect is instant. You watch as his eyes fall shut, his breath deepening.
"I missed you," he admits quietly, keeping his eyes closed.
You smile at his confession. "Missed you too, Bruce."
You kiss a path to his lips. You start off gentle, as if you're reacquainting yourself with him. But it doesn't take long for him to deepen the kiss, driven by his desire, a quiet desperation getting louder by the second.
His hands roam over your body. Your thighs, your hips, slipping under his shirt, which, like so many other things in his life, you've claimed as yours.
He wouldn't have it any other way.
Your own hands begin to wander south, tugging at the hem of his shirt. He sits up, pulling away to allow you to lift the shirt over his head. His skin is pale in the dim light, his chest littered with scars. You run your hands over them and lean in to meet his lips again.
He reciprocates, kissing you like there's no tomorrow. You can practically feel him melting under your touch. Meanwhile, his fingers work to slowly unbutton your shirt until he can slide the fabric off your shoulders. Once free from clothing, he holds you close, letting out a soft groan at the feeling of your body against his.
Bruce takes this opportunity to roll over, laying you down on the mattress. His body slots between your legs like he was made to be there, his arms caging you in.
He kisses you languidly. He adores how soft and delicate you are. It makes him want to protect you even more, to keep you safe from everyone and everything else.
Soon, he begins his descent, trailing his lips down your neck, across your chest and over your soft tummy. He takes his time to worship you properly before reaching his destination.
He peppers kisses along the waistline of your panties and along the inside of your thighs, enjoying the way you twitch in anticipation. He places one last kiss over the fabric covering your heat before tugging the offending clothing off your legs.
He loops his arms around your thighs, locking you in place. He uses his thumbs to spread you open. You're already so wet for him. So beautiful. He doesn't wait a second longer and dips his tongue between your folds.
The taste of you almost ruins him. He licks a stripe from your hole to your clit, before swirling his tongue around the bud. You close your eyes, letting the moans escape you freely.
"Fuck, Bruce..." you murmur, reaching down to run your fingers through his hair.
He hums in response, the vibration of his voice only adding to the pleasure he's giving you.
His mouth is unrelenting. He eats you like it's his sole purpose in life, like you're the best meal he's ever had. He alternates between sucking on your clit and dipping his tongue in your hole to taste what you're giving him.
He knows you're close when you begin to squirm, your hands tugging hard on his hair. His hand reaches up to grab your breast, kneading the soft flesh as his other hand rests on your stomach.
He keeps at it, never once faltering as he makes out with your pussy. He feels it when your body finally tenses, and you moan his name like a prayer. The pleasure washes over you, all-consuming and making you light-headed.
Bruce only pulls away after ensuring he's gotten every last drop. He sits up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. You're still dizzy as you watch him unbuckle his pants, freeing himself from the last remaining piece of clothing that separates the two of you. You almost shiver at the sight of his length.
He reclaims his spot above you and captures your lips again. Your fingers return to his hair, tangling with the messy locks. He reaches down to guide himself towards you. You feel his tip at your entrance, applying a pressure that makes you quiver. But he doesn't sink in just yet, letting his cock slide up over your sensitive clit instead.
"Bruce," you whisper weakly. "Need you, please..."
"Shh," he answers softly. "I know, honey. I've got you."
He finally gives you what you need, pushing into you slowly. He slides in easily, from the combination of your arousal and his pre-cum. You take him, inch by inch, until he bottoms out. He stays like that for a moment, your ragged breaths mingling together. He watches you, the way you're shaking, the way your eyes are begging him for more.
He begins to move, muffling your moan with another kiss. He sets a steady, unwavering pace. His hips roll against yours, sinful sounds filling the air. You can't get enough of it, of him. Each thrust is intoxicating, hitting you at just the right spot. Over and over and over again.
He takes your hand, lacing your fingers together and holding it down beside your head. His other hand cradles your cheek tenderly. His eyes never leave your face. While you're lost in the pleasure, he's focused entirely on you. Your moans, your expressions, all the ways your body is responding to him.
In this moment, it's just you and him in this cold, empty world. Not even he can deny it. He's obsessed. Completely, utterly addicted.
All of your senses are invaded by him. He's everywhere, giving you everything. Soft, but demanding. Gentle, but intense. Slow, but sure. And all you can do is lie there and take it, as the heat in your stomach begins to rise again.
He's familiar with the signs, how your grip on him grows tighter, how your moans become louder and how your walls squeeze his cock. He doesn't let up. Determined to give you irrevocable pleasure, he whispers soft praises and encouragements in your ear.
"You're beautiful."
"You feel so good."
"That's it, give me another one."
He continues to hold you close. And when you finally fall apart again, you're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. It's more intense than before. You cling to him as you cry out, your body arching against his.
He follows you over the edge, spilling his warm, sticky seed inside you. He slows down his pace to allow you to ride out your mutual orgasms. His thumb caresses your cheek, and he litters soft kisses across your face to soothe you as you catch your breath.
By the end, you're thoroughly sated, letting your eyes fall shut as you relish his affection. Your body tingles with satisfaction, warm and relaxed. But most of all, you feel safe, cared for and loved. And it's those feelings you hold onto for the rest of the evening.
Bruce barely sleeps anymore, especially at night. But it's all the better to be awake for this. Listening to your quiet breaths, feeling the weight of your body in his arms, it's the closest thing to peace he's felt in decades.
The night passes slowly. Bruce remains sleepless, just holding you. His mind is busy with its usual plethora of thoughts. But then, he notices a flash in the corner of his eye. Turning his head, he sees the bat signal outside the window, a beacon of light in the dank, cloudy sky. His city is calling for him.
He takes a deep breath, soaking in the moment for just a bit longer. Then, he extracts himself from you, doing his best not to wake you. He manages to get out of bed. But just as he's about to turn away, you stir, as if having sensed his absence.
"Bruce…?" you mumble sleepily.
His heart almost shatters at the sound of your voice. "I'm sorry," he whispers. "I have to go."
You're unhappy, but you understand. You find his hand in the darkness. "Come back in one piece, okay?"
He softens even more, squeezing your hand. "I promise."
You sigh softly. Reassured by his vow, your grip loosens, and your drowsiness takes over again. On instinct, he leans in, pressing his lips to your cheek.
His kiss is gentle and loving, sheathing you in a cocoon of warmth. It only makes you yearn for more, until you're drowning in his adoration. You let the sensation lull you back to sleep.
Bruce takes one last moment to make sure you're at peace. Words hang on the tip of his tongue. The three little words he longs to say every time he sees you. Every time he's buried so deep inside of you, he isn't sure where he ends and where you start. Every time you always, inevitably, part ways with him.
He's sure he's said these words in his own ways over the years. He's sure you already know how he feels, that perhaps you return these feelings. And he's sure you'd stay with him, if only he asked you to.
But there's no time for that. Not tonight. With a sigh, he straightens up and finally leaves you to rest.
For so long, he's been focused on the same thing. His family. His legacy. His vengeance.
But when he looks at you, he sees something completely different. His lover. His future. His hope.
And before he disappears into the night, he lets himself believe for just a moment that maybe he can have both.
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hope december treats you nicely and is filled with happiness!! remember to take it easy on yourself this holiday season and that there’s always better days to come <3 treat yourself to lots of sweets and make the most of your days as they get shorter and shorter. and also dress warmly and watch your favorite cozy movies!! ❄️ ⛄️🎄
synopsis: johnny makes the grandest gesture, with a little help from franklin and the family, of course.
word count: 0.8k
tags: gender not mentioned, fluff, established relationship, yay for franklin <3
now playing: northern star - dom fera
one october masterlist
Franklin knows how to keep a secret.
Johnny had no doubts entrusting his nephew with the little black box. It's something Johnny's been carrying around for far too long now. And with the approach of the holidays, he resolves that there's no better time.
Johnny met you years ago, during a time he wasn't so proud of. Back then, he used his charm and humour as a shield. But you saw through it. You saw his darkness. You saw his grief. And you still loved him.
That's how he knew you were the one.
His certainty would only strengthen as the years passed. You supported him through everything. You stayed by his side even after everything changed. And, of course, his family loves you.
Now, he wants to make it forever.
He tells Sue about his plans first, then Reed and Ben, then Franklin, who could barely contain his excitement.
Johnny had it all prepared. A walk through Central Park to the spot by the lake. Reed and Ben would help keep the area clear of any others people. Sue would wait nearby with a camera. And Franklin would hold onto the ring so you won't accidentally see the box through Johnny's pockets.
And so, one afternoon, you find yourself walking hand in hand with Johnny at the park. It's beautiful this time of year. All sorts of people are out and about, enjoying the weather. The leaves are bright, adorned with hues of red, orange and yellow.
The fiery colours happen to remind you of a particular person.
To your knowledge, you're all out on a family outing. Franklin has long wandered off with his parents and Uncle Ben, leaving you with your boyfriend.
Johnny plays it cool, something he's usually not good at when it comes to you. But everything's working out so far. The two of you engage in casual conversation as you stroll along. Johnny bides his time until the lake is finally in sight.
As you both approach the water, Johnny spots Sue and Franklin sitting on a bench up ahead. And looking around, it seems Reed and Ben also did their job, just as planned.
This is it. Johnny takes a deep breath. It's go time.
He turns to you as you come to a stop. "Wait here a moment. I gotta go talk to Sue."
You smile and nod. "Okay."
He smiles back, leaning in to kiss your temple before jogging over to his sister and nephew.
Sue sits there calmly while Franklin practically buzzes with excitement.
"Alright, you ready?" Johnny asks.
"I'm ready," Sue responds. "Are you?"
Johnny exhales and nods. "Yeah. Yeah, I am."
"Uncle Johnny, I kept it safe for you," Franklin proclaims proudly, holding up the box.
Johnny takes it, grinning at the boy. "Thanks, buddy."
Johnny takes another deep breath, watching as Sue prepares the camera. Franklin beams up at him, completely unaware of his uncle's turmoil. But it gives Johnny the courage he needs. He ruffles Franklin's hair and starts heading back to you.
He takes a moment to admire you as he does. You're gazing out at the water, and the light from lowering sun makes you glow like something ethereal.
You're perfect.
As he returns to you, you smile and point at something on the lake. "Look, Johnny, the ducks are here."
Johnny glances over, spotting the two little ducks paddling along the water. But he's unable to muster a response, his mind very occupied with something else. Instead, he reaches out to take your hands in his.
Sensing his change in demeanour, you turn to look at him. You immediately notice his anxious expression, and it makes you concerned.
"Hey, is everything okay?" you ask.
"Yeah, everything's good," he replies. "It's just... we've been together for so long now. You mean the world to me. And I hope you know that I only love you more and more every day."
You furrow your brow. Now, you're really concerned. But for a different reason.
He swallows his nerves, glancing down at your joined hands. "You are the one thing I've always been sure of. You make me infinitely better."
"Johnny..." you murmur, searching for something, anything to say. But nothing comes to you.
"You're the best of me," he continues, meeting your gaze again. "And so, all that leads me to ask this."
He steps back, letting go of your hands. He gets down on one knee, taking out the box and holding it open.
He speaks, his voice soft but sure. "Will you marry me?"
You're stunned into silence, looking down at Johnny, who waits before you with his heart wide open. In this moment, you don't notice Sue taking photos, or Franklin watching eagerly, or the crowd that has gathered to observe the scene.
In this moment, the world has stopped. It's holding its breath to hear your answer.
And you answer, never more sure of yourself than you are now.
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a/n: a mini collection of short, fluffy fics inspired by the ep one october by dom fera! i know the month is almost over, but i've intended for this to have flufftober vibes. though i currently have no ideas for the third fic, so i probably won't finish it in time 😅
midnights in october
heaven in a picture - steve harrington
synopsis: during an evening spent with friends, there's only one girl who matters the most.
northern star
the best of me - johnny storm
synopsis: johnny makes the grandest gesture, with a little help from franklin and the family, of course.