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So yeah

Since it can't find you in it

Can I ever be forgiven?

Are there words that can get me there?

It burns me alive to know I've hurt you

How I wish I had more than these useless words to say how sorry I am.

I'm sorry but that's what I have left.

Every frame so stubbornly quiet and still

Every frame so devoid of life

Like getting my hands on a forbidden camera

One I was not supposed to find

As there is truly no more life to live

No more air to feed my lungs

No more blood to make my cheeks blush when I see your face

No more hope to ever feel the euphoria of touching your sweet skin

Once you hurt somebody

Somebody so close to your soul

So dear so vital like the air you can't live without

So strong and yet so fragile because of love

I wish I could break away my own teeth

My jaw

My face

My will

My any trace at all

As that way you'd be safe from my fucking evil

That's what I truly want

No me in your conscious

The damage is done and I'm forever this reckless monster

So selfish so in vain

cant change my ugly face

Gotta find a way to accept the pain

The pain of having hurt the one I loved the most

~

I'm madly sorry my precious love

I apologize from the depth of my heart for letting you down

I wish I could take you to a universe in which I havent been an ugly selfish fool

In which you would bear no pain

And the only tears you'd ever shed

Would be of pure joy, endless hope and pretty dreams

I hope you know how ernestly brave

And flawlessly beautiful

your whole existence is, inside and out

And if not, embrace it from me

As only so, I'll be happy once I leave this Earth

My sweet little sunshine

"You are light

Not the kind that demands to be seen

But the kind that sees into the hidden

The more I make peace

We were too good to last

It was too euphoric

Meanwhile in the table next to us:

"I only have salmone e cotto"

"Tonno"

I didnt like him he was hard to kill

He's Paul's guy

Who

Paul

Chi

Paul saulman

Chi

The lawyer

...

Chi

Saul' Goodman?

AH SI

Grazie mille

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