mlm moment

why is my bf not kissing me rn this is homophobia /j

GOD i want a boyfriend. I don't just want the good times, i want everything. I want us to be ourselves around eachother, to show when we're sad, angry, anxious. I want us to feel like we're truly loved, for every part of us. From our head to our toes, from our happy moments to our breakdowns. I just want to experience life with someone, hand in hand.

god, i wish i made him feel the way he makes me feel. safe, at home, like i can take on the world and every shitty thing it throws at me with him by my side.

*wants a boyfriend but doesn't have it in me to ask anyone out in fear of being rejected*

okay but being best friends with your boyfriend, never feeling out of place or uncomfortable with him because he's not just your best friend or your boyfriend, he's your home. whenever you're with him, you feel so safe and loved, and no matter what issues you face, you face them together, hand in hand, because neither one of you wants your love to end <3

what if,, you sat in my lap,, and we softly kissed as your favourite song played in the background,,, my hands cupping your cheeks,,, my thumb lovingly rubbing your cheek,,, and we were both boys?

falling in love with a boy who falls just as hard for you. planning your future together, what animals you'll get, what house you'll get, getting all giddy when you think about the day you can live together and wake up to eachother everyday.

listening to your boyfriend info dump!!! seeing his face light up and his eyes shine as he talks about something he is so beyond passionate about <3 reassuring him that he isn't annoying you, that you love his rambling, his passions, his hyperfixations and holding him close as he continues to info dump!

i want to hold a boy so bad, have him cuddle up into my chest as i play with his hair, letting him know he's safe and that he's loved more than he'll ever know. i want to hold his face in my hands and tell him how absolutely perfect he is, watch as his eyes soften and his cheeks blush a pretty red. i want to be one with a boy, us against the world, me and him, completely and utterly in love with one another.