Nelbeasty

I can see myself dying in my dreams. The doctor said it night be infection or I ate something. I can see myself turning into violet. I was crying and begging God to bring me back, I’m crying beside my dead body. 

The dream turned into new setting, I was eating in a restaurant with a LOT of people. I saw a man sitting on the floor near my table. I’m thinking, maybe there’s a LOT of crowd and there’s no free sit so I told him “Sir, You can sit with me” then he sits in front of me with his violet grapes and tiny circle bread. He is so busy with his food, not eating but arranging it. He has a long curly hair and a fair skin but I cannot see his face clearly. After a while, a waitress went to our table and asked me “Will you pay for two Ma’am?” referring to my food and the man’s food, and I said “YES, I’ll pay for two”. I saw that he ordered 12 loaves of bread. After that, the man slowly looked at me, straight to the eyes and said “This Is Not For You” and then he turn his back on me. He stands in the middle of the restaurant raising the breads and the people around me are starting to push each other and trying to get a bread. I cannot understand what’s happening until another man told me “Don’t Comeback, stay here. You’re one of the luckiest person to get a bread.”

I think, the man with the bread is God and the people around me are all souls, trying to get the Loaves (body of Christ) and be with him in heaven.

After that, everything went black and I found myself standing from the Morgue bed, finding my mom, my sister and my girlfriend. The doctor cannot explained what happened because I WAS DEAD FOR HOURS.