remiel

hello precious followers. i made a comic about grief, or how i feel when i process grief at least. i put a robot in it. please read it.

A) resource guarding

And

B) Harry Potter

So naturally, every time someone didn’t have a pencil she would charge them 10 house points (which, even in schools where there is an actual house point system, probably doesn’t fucking happen). She openly held the belief that she had to ascribe value to these precious writing implements or else no one would appreciate them, a concept evidenced by, i kid you not, how when homeless people are given houses for free they let them fall into disarray, because they didn’t pay for the house and therefore didn’t care about it. I, a pissed off 13 year old with a vendetta against power hungry teachers and also JK Rowling, brought a 100 pack of pencils to school so that whenever someone had to ask for one, instead of being charged a fictional currency and upsetting their fellow, deeply competitive students, i would just give them one. If the pencil didn’t come from the teacher, she couldn’t charge points for it.

This upset her. She couldn’t assert her power over the 1st period Advanced 8th Grade Math Class anymore. For i, The Pencil Liberator, had come to put an end to her tyrannous behavior.

also that apparently “when you get a chance” usually means “when you take a break from the thing you’re immediately doing” and not “on a list among various other things you are doing today or tomorrow”

Its all 600 pages of @arendellesfirstwinter ‘s Shakespearean tragedy- I mean kpop demon hunters fanfiction So We Were Liars.

I used @situationj0001 ‘s fanart for the cover and spinec, and @dremenec and @yaketysmax for the jacket (because the cover is a little too Female Presenting Nipples to be standing bare on my shelf where my mom can see it, AND because I simply could not choose between these gorgeous pieces of art)

I made the endbands by hand using gold, silver, blue and pink thread to reflect the colors of the honmoon

I severely underestimated how much work the typesetting was. APPARENTLY when you download a fic to PDF and the copy-paste the whole thing to word, you get a bunch of weird spacing-issues that just delete a bunch of random line-breaks so you get weirdly massive blocks of text where there used to be breezy spacious formatting.

BUT that's all fixed now and I’m SO happy with how it turned out

And of course I included the beautiful Art Gallery that ccis the last chapter of the fic. It’s been months since I printed it, so there are probably pieces that have been added since that are not in it, but I was kind of running out of pages anyway😅.

I briefly considered splitting it into two books around chapter 5(so the first part ends with a cliffhanger of course). But then I realized that that would literally be twice as much work, and 600 pages is not too extreme for a single book.cc

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Holy shit????!??!?!

This is absolutely incredible?? Oh my god, the way you put everything together, the art choices, the cover jacket and then the book itself???

The endbands?? The ribbon?? The everything??

I'm absolutely stunned just. seeing something i wrote in this form. God you did such a beautiful job on every level - this is your FIRST time doing this?? What???

I'm just. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Completely blown away and humbled, wow

soliloquy by an immortal cave painter.