I (barely) draw

if I was in the heated rivalry universe I would not watch hockey but I would believe the sports fujo who told me shane is gay from the jump and then every time hockey got brought up I would be like “well I know uhhhh the gay guy”

Thank you divorce for all you've done for music

heated rivalry au where yuna dies in a bombing at the metropolitan museum of art when shane is 13 and he spends a brief period living on park avenue with his rich friend hayden pike and becomes entwined with the owners of an antique shop due to having stolen a priceless work of art during the attack and they have a granddaughter named rose landry that shane queens out with before being sent to vegas to be with his deadbeat dad david where he meets ilya rozanov who also has a shit life and they do drugs and are homoerotic together before david dies and he escapes to new york again and then as adults shane is an antique criminal who took conversational russian in college and ilya risks it all to help shane recover his painting and pay off his debts from his art crimes. andalso they're playing hockey the whole time through this

love books. because it’s like what if something happened

hey did u know that ur gay ships don't have to get married and have 2.5 kids. thats like fully allowed.

tonight i’m thinking about “tell him i’m fine, i’m okay. he’s gonna worry. no, not [my dad], ilya.” he loves me so he’s going to worry and i love him so i don’t want him to worry. so tell him i’m fine i’m okay. the surety with which shane said it, even half conscious, is so crazy to me. he’s gonna worry and i know this for a fact, somehow. something something the goldfinch i was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling state i’d stopped myself from blurting the thing i'd never said even though it was something we both knew well enough which was of course “i love you.” like jesus christ