nick

this love is deep and pooling in my chest.

i want to carve you open and feed it into yours.

i want your hand to hold my heart, to feel it beating.

feel the way it quickens when i think of you, the way it incessantly begs for you to keep staying, to keep holding it.

i want you to keep me forever.

i want my name to be on your tongue so much you start to crave the taste of it.

i want your skin to beg for the evidence of my touch.

the bruising hue of red and purple, all over you for everyone to see and know that you are mine and untouchable.

i’m pathetic for you in every way, constantly begging for you to be just around the corner.

i feel this anticipation in my chest everyday. maybe today will be the day i see you by some miracle.

for once i am pleading for the days to blend together. i have no desire to go anywhere but where you are.

you give the birds a reason to sing, the sun to keep shining, the trees to stand tall.

you give me every reason to keep going, but without you here i am nothing at all.

you make this place home. without you, i feel lost.

you make long days feel bearable. you make my mind feel like something i can manage.

these songs feel like you’re talking to me. i can listen over and over again, pretending it’s really you on the other side.

you love me, you love me, you’ll be home soon, you’re coming.

looking at you, my hands find their way between my legs. i’m begging to feel you this way.

can you see the way my eyes bore into you when i touch myself like this? can you imagine how this would feel on you?

my body feels like it’s on fire knowing you can’t look away. i love your reactions, the way you can’t help but soothe your own clit watching me get myself off like some pervert who can’t get enough.

you watch my hands and follow the same pace. if i go slow, you do too. if i speed up, you do the same. i smile because i know you’re wishing my hands were the ones working you.

do you want me to fuck you like this? how much can you handle? do you think you could take me this hard?