Love as a simple song

- Job hunting hard. Sorta hard. I mean it's very hard- hard to find anything I can apply to. But I gotta get out. I hate Target. I hate scanning shit, listening to inane banter from customers, having to pump myself up to make it through the day with a fake personality, having to ask people to get red cards, having getting red cards be the only measure of success to the people in charge, the weird shift times and having to work nights sometimes, the list goes on and on. I can't take it anymore. I want a 9-5 office job. No evenings or weekends. So I don't buy tickets worried they'll schedule me to close. 3 damn closing shifts next week. I want to see M. Ward with The Watson Twins but now I can't. I shouldn't really spend the money anyway but still. - Newport Folk lineup is getting good- Punch Bros/ I'm With Her/Julian Lage extravaganza, John Prine, Robert Ellis, Aaron Lee Tasjan, JP Harris and Chance McCoy, etc. Of course idk how I'll afford a plane ticket or even what city I'll be flying out of but yeah. I also bought a ticket for Ryan Adams in St. Louis Aug. 1. So I gotta fly back Monday and then drive Tuesday. Whoops. - Been seeing my friends Ben and Michael play in their new band Airpark a lot. I went to see them in Birmingham and most recently Florence, AL. Their new music is so great guys! Go check out their first EP on Spotify! (They used to be in Apache Relay if you missed me posting about it before. If you like that band you will dig this.) Those guys are just the sweetest. Love going to see them play and also just hanging out and talking. Such nice guys. I think I'm gonna drop one of the Dawes Ryman nights and go see them at a record store in Columbia, TN. I mean one night is enough honestly with how I feel right now. - So lately I've been obsessing over listening to Airpark, Justin and the Cosmics, Lilly Hiatt, and Lucy Dacus. All worth your time in my opinion. I just love music so much ya know? And moving to Nashville helped me discover so many fantastic bands and musicians I might not have otherwise. Love it. - Current TV obsession is Copper. I'm on the second season and it's just so great. I'm also watching Big Little Lies and enjoying that. I haven't been hearing great things about Iron Fist, but I'll watch it anyway I'm sure. Super excited for The Defenders though oh my goodness!! - I watched Finding Dory on Netflix recently and it was cute, funny, and it made me cry. Definitely check it out. Also Zootopia is on Netflix and it was my favorite movie of 2016 basically so go watch that. (Well Rogue One and Captain America: Civil War too. But Zootopia was just amazing!) - Things have been pretty tough lately. The job part up there might clue you in. I'm so lost in life and idk what I want to do. I can get some other job to keep going but I need a long term plan. Also I'm super lonely and sad most of the time. It sucks. Why is life so hard?