طَيف

- started it off in a new place where I finally learned to move slower & softer

- I now am almost finishing one of the journals I started back in dec

- I got myself two instruments that were sitting in my wishlist for the longest. And the third is on the way

- a dear friend gifted me new cassettes to listen to! YAY

- encountered two moths in a week ); one died a tragic death right before my eyes.. she was in the right room at the wrong time and with that said I ended up framing her in one of my cds, the other came flying in a few days later alive and well… I loved her yes yet I didn’t have the heart to rob her of her freedom and wait for her death so I gently set her free in the middle of the night. We spent the most beautiful 27 hours together I will cherish it always and forever mothey…

- a sweet someone dedicated the time to take pictures of the moon phases for me

- planted some flowers with my friends.. I might have unlocked yet another hobby lol

- I started cooking again & only made contact with fast food once or twice tops!!! And I can’t stomach it anymore to be honest

- celebrated a close friend’s first successful semester WOHO

- finally uploaded my first full track. And it’s a triphop one this time

- hotd new season dropped a couple of days ago and I started reading fire & blood in its honor

- I aced all my finals! this semester was so kind to me as well

- غرقت بهواياتي بشكل اكبر

- one of my previous major profs texted me. she remembered that I was one of her students from 2 years ago (I almost cried)

- I had a dream that I was a peony flourishing in dec (which is odd they flourish around this time if I remember right) it was so beautifully stitched that I immediately wrote it down right upon waking up

- I wrote a poem about it as well lolziez

- I had the house all to myself for the weekend and that time was well spent I yearn for a redooo

“I can not wait for it to be my birthday!”

I find it rather unsettling how different this year feels compared to those before. in many ways…

I feel so different myself. I? Gather people? to celebrate the one day I so carefully kept a secret since I was a little girl? Odd.