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NOT spoiler free.Ā contains triggering subjects: missing persons, age gaps mentions, + more. please read and reblog with caution.
ā iām guilty for loving him/her/them. and for hating him/her/them. for killing him/her/them.Ā ā
ā iām guilty for loving him/her/them.Ā ā
ā iām guilty for killing him/her/them.Ā āĀ
ā if you search her/him/them room, youāll probably find it.Ā ā
ā youāre not lying.Ā ā
ā i didnāt see you.Ā āĀ
ā i saw a woman/man living freely. not in a basement.Ā ā
ā it didnāt make sense for a missing person to be in the living room making a call.Ā ā
ā have you kissed someone significantly older?Ā ā
ā are you daring me to?Ā ā
ā iĀ think because of our friendship, itās where it all went wrong.Ā ā
āĀ Ā youāre officially a missing person. the police are looking for you.Ā ā
āĀ Ā friendship happens between two willing parties.Ā ā
ā given the power dynamic between you, i wouldnāt call it that.Ā ā
ā i can fix this. iāll go home. iāll tell them..Ā ā
ā iĀ donāt know. i told you iām not a good liar.Ā ā
ā i need your help.Ā ā
āĀ Ā you kinda made it open season when you gave her/him/them a black eye!Ā ā
ā why did you do it?Ā ā
ā iĀ didnāt have a reason not to believe her/him/them.Ā ā
ā i donāt care! you abandoned me!Ā ā
ā why isnāt she/he/they running faster?Ā ā
ā then why would you send this letter?!Ā ā
ā iĀ will die trying to protect you from everything.Ā ā
ā thatās a pretty big commitment at sixteen.Ā ā
ā itās a little bit of a stretch, donāt you think?Ā ā
ā iĀ know, just ⦠call it a motherās/fatherās intuition. i feel it in my bones.Ā ā
ā youāre so smart, youāre open, and youāre bold.Ā ā
āĀ iām glad, and surprised that we can just sit here together like this. ā
ā iĀ want to believe you, butā¦Ā ā
ā i saw you with my own eyes.Ā ā
ā i followed you that night!Ā ā
ā why are you doing this?Ā ā
ā youāve built a fortress around yourself for good reason.Ā ā
ā you deserve kindness, [name:optional.]
ā being on your side cost me my job, my reputation, my family as i once knew it.Ā ā
ā can i confess something?Ā ā
ā i used to really dislike you, like a lot.Ā ā
ā i donāt hear that very often.Ā āĀ
ā secrets are scary because everybody has them.Ā ā
ā well, sleep tight. donāt let the bed bugs bite.Ā ā
ā our parents have been basically married for a decade and weāre pretty much strangers.Ā ā
ā talking might help. i can listen.Ā ā
ā a therapist is not a sister/brother.Ā ā
ā iĀ donāt go hunting without arming up first.Ā ā
āĀ Ā you are actually trash, [name:optional]!
āĀ Ā really? what? no mocking whatsoever?!Ā ā
ā iĀ need to ask you something, and you need to tell me the truth.Ā ā
ā how many times have you been inside this house?Ā ā
ā i got addicted to the rush of it.Ā ā
ā i donāt know whatās going on but, iām here.Ā ā
ā you can say that i pulled away from you but you pulled away from me too.Ā ā
ā iĀ donāt understand where all this rage is coming from.Ā ā
āĀ but if you want to talk, you know where to find me.Ā ā
ā god, you sound just like her/him/them.Ā ā
ā iām so sorry. i jumped to conclusions and i didnātā¦Ā ā
ā youāre embarrassing yourself.Ā ā
ā as i very clearly stated, i donāt want to speak with you in this moment.Ā ā
ā did you see her/him/them?Ā ā
ā i just donāt know what to think.Ā ā
ā you know i would never lie to you. i would never lie to you, okay?Ā ā
ā you know i would never lie to you.Ā ā
ā [name:optional], i hope you rot in hell!Ā ā
ā you are getting out and dancing with me this time.Ā ā
ā if anyone can hear me, itās [name:optional].Ā ā
ā that feeling is called guilt.Ā ā
ā leave her/him/them alone.Ā ā
ā youāre my new favorite person too.Ā ā
ā youāre like my favorite person, maybe ever.Ā ā
ā i was raised to be afraid of disappointing anybody.Ā ā
ā christmas was truly the first time i really afraid of him/her/them.Ā ā
ā making me doubt myself is so much worse.Ā ā
ā you look awfully young to be an assistant principle.Ā ā
ā you donāt know what youāre saying.Ā ā
ā i think you should call the cops on me.Ā ā
ā i think iād be the prettiest girl in all of jail.Ā ā
ā really nice smile, by the way.Ā ā
ā i still donāt get why coffee smells so good yet tastes so bad.Ā ā
ā i feel like i just disappeared and she just took my place.Ā ā
ā i feel replaceable and itās not a good feeling.Ā ā
ā how did it happen?Ā ā
ā iām not sure you really want to hear about that.Ā ā
ā so thatās a no, then.Ā ā
ā thereās not a magic pill that fixes things.Ā ā
ā we can do the work.Ā ā
ā i believed everything you said.Ā ā
ā i did everything you asked.Ā ā
ā the moment that i questioned you, you tore into me.Ā ā
ā you raised me to be blindly obedient.Ā ā
ā my whole life, you have been toting me around like one of your purses.Ā ā
ā why did you bring her/him/them down here?Ā ā
ā hardly anyone knows who i am and i love snacks.Ā ā
āĀ iām going to be less like myself and more like what you want me to be.Ā ā
ā can you not see how cruel that is?Ā ā
ā can you not see how you ruined my life!Ā ā
ā you didnāt even want it!Ā ā
ā you stole what was basically my trauma journal and shared it in a courtroom.Ā ā
ā we are just a few months away from the trail.Ā ā
ā youāre not giving the impression that youāre the wronged party here.Ā ā
ā i am the most hated person in the nation.Ā ā
ā and you want me to be more like her/him/them?Ā ā
ā we all want what we canāt have even if we have to change ourselves to get it.Ā ā
ā there are some moments in life that changes forever.Ā ā
ā you really like her/him/them, huh?Ā ā
ā can you please just give me a minute.Ā ā
ā itās never going to be normal again.. is it?Ā ā
ā you know, i canāt even remember when it ever was.Ā ā
ā whatās happening to you.. i canāt even imagine.Ā ā
ā i have no one. i have nothing.Ā ā
ā [name:optional] isnāt who you think she/he/they is.
ā we have evil living among us. right beneath our noses.Ā ā
ā good aim. iām impressed.Ā ā
ā itās a pretty lame and embarrassing first impression.Ā ā
ā okay, well, iām not leaving until you tell me.Ā ā
ā why didnāt you say hi?Ā ā
ā look, i know what iām doing.Ā ā
ā are you still on my side?Ā ā
ā your memoryās been shaking since the trauma.Ā ā
ā donāt you think itās possible you didnāt see what you think you saw?Ā ā
ā itās kind of hard to tell which way is up these days.Ā ā
ā i need to tell you something that is a long time coming.. you were right.Ā ā
ā we kissed and i lied to you about it.Ā ā
ā you deserve the truth.Ā ā
ā iām really really sorry. i really donāt know what else to say.Ā ā
ā do you want to hit me?Ā ā
ā thatās the nicest thing youāve ever done for me.Ā ā