𝙱𝚄𝙻𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙳𝙴, 𝙼.

NOT spoiler free.  contains triggering subjects: missing persons, age gaps mentions, + more. please read and reblog with caution.

’ i’m guilty for loving him/her/them. and for hating him/her/them. for killing him/her/them. ‘

‘ i’m guilty for loving him/her/them. ‘

‘ i’m guilty for killing him/her/them. ‘ 

‘ if you search her/him/them room, you’ll probably find it. ‘

‘ you’re not lying. ‘

‘ i didn’t see you. ‘ 

‘ i saw a woman/man living freely. not in a basement. ‘

‘ it didn’t make sense for a missing person to be in the living room making a call. ‘

‘ have you kissed someone significantly older? ‘

‘ are you daring me to? ‘

‘ i think because of our friendship, it’s where it all went wrong. ‘

‘  you’re officially a missing person. the police are looking for you. ‘

‘  friendship happens between two willing parties. ‘

‘ given the power dynamic between you, i wouldn’t call it that. ‘

‘ i can fix this. i’ll go home. i’ll tell them.. ‘

‘ i don’t know. i told you i’m not a good liar. ‘

‘ i need your help. ‘

‘  you kinda made it open season when you gave her/him/them a black eye! ‘

‘ why did you do it? ‘

‘ i didn’t have a reason not to believe her/him/them. ‘

‘ i don’t care! you abandoned me! ‘

‘ why isn’t she/he/they running faster? ‘

‘ then why would you send this letter?! ‘

‘ i will die trying to protect you from everything. ‘

‘ that’s a pretty big commitment at sixteen. ‘

‘ it’s a little bit of a stretch, don’t you think? ‘

‘ i know, just … call it a mother’s/father’s intuition. i feel it in my bones. ‘

‘ you’re so smart, you’re open, and you’re bold. ‘

‘  i’m glad, and surprised that we can just sit here together like this. ‘

‘ i want to believe you, but… ‘

‘ i saw you with my own eyes. ‘

‘ i followed you that night! ‘

‘ why are you doing this? ‘

‘ you’ve built a fortress around yourself for good reason. ‘

‘ you deserve kindness, [name:optional.]

‘ being on your side cost me my job, my reputation, my family as i once knew it. ‘

‘ can i confess something? ‘

‘ i used to really dislike you, like a lot. ‘

‘ i don’t hear that very often. ‘ 

‘ secrets are scary because everybody has them. ‘

‘ well, sleep tight. don’t let the bed bugs bite. ‘

‘ our parents have been basically married for a decade and we’re pretty much strangers. ‘

‘ talking might help. i can listen. ‘

‘ a therapist is not a sister/brother. ‘

‘ i don’t go hunting without arming up first. ‘

‘  you are actually trash, [name:optional]!

‘  really? what? no mocking whatsoever?! ‘

‘ i need to ask you something, and you need to tell me the truth. ‘

‘ how many times have you been inside this house? ‘

‘ i got addicted to the rush of it. ‘

‘ i don’t know what’s going on but, i’m here. ‘

‘ you can say that i pulled away from you but you pulled away from me too. ‘

‘ i don’t understand where all this rage is coming from. ‘

‘ but if you want to talk, you know where to find me. ‘

‘ god, you sound just like her/him/them. ‘

‘ i’m so sorry. i jumped to conclusions and i didn’t… ‘

‘ you’re embarrassing yourself. ‘

‘ now run along. ‘

‘ as i very clearly stated, i don’t want to speak with you in this moment. ‘

‘ did you see her/him/them? ‘

‘ i just don’t know what to think. ‘

‘ you know i would never lie to you. i would never lie to you, okay? ‘

‘ you know i would never lie to you. ‘

‘ [name:optional], i hope you rot in hell! ‘

‘ you are getting out and dancing with me this time. ‘

‘ if anyone can hear me, it’s [name:optional]. ‘

‘ that feeling is called guilt. ‘

‘ leave her/him/them alone. ‘

‘ you’re my new favorite person too. ‘

‘ you’re like my favorite person, maybe ever. ‘

‘ i was raised to be afraid of disappointing anybody. ‘

‘ christmas was truly the first time i really afraid of him/her/them. ‘

‘ making me doubt myself is so much worse. ‘

‘ you look awfully young to be an assistant principle. ‘

‘ you don’t know what you’re saying. ‘

‘ i think you should call the cops on me. ‘

‘ i think i’d be the prettiest girl in all of jail. ‘

‘ really nice smile, by the way. ‘

‘ i still don’t get why coffee smells so good yet tastes so bad. ‘

‘ i feel like i just disappeared and she just took my place. ‘

‘ i feel replaceable and it’s not a good feeling. ‘

‘ how did it happen? ‘

‘ i’m not sure you really want to hear about that. ‘

‘ so that’s a no, then. ‘

‘ there’s not a magic pill that fixes things. ‘

‘ we can do the work. ‘

‘ i believed everything you said. ‘

‘ i did everything you asked. ‘

‘ the moment that i questioned you, you tore into me. ‘

‘ you raised me to be blindly obedient. ‘

‘ my whole life, you have been toting me around like one of your purses. ‘

‘ why did you bring her/him/them down here? ‘

‘ hardly anyone knows who i am and i love snacks. ‘

‘ i’m going to be less like myself and more like what you want me to be. ‘

‘ can you not see how cruel that is? ‘

‘ can you not see how you ruined my life! ‘

‘ you didn’t even want it! ‘

‘ you stole what was basically my trauma journal and shared it in a courtroom. ‘

‘ we are just a few months away from the trail. ‘

‘ you’re not giving the impression that you’re the wronged party here. ‘

‘ i am the most hated person in the nation. ‘

‘ and you want me to be more like her/him/them? ‘

‘ we all want what we can’t have even if we have to change ourselves to get it. ‘

‘ there are some moments in life that changes forever. ‘

‘ you really like her/him/them, huh? ‘

‘ can you please just give me a minute. ‘

‘ it’s never going to be normal again.. is it? ‘

‘ you know, i can’t even remember when it ever was. ‘

‘ what’s happening to you.. i can’t even imagine. ‘

‘ i have no one. i have nothing. ‘

‘ [name:optional] isn’t who you think she/he/they is.

‘ we have evil living among us. right beneath our noses. ‘

‘ good aim. i’m impressed. ‘

‘ it’s a pretty lame and embarrassing first impression. ‘

‘ okay, well, i’m not leaving until you tell me. ‘

‘ why didn’t you say hi? ‘

‘ look, i know what i’m doing. ‘

‘ are you still on my side? ‘

‘ your memory’s been shaking since the trauma. ‘

‘ don’t you think it’s possible you didn’t see what you think you saw? ‘

‘ it’s kind of hard to tell which way is up these days. ‘

‘ i need to tell you something that is a long time coming.. you were right. ‘

‘ we kissed and i lied to you about it. ‘

‘ you deserve the truth. ‘

‘ i’m really really sorry. i really don’t know what else to say. ‘

‘ do you want to hit me? ‘

‘ say it again. ‘

❛  i’ve  got  a  bad  desire .  ❜

❛  is  s/he  good  to  you ?  ❜

❛  i  can  wish  all  that  i  want ,  but  it  won’t  bring  us  together .  ❜

❛  who  am  i  to  ask  for  more ,  more ,  more ?  ❜

❛  you’re  the  gun  in  my  lips  that  will  blow  my  brains  out .  ❜

❛  i’ll  be  the  best  you  ever  had  if  you  let  me .  ❜

❛  i  felt  alive  for  a  little  while .  ❜

❛  i  felt  your  love  for  a  little  while .  ❜

❛  i  said  that  i  could  just  be  what  you  wanted  as  if  i  could  keep  a  promise .  ❜

❛  you  won’t  see  me  walk  away .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  like  myself  when  i’m  awake .  ❜

❛  you  keep  your  love  just  out  of  reach .  ❜

❛  i  know  that  if  i  touch  it’ll  make  you  feel  weak .  i  think  you  can  take  it .  ❜

❛  what  has  this  all  done  to  you ?  ❜

❛  i  just  wanted  to  love  you .  ❜

❛  i  didn’t  want  all  this  trouble .  ❜

❛  i  just  wanted  to  be  your  baby  sometimes  too .  ❜

❛  i  just  wanted  to  love  you ,  i  didn’t  want  all  this  trouble .  ❜

❛  tell  me  about  the  others  and  i’ll  carry  the  weight .  ❜

❛  please  never  leave  me  alone .  ❜

❛  i’ll  never  leave  you  alone .  ❜

❛  i  think  i  need  you  to  make  my  body  work .  ❜

❛  a  year  from  now  we’ll  all  be  gone .  ❜

❛  nothing  is  as  it  has  been  and  i  miss  your  face  like  hell .  ❜

❛  i’m  afraid  of  change ,  guess  that’s  why  we  stay  the  same .  ❜

❛  tell  me  to  leave ,  i’ll  pack  my  bags ,  get  on  the  road .  ❜

❛  find  someone  that  loves  you  better  than  i  do .  ❜

❛  you  remind  me  every  day  i’m  not  enough  but  i  still  stay .  ❜

❛  feels  like  a  lifetime  just  tryna  get  by  while  we’re  dying  inside .  ❜

❛  i’ve  done  a  lot  of  things  wrong  loving  you  being  one ,  but  i  can’t  move  on .  ❜

❛  i  want  you  more  than  i  need  you .  i  need  you  so  bad .  ❜

❛  are  you  coming  back ?  ❜

❛  if  you  hadn’t  come  over  i  would  be  so  much  colder .  ❜

❛  without  you ,  i  am  surely  the  last  of  our  kind .  ❜

❛  you  catch  me  when  i’m  falling .  sometimes  i  wish  you  wouldn’t .  ❜

❛  i  know  there’s  something  waiting  for  us .  ❜

❛  i’m  sick  of  the  chase ,  but  i’m  stupid  in  love  and  there’s  nothing  i  can  do .  ❜

❛  i  mistakenly  called  them  by  your  name .  ❜

❛  i  feel  no  need  to  forgive  but  i  might  as  well .  ❜

❛  pay  for  my  coffee  and  leave  before  the  sun  goes  down .  ❜

❛  i’ll  never  see  you  again  if  i  can  help  it .  ❜

❛  please  stay  with  me .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  wanna  be  alone .  ❜

❛  i  won’t  stop  you  from  leaving .  ❜

❛  i  know  i’m  not  what  you  wanted ,  am  i ?  ❜

❛  i  don’t  argue ,  it’s  not  worth  the  effort  to  lie .  ❜

❛  nothing  turns  out  like  how  i  pictured  it .  ❜

❛  how  can  i  want  you  a  little  bit  more  than  i  did  before ?  ❜

❛  you  didn’t  need  me  no  more .  ❜