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Stream schedule for this week! Dusting off the Tumblr to post more things here, hoping to do more than just post these small updates!

In Venom, it plays like a buddy cop film, the symbiote is one character and Eddy is another. Some of the best scenes are Eddy and Venom reacting to each other or simply bantering. Never before was the symbiote given this much personality outside of its host and partially why the whole movie works for me. It certainly makes it interesting and doesn't detract from the scenes where Venom is supposed to be a big, scary monster. It even just makes their bond more meaningful than if it was just over a shared hatred of Spider-Man. Eddy loses his want to save people with his reporting and Venom simply doesn't care for anyone, but through each other Eddy sees the value in his fellow man, and Venom learns of a home on Earth that he doesn't want to see destroyed. Albeit doing it brutally while also eating people, but that's what makes Venom work. Despite its flaws, and trust me there are quite a few, I really did love this movie.

So I stick my head into the sand and try to do everything in my power to ignore it while I know my soul calls for it, I know it's the thing I want to do more than anything, but I'm also so scared of not doing it "correctly" that I give myself anxiety trying to do the one thing I actually have passion for in the first place.

I have never been good at the whole social media thing or keeping up with accounts like this. I’m not sure if it’s because I don’t like to spill my thoughts out and have an echo of nothing come back or not, but for whatever reason, I usually don’t care about the whole social media thing. I never kept up on Facebook, Twitter is used rarely, I don’t even use any other websites. Maybe I should keep up with something, but it’s hard to do that when your creativity doesn’t feel valued. I don’t know who is all still following me, but I figured I would post that I’m not dead at least for those that might care. Going to be making a few art dump posts probably and then I might just post regularly, I don’t know, going to see where this takes me. 

White : Homestuck (Black Remix) So my friend started rping a badass Prospitian Jack Noir named Ace Woes. I responded by making this Black Remix. Apparently it’s pretty good. Enjoy.

This lead me to the belief that Chara was then thrown into the void, a ghost, but still there. And once Chara got there, they would end up being drawn together in some fashion and could restore their form, much how Asriel did, but forming several of their souls together into one being. That being became Varas, a combination of all their memories and experiences. This also gave them amazing magical power, powers that were centered in the Void. After they had formed, they were found by Gaster, one of the many in the Void that hadn’t completely lost their mind. They adopted the child and taught them how to bend and manipulate the Void to their will. Their lab was the only location that Gaster had created, but with enough effort, Varas eventually made their own house. This was the start of Null, and why the Lab and Varas house are always a constant in the town. Varas eventually learned to travel between universes and sought to protect those inside the timelines from whatever threats they could. Their mission is to save any outcasts and survivors from deteriorating timelines before they become completely absorbed into the Void.

So uh, I am looking to improve my craft, mostly through doodling simple things. If you guys wanna send me simple things I can draw for you, let me know ok? I will feel more motivated to draw if people ask me and I really do want to practice.

I was listening to my gold old ipod classic tonight while working overnight, and the security key magnet for the game cases decided it would be fun to stick to the back if my ipod through my pant leg, and effectively wipe the whole hard drive....yay. This is a big deal to me because it was a gift from my father for graduating high school, I have kept it in perfect condition for 6 years and it's an ipod classic 160 gb 6th generation. They don't even make them anymore....sigh...guess I have to call the local repair place I know and see if they can replace the hard drive for me. At least I will still have it and I won't have to get a new one. But crap, it has so much memorable value...I will never let this thing break again.

Sorry guys, I am having a dry spell right now. Between working 10+ hours shift overnights and not being satisified with what I am making, I haven’t been able to update this blog as intended. I am sorry for the inactivity. I am trying to stay active on Youtube, Twitch, here, and admining on Discord all at the same time, but its difficult. Thank you for following me though, even though I probably don’t deserve it. Love you all! <3 Will try to make more posts soon.