Night couldn't help, but make a face when Juniper asked if Jay breached her threshold or was acquainted with her geography. It was an odd metaphor; one that felt a bit euphemistic. And hearing it caused Night's nose to scrunch.
Though, she chose not to make note of it yet. Night's face relaxed back as she observed Juniper's body language. Jay and Night hadn't been friends in years, but the same protective knee-jerk reaction kicked in.
An assumption of Night's feelings, of how the evening went down. One -- which was half-unexpected -- in which that casted Night entirely blameless. It would be Jay's blundering due to his masculine insensitivies, not their mutual failure to communicate, that eventually cause Night's outburst at the carnival.
That was the thing. Night was not blameless. There was a time where she would have done the mental gymnastics to place the other person as the only reason for any friction. It functioned as an excuse to be bitter and angry and didnt service Night's interal world any better. Why get close to someone who won't recognize her own flaws?
Yet, there was unintended consequences her matured line of thinking: why allow anyone to get close and see that side of you, knowing your capability of burning them; why would anyone willingly get that close to the flames again after they've been burnt? Those who managed to survive the blast and were still willing to get close again were those worth keeping, even if guilt ate Night from the inside out.
"A writer imagining a situation and rewriting it to where she would be better than some stupid man she knows nothing about," Night quoted Juniper. She raised her eyebrows, her head cocked to the side, once more echoing Juniper's haughty demeanor. "How beautifully... arrogant." Night allowed that word to linger. She watched with careful eyes as she laid her sentence out for Juniper to internalize. Night kept the seriousness of her expression and she continued her retorted, "He blundered because he kept making assumptions about what I want and what I think, similar to you. No offense, but maybe you should see yourself in the mirror before you judge him."
Night removed her gaze from the other woman and onto the filter in her hand. It was started to fall apart from the pressure she was putting on it.
Then Night brought her eyes back up to Juniper. Perhaps it was to signal that there was no harm done or just to ease Juniper's nerves. While Night would never ask, she was certain that Juniper did not get out much not did it seem like she knew how to make friends.
But, as with Jay, Night saw the effort Juniper was attempting to put it. It was just awkward and different. And Night understood that it might take time. Who was she to judge? It took her time to get used to others as well.
So, her smile returned to her lips but just not as high as it was before.
"But, you're getting better at it," Night mentioned. She moved into a kneel. Her fingers help her used cigarette filter tight. "Still assuming a lot with your question. No. He isn't and wasn't and will never be my boyfriend, if that's what you meant by geography."
From her knelt position, Night transferred to standing. The smile never left her face. "Up to you, since you seem comfortable against the tree," she offered. With the hand that held the filter, Night gestured over to the garden from where she came. "I don't want to litter in your yard so I just need to throw this in that teacup you gave me. Come with or not. But I'll be right back if you don't."