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So i get asked allot on here or other sites how kinky are you are you really submissive will you really give up control and do anything i say or we say.Well in short yes yes yes im very kinky and very submissive i love to be taken control of and told what to wear(i love to cd ) and what to do at all times it all started a long time ago with my best friend.Im pretty shy at first always have been that way its been a curse and has made it very hard for me to meet girls or guys i think that’s why im so submissive and probably why im single.If we only had the internet when i was growing up i was such a horn dog and would have made it much easier to meet people .I have always loved older men  since i   saw my best friend Bill naked for the first time when we were playing truth or dare and he had to strip naked and run across the street and back he was years older than me i couldn’t help staring at his smooth ass and large dick the first time i saw him naked he was already covered in thick black pubes which really made me feel funny about seeing him naked like i hadn’t felt before.We did all kinds of things together that friends do football baseball and just hanging out in the street or at the park but we also became even closer soon it turned into just us 2 playing truth or dare  of course it was mostly dares but normal stuff well mostly but it got to be more and more naked dares but then one day it was just us playing truth or dare as we often did more than spin the bottle after we played awhile he started to get more personal asking me things like have i ever masturbated which up until then was a no. So acting kinda dumb i asked him what was that he said you no playing with your dick making it hard until you shoot your load, i said no i have never done that before kinda shocked by the question but very curious .So my turn came i ask him the same question and he says yes of course i have all the time (he was older ) it feels great you should try it. Of course me being so shy i was like ok just trying to change the subject then he said well you want me to show you how. I just nodded yes not really knowing what to say so he said ok is anyone home at your house i said no not four a couple hours he said ok lets go hang out in your room so we jumped the fence and went up to my room he closed the door and said ok get undressed i was very hesitant so he stepped back and said ok ill go first and took his shirt off then shoes and socks then his jeans he pulled them down very slow until he was standing in front of me in just his white briefs with a large bulge tenting them out in the front.He said ok now you so i took my shirt and shoes off then my shorts he looked down and said i guess you like all this after all  and grabbed his dick threw the front of his underwear, My cock was sticking straight out in my white briefs it had never been that hard that i remembered he said ok take them off and lay on the bed then he said hold on and went into the bathroom he came back with the bottle of lotion then took off his underwear and threw them at me as a joke they landed on my face i couldn’t help but to inhale the scent it was a smell i still remember today he laughed and said i guess my ass and dick smell good by the look in your eyes he said ok so take yours off let me help and said lift your legs and as i did he reached over and pulled them down and off that was the first time another guy had ever touched me like that and i thought i was going to faint. Then he said now you take this lotion and put it on your hand like this and rubbed it on his hand then you take your hand and rub it on your dick up and down like this i said Bill we shouldn’t be doing this he said listen Billy its cool all guys do it try you will like it so i did as he said and followed his lead and we both laid back stroking are dicks his was about 7 inches and wide very straight but with a small head thick black pubes me about 5 inches light blond hair average with a large head it didn’t take long for me to get into it moving my hand up and down my dick slow at first then faster it felt sooo good it didn’t take long for me to shoot my very first load of cum ever maybe 3 or 4 min i never felt so good it was amazing i looked over at Bill  he was staring at me he said wow that was so hot guess you liked it after all now my turn and he started working his big cock up and down over and over slowly coming all the way up to the tip then slowly all the way down to his black pubes and balls at first he did it slow i think for me then faster and faster it took him about 10 min to shoot a very large amount of cum he turned and looked at me and said Billy i guess you liked my show i looked down and my dick was rock hard again after only a few minutes i said umm yeah that was very hot your dick is so much bigger and shoots allot more than me he said don’t worry you will get there then he grabbed my underwear and wiped up his cum then said here clean up your cum i think that was the first time i new what it was called hmmm cum i think im going to like it i said  he just laughed So i said wow that was fun he said now put your underwear on and go get me something to drink i said but there all soaked in cum he said i don’t care just do it like your told now GO so i put the cum soaked white briefs on and he slapped my butt and i said ouch he said hurry up so i went to the kitchen to get his drink feeling kinda excited walking around the house in cum soaked briefs(think that’s when i became a cum slut) when i came back he was laying on my bed naked stroking his cock he said wow you look hot in those cum soaked underwear there so wet you can see right through them but you would look really hot in a pair of my sisters panties next time ill bring you a pair so we can try that ok you can be my pretend girlfriend that will be fun and we can try more stuff ok?  My head was still spinning from everything that was happening and happened i just nodded my head yes he said ok then its a plan and laughed you will look cute in a pair of pink panties and laughed again (he did bring them the next time) now take those cum filled briefs off lets do it again but with a little change this time we laid on the bed side by side he said lets do each others dicks and before i could even say anything he grabbed my hand and put my hand on his dick and said go ahead feel it wrap your hand around it feel how hard and hot it is now stroke it up and down ahhh that’s it up and down don’t stop till i tell you to he reached over and grabbed my dick which was really hard and he really got into it for a couple minutes then he stopped jerking my dick and just laid back and said ohh yeah and started fucking my hand lifting his ass up to meet my hand ohhhh yeah thats it dont stop im gonna cum and thrust his cock all the way up my hand and shot his second load all over my hand and his chest he took his hand scooped up some of his cum and rubbed it on my cock and said now i want you finish on your underwear so i started working my dick up and down over and over slowly then faster him watching me and me staring at him his slim body his now soft cock and dark black pubes as i jerked my dick it took longer this time but when i got close he said are you gonna cum and i nodded yes he spread the cum covered underware on my stomach and said here cum on the back of them all over the butt and just then i shot my second time all over them he said there really soaked now i want you to wear those cum soaked briefs to baseball practice today i said no way there soaked with cum someone will see he just laughed and said maybe but do as your told and what i say ok,He said ill see you later at practice if you ever want to do this all again with me you will wear them like i said to  ..So an hour later i had to get ready for practice i picked them up they were still soaked with cum i thought about what had taken place a few minutes  ago did i want to wear them because he said to did i want to do all this again then i said to myself yes of course i do that was the greatest experience ever so i quickly pulled the soaking wet tighty whities up and on and i could feel the wet cum covering my butt and dick and i could smell the cum sent on my hands from pulling them up my dick suddenly got so hard just by putting them on wondering because he said to wear them or because of wearing them soaked in cum ? I got dressed and went to practice i could smell the sent of cum all the way there i was hoping nobody else would know what the scent of cum was but none of my other team mates did i don’t think anyway BUT i was sure one of the MEN that was giving me tips did he was getting very close and rubbing his crotch against my ass way more than ever before saying wow your really sweating today with a wink i just shook it off as odd after about 2 hours Bill showed up and we took a break he called me over and said good boy you wore  them like i said i can tell from here there soaking threw your practice pants that makes me so hard you did that for me to please me that makes me feel really good and very happy we will have to continue your training then tomorrow after school ill bring your panties and he laughed for some reason right then my cock got hard as a rock and i new it was because he was telling me what to do for the first time i realized  i needed to be told what to wear and what to do by him to please him.The man that i thought noticed something or smelled something came over and put his arm around me and said your doing really good could be allot better with my training and personal time i think i can help with allot of things he lowered his hand to my now cum soaked ass then smacked it and smiled then said billy you can go Bill is waiting you guys have some more fun see you tomorrow same time.I was kinda shocked he knows he knows he said more fun Bill said i think maybe he might and just laughed he said look as we started walking away and Bill started laughing again and i turned around and coach smith had his hand to his face smelling it and turned back and looked at us and smiled Bill laughed you know the rumors are that he is gay right i said no way he cant be he said hes never married no family i said he lives 3 houses down from me i would know he said you ever see any girls in his pool i said i don’t know maybe i have don’t remember he said ive seen allot of guys in his pool he has naked pool parties ive seen it threw the fence i said no way that is crazy he said well been a fun day gotta go dinners ready he smacked my ass and said more training tomorrow and ran and jumped back over the fence to his house .That night laying in bed i took out the cum soaked underwear put them over my face so i could inhale the smell and my dick got hard right away so i masturbated this time thinking of Bill naked as i still do and shot a small load again  my head was spinning from all the things that had happened that day but it was only the start of a great summer of sexual exploration with me Bill and then MR smith and his pool had to protect his name of course he is still alive and i still see him sometimes ..if you want to know more let me know all my stories are true the best i remember them THANKS t