just let me be myself

If I’d been drinking society’s kool-aid, I would think that all my value hinges on Dominants and claims and all that. As much fun as it is and as much as I adore Doms, they’re not the centre of my universe.

@brycewestn

You wouldn’t believe how many wonderful things there are for submissives. It would blow your mind! Knock your socks off!

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Is there an alternative you don’t mind hearing?

I think a lot of the time when people talk about kink, they get very specific or get very descriptive. And while there’s nothing wrong with that, I thought there was something sweet about the simplicity of what you want.

Oh, I do. You’ve seen my instagram – but it’s always nice regardless.

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I---alright, I’m just going to be honest with you. I’d let someone call me that if...like I was in a relationship with them maybe. I don’t know. I think it depends on the person using it. Generally maybe a replacement .. Atta boy. Or something. God I feel like I sound stupid. 

I guess another thing is I don’t really know what’s out there to want? I just know I liked doing that before. 

Incorrect, and also wrong.

You don’t even know what an affidavit is. And there’s no way you actually practiced enough for your piano teacher to agree to that either.

Interesting. Coming from you, Mr. Plaid Shirt.

I am not moving backwards. That is why not.

Pffft. I'm rarely wrong, Fabray. Besides if it's not genes then what is it?

I do too! I learned recently, when I was peeking through Mr. Monroe's desk. ...My piano teacher could tell by looks alone.

Hey! Just because I don't know how to dress doesn't mean I don't know good style when I see it.

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Well, it was interesting to learn your stance on praise. I thought that was a new take than what I’d considered before. And I thought your kink answer was quite sweet. But honestly, I enjoyed being reminded of how hot I am.

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I guess....you could just say....I’m sensitive about it. 

You’re the second person to say sweet. What makes it sweet? Or is that a mystery too?

That's really sweet.

Haven’t really done a whole lot in the bedroom. 

But if I was ever with someone I trusted? Like deeply trusted? Probably being tied up. 

I’d like to preface this question by letting you know it is a complete accident that the last three people I texted are Doms. 

That said. All of them....the opposite of not hot. 

Hard to say. I’m a pragmatist...so I like to take the good with the bad. But one instance of Dominance versus a lifetime in the kitchen? Even I know that’s a no-brainer. 

They think they’re hot but I’m not about to stroke their egos. I am, after all, an infamous Dom tamer. 

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Spencer’s hot sneaks up on you. Just like his Dominance @spencer-monroe

Danny’s hot is refined. Like he pays attention to details and you can kinda tell that in how he puts together his look. The suits and buttoned up thing isn’t always hot to me but yeah. @dannyrovasquez

Warner is okay I guess. I still don’t like him for putting me on kitchen duty.

Don’t you say ‘good boy’ to a dog? That’s just not my thing. 

Fortunately, I don’t give too many Doms occasion to call me that so. I don’t really have a feeling about it. 

S: That's perfect.

S: Today. This evening okay?

B: Thank you.

You know, I think from here on out, I think at work we’ll call Princess maybe? Or fetus. Or Kitten – you’d look adorable with a little pair of kitten ears. Perhaps they ought to be part of the intern uniform.

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Defy my body’s need to sleep? No, I don’t think so. I’m a little worried about how far you’re willing to go to bend the rules – even those your body seems to set.

So let’s leave my observations as that for now.

To call me Oliver – not a nickname. Otherwise, I’ll be forced to come up with one for you. And I’m sure I’d make you hate it.

Huh. I mean me and my friends at home usually stayed up late during summer vacations. Surprised that was never you. 

Hmmm. If you say so.

Just the fact that you like to defy your body’s need for sleep. I think that’s a little mad.

Weren’t we just talking about mysteries?

You could definitely try calling me Ollie, but I’m not likely to answer.

Didn’t you do that at all when you were younger? 

We were.