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Bitter/Sweet đŤ reader tries to be there for the hardest shift of his life. Reader happens to be one of the lead vendors of Pittfest...
Saturday Rituals đ A soft bookstore date with your older boyfriend turns into slow-burn tension, filthy banter, and kisses all the way home.
Four Edges, Four Lies đ four times Michael insulted himself, and the one time Reader snapped and proved him wrong.
Rugelach & Rotisserie Chicken đđĽ Michael comes home from the hardest shift of his week and immediately melts under the care of the one person who makes him feel safe.
Mistletoe in Aisle 5 đ You came for cheap wine and questionable life choices. Mistletoe and Michael Robinovitch deliver both.
Challenge Accepted đ Quarantined in the trauma bay with the arrogant attending youâve hated for three months? Nightmare. Learning the cure for the toxin you both inhaled is âmultiple orgasms ASAPâ? Okay, maybe not a nightmare.
We Hang What We Can't Carry đđ They canât carry the dead home, so they hang them on the tree instead: One night, one trauma center, Evergreen, and a refusal to let love end where breath does.
Twenty Seconds đ He has spent too many nights imagining a world where she doesnât come home. Tonight, he reminds them both: sheâs here. Sheâs alive. Sheâs his.
0700 đ One year of torture in V-neck scrubs. One on-call room. Twelve minutes. He fucks your tits until he paints them, then promises the real wrecking starts the second shift ends. Part 2: 7:01
Pull Me Closer đ You wake up needy and choose to wake Michael with your mouth. What starts sweet and playful turns rough and fast when an accidental hair pull unlocks a shared kink.
Bare Neccesities đ You decide itâs time for a full Brazilian. Your boyfriend, Michael Robinavitch, responds by quietly holding a funeral for the bush.
Hucklerobby: Severed Thread đŤ Dennis finds Robby praying on the pediatric floor. Hours later, Robby mistakes him for a traitor and tears him apart word by word. When the truth comes out, itâs too lateâDennis is already gone, and the damage is done.
đFalcon Three, Do You Copy? đŤ Grumpy x Sunshine but make it Search & Rescue.
đFirst Date Things đ
Sorry If You Feel Objectified đ 4+1 of accidental objectification, cute aggression, a bicep bite, and a boyfriend who has absolutely been aware of it the whole time.
Seven Days, Zero Mercy đ Seven days. One rule. You try to obey, until a tequila-soaked Thursday night sends a video straight to the man who owns your body and your heart. When Jack comes home, he makes sure you remember exactly who you belong to.
Hi, Cookie đ Baking wasnât part of Jack Abbotâs skill setâbut loving you is. A night of flour explosions, cinnamon sugar kisses, and cookies for a good causeâŚ
The Weight You Gave Me đđ Jack cancels date day because his leg is being a jerk. One very grumpy doctor gets reminded heâs still worthy of softness.
Wrong SD Card, Butterfly đ One forgotten SD card shatters the illusion â and when she comes for it, both of them finally realize the line between them never really existed at all.
Ghosts of Salvation đŤ Jack storms out for his night shiftâcruel, wounded, and bleeding venom, at the person who loves him most. Nightshift offers no quarter, only blood, phantom agony, and the grinding truth that surviving war was childâs play compared to letting himself be loved, scars and all.
Red Rimmed Rescue đ After a brutal night shift, you push through burning eyes and exhaustion, convinced you can make it one more hour. Jack notices anyway.
Gold Star đ Jack takes you through weeks of slow training: plugs, teasing, ice-cream setbacks, bathtub aftercare, and endless banter.
Seems to be Her Type đ They speculate. They assume. They get it wrong. Jack just watches, fed and unbothered, knowing exactly who she chose.
Engel đ He never meant to stop at the little yellow cottage near the Pitt⌠but warmth has a way of finding the coldest people first.
Not Your Disappointment đŤ Youâve spent years swallowing your dadâs comments and calling it âfamily.â This weekend, Dennis finally hears every word youâve been choking down, and the boy who calls you Birdie decides heâs done letting them clip your wings.
Neon Green, Nebraska Red đ After one too many drinks at Mercyâs, you get Whitaker on your couch with his legs spread, shaking, and begging to come down your throat.
Marked by Morning đSnowstorm outside, firelight inside, and Dennis Whitakerâs hands on your hips under a shared blanket.
Green Light, Sleep Tight đ After a shift that leaves him hollowed out, Dennis Whitaker slips home craving more than sleep. He craves touch. Connection. You.
Correcting Bad Behavior đ Four small moments break his heart, but one night at the bar shatters him completely.
Ghostbusters & Consequences đ Frank Langdon thinks mocking a safe word is funny. He learns, on his knees, cock locked, thighs red, begging, that his girlfriend does not share his sense of humor.
Langdon's Lover đ Frank hasnât touched you in 9 days, so you did what any sane girl would do: went nuclear.
Say Thank You, Baby đ One unlocked door in a dream. One name that wasnât his. One very secure boyfriend who decides the best way to handle it is to love you through every confession, fuck the shame right out of you, and promise that every future risk you ever take will only ever be with him.
Pink Pony Loser (Trinity Santos x Reader) đ You challenged Trinity Santos to a procedure bet and swore youâd have her begging by day thirty-one. She won by nine. Now youâre the one begging, and safeword Pink Pony is the only mercy youâre getting.
Golden Hour, Low Battery (Mel King x Reader) đ Melissa King is really good at saving other peopleâs livesâless good at remembering sheâs allowed to have one of her own.
Crash Course đ A sleepover turns into an intimate lesson when it's just Victoria and Trinity left. Wine, movies, and months of tension lead to a very hands-on education.
Stay đ đŻď¸ A broken boiler, a freezing apartment, and one terrified toddler send you running straight into Michaelâs arms. Cold hands, warm blankets, whispered confessions, and a single word that changes everything. Tonight, for the first time, you donât have to do any of it alone. Tonight, you stay.
All the Pieces that Matter đ đŻď¸ A trip to the cabin spirals into full-scale chaos when Dottie declares war on the Cookie Man, demotes and re-promotes her Papa, and emotionally demolishes Uncle Jack before rebuilding him.
Before, Second Light đ đŻď¸On the first night of Hanukkah, Michael teaches his daughter about light, oil, and not hiding who you are.
Before Third Light đ đŻď¸ Before the third light, Michael gently teaches Dottie that spreading the light mattersâeven when not everything can be fixed in one night.
Before Fourth Light đ đŻď¸ A broken crayon, three candles, and a choice to come back.
Before Fifth Light đ đŻď¸ A rough morning turns into lattes, cake pops, Target jammies, and a self-care night that changes everything.
Surviving Santa đ đŻď¸ Dottieâs first real Christmas includes matching sweaters, big feelings, tacos, and a Santa who does not know when to stop talking.
Still Watching? đ đŻď¸You leave for work. Papa falls asleep on the couch. Netflix stops the cartoons, and Dottie decides he needs a little shine.
This Day is Yours đ When you wake up on your birthday surrounded by love, Jackâs steady presence, Michaelâs quiet planning, and Dottieâs unfiltered devotion, everything else fades.
Fight Night at the Pitt đĽ crack fic with feelings, charity event chaos, underdog glory. Charity boxing match at The Pitt. You sign up. Your husbands panic. Santos falls in love. HR gives up. Everyone cries about Hope Harbor.
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Summary: A ruptured appendix lands you in the ER. Jack told you to call if things got worse. You did. Too bad the number was wrong....
Jack Abbot x Reader
AN:First post back while Iâm getting back into the rhythm of writing and posting again, and obviously it had to be about my husband Jack :P Hope you enjoy!
Youâre halfway through getting dressed when the first cramp hits.
Itâs low and sharp, like someone twisting a fist just behind your hip bone, and you pause with one sock in your hand, breath catching for half a second.
ââyou still there?â Jackâs voice crackles through your phone, dry and unimpressed even this early. âOr did you finally get abducted by aliens.â
You exhale through your nose. âRude. Iâd at least text you first.â
âYouâd forget,â he says. âYou forget to eat.â
âI do not forget to eat.â
âYou forget to eat real food.â
You tug the sock on and straighten, bracing a hand against the dresser as another wave rolls through. Not unbearable. Just relentless.Â
âEverything okay?â he asks. The humor drops. He hears everything despite his old age much to your dismay.Â
âYeah,â you say automatically, then sigh. âJust cramps. I think.â
Thereâs a pause. You can picture him already. Scrubs half-on, black coffee in hand, leaning against the counter like the weight of the world lives there too. That crease between his brows carving itself in.
âYouâre not due,â he says.
You snort. âJack, I have PCOS. Iâm never due.â
âThatâs not funny.â
âI didnât say it was.â You grab your hoodie and pull it on, slower now. âItâs probably nothing. My body just likes to freestyle.â
âYour body doesnât hate you,â he mutters. âItâs just bad at communicating.â
You huff. âWow. Pot, meet kettle.â
That earns a quiet huff of a laugh on his end, barely making it past his throat. You count it as a win.
Another cramp hits, stronger this time, and you swear under your breath before you can stop yourself.
Jack catches it instantly. âHey. Donât do that thing where you minimize your painâ
âMânot minimizing,â you say, defensive but gentle. âIâm just⌠acknowledging. With curse words.â
âOkay,â he says, already switching gears. âHave you eaten.â
You groan. âDonât start.â
âIâm starting,â he replies flatly. âYou need food before you take anything. Even ibuprofen. Especially ibuprofen.â
âI was gonna grab something at work.â
âAt the animal shelter,â he says, irritation sharp but protective. âWhere you will absolutely forget because a sad puppy looks at you.â
âWho absolutely deserves my full attention.â
âYou can give it attention after you eat a granola bar,â he counters. âThere should be one in your bag. Peanut butter. I put it there.â
You blink. âYouâre creepy.â
âGod forbid I take care of my girlâ he scoffs
Another wave rolls through and you lean against the doorframe, eyes closing. Beads of sweat are starting to pepper your hairline.Â
âAnd the heating pad,â Jack adds immediately. âThe wearable one. Did you charge it like I told you.â
âYes,â you mutter. âItâs in my bag.â
âPut it on now.â
âIâm literally standing in my hallway.â
âAnd youâre literally in pain.â
You roll your eyes, but your chest warms anyway. âYou literally deal with trauma for a living. I think you can handle my uterus throwing a tantrum.â
âDonât joke about organs misbehaving,â he says flatly. âBad precedent.â
You snort as you press the pad against your abdomen, warmth blooming slow and steady. It helps enough to stand upright again.Â
âYouâre walking funny,â he says.
You freeze. âHow would you even know that?â
âYou get quieter when youâre hurting,â he replies. âAnd you rock side to side trying to soothe yourselfâ
You hate how right he is.
âText me when you get there,â Jack says. No argument. Just that low, firm tone he uses when heâs trying not to spiral. âIf it gets worse, you tell someone. I donât care if itâs your boss or the worldâs friendliest golden retriever.â
âIâm not telling a dog Iâm dying.â
âYou absolutely would,â he says. âYou like animals more than people.â
âThey donât ask stupid questions.â
A beat.
âYouâre such an old man,â you say, keys jingling as you head for the door.
âAnd you love me,â he shoots back.
You hesitate just long enough for him to hear it.
âYeah,â you say softly. âI do.â
The pain ebbs again, dulling to a throb as you grab your bag and lock the door. You chalk it up to bad timing, hormones, your body being annoying but its survivable.
Normal.
You have no idea how wrong you are.
The animal shelter smells like disinfectant and fritos. Yummy
Itâs comforting in a way some people wouldnât understand.. Dogs barking in uneven bursts, the low hum of the ventilation, a cat somewhere hissing dramatically at a mild inconvenience. You hang your bag in your locker and move on autopilot, like you always do.
Your phone buzzes.
Jack: You there?
You smile and unlock it.
You: at work đŤĄ
You: donât yell at me
You snap a picture before he can ask. A granola bar half-unwrapped, a bottle of water already sweating onto the metal table. You make sure your heating pad is visible in the corner, clipped under your hoodie like proof of compliance.
You: proof of life + nourishment
Three dots appear. Pause.
Jack: I see water.
Jack: Eat first. Then meds.
Jack: Donât try to out sass me, youâll lose everytime
You huff a quiet laugh and take a bite, chewing even though your stomach feels tight and off.
You: yes daddy đŤĄ
The typing dots disappear. Reappear.
Jack: âŚ
Jack: Welp.
Jack: Someoneâs gotta take care of you đ¤ˇđźââď¸
You grin to yourself, warmth blooming in your chest that has nothing to do with the heating pad.
You swallow, then snap another photo. Pain meds in your palm. Water halfway gone.
You: see? compliant. hydrated. thriving.
Jack: Questionable on that last one.
Jack: Let me know when you take it
You do. Another picture sent. Malicious compliance at its best. You lean back against the counter and wait for the edge to dull.
It helps. A little.
Your phone buzzes again.
Jack: Good.
Jack: Iâm gonna try to sleep before my shift.
Jack: Call me if you need anything.
You stare at that line longer than you mean to.
You: I will
You: go be grumpy in your dreams old man đ´
Jack: Watch it.
Jack: Love you.
Your chest does that stupid, warm, flutter thing.
You: love you too
The screen goes dark as you tuck your phone into the pocket of your pants as you step fully back into your day. Cleaning bowls. Refilling water. Speaking softly to the anxious ones, the scared ones, the ones who flinch at sudden movement.
You always feel steadier here. Animals donât ask you to explain yourself. They donât expect you to be anything but gentle.
âI know,â you murmur to a trembling pittie as you clip on a leash. âPeople can be a lot. But youâre safe here. Iâve got you.â
Itâs a familiar comfort, and you wonât admit it but you love being needed.Â
Halfway through cleaning one of the kennels, the pain surges again. Sharper. Higher. It steals your breath this time, forces you to grip the metal door and press your forehead against it until the room stops tilting.
âOkay,â you whisper. âOkay. Thatâs new.â
Roco, your favorite pittie, noses your arm, worried. You manage a smile and scratch behind his ears, even as sweat beads along your hairline again.
âIâm fine,â you tell him softly. âPromise.â
You straighten and keep moving. Slower now. More careful. You donât want to scare anyone. Or make a fuss. PCOS is a bitch. Painful periods that come out of nowhere.
Jackâs asleep. You donât want to bother him. Itâs probably just hormones. Stress. Your body being dramatic like it always is.
You slip back into your routine, ignoring the way the pain keeps clawing, unfamiliar and insistent.
You donât call.
You really, really should have.
The next cramp doesnât come in waves.
It hits all at once.
Itâs sharp and blinding, a white-hot spike that steals the air from your lungs and folds you forward with a sound you donât recognize as your own. Your knees buckle before you can even think to brace yourself, one hand slipping uselessly against the kennel door.
âOhâfuck,â you gasp, the word breaking apart as pressure blooms deep in your abdomen, wrong in a way that sets off every internal alarm youâve been ignoring.
The room tilts.
You try to call out. Try to steady yourself. Try to do anything other than sink to the concrete floor like your bones have turned to water.
You donât make it.
Your shoulder clips the edge of the kennel as you go down, the impact distant and dull compared to the pain ripping through you now. Itâs everywhere. Radiating. Crawling upward. Your vision tunnels, spots dancing at the edges.
âHeyâhey!â someone shouts. Footsteps. Too many. Too loud.
A dog starts barking, sharp and panicked.
âIâIâm okay,â you try to say, but it comes out thin and breathless, more of an automatic response than truth. You curl instinctively, knees drawing in as nausea roils hard enough to make your mouth flood.
You hear your name.
Hands hover, unsure where to touch, afraid to hurt you more.
âYouâre not okay,â a coworker says, voice tight. âYouâre really not okay.â
You shake your head weakly, sweat slicking your temples. âI justâneed a second.â
Another bolt of pain tears through you and you cry out this time, sharp and broken, fingers clawing at the concrete as if it might anchor you.
Someone swears.
âCall 911,â another voice says. âNow.â
You try to protest. Try to say Jack is sleeping, that itâs probably nothing, that you canât afford to make a scene. Your body ignores you completely.
The world narrows to sirens and pressure and the overwhelming certainty that something inside you has gone terribly, catastrophically wrong.
The paramedics move fast.
Youâre barely aware of being lifted, of straps securing you to the gurney, of oxygen pressed to your face as someone asks questions you canât seem to answer clearly.
âAny allergies?â
âPain level?â
âPossibility of pregnancy?â
âNo,â you gasp. âPCOS. Iâfuckâpleaseââ
âOkay, okay, weâve got you,â a calm voice says, grounding but distant. âStay with me.â
You try. God, do you try.
As they wheel you out, someone grabs your bag from your locker and sets it on the counter. Your hoodie is draped over a chair. Your phone, face down and on silent, sits beside a half-empty bottle of water and a crumpled granola bar wrapper.
No one thinks to grab it.
The doors close behind the stretcher.PTMC blurs into existence in bright lights and clipped voices.
Youâre moved. Shifted. Prodded. The pain spikes again, vicious and consuming. Your focusing on your breathing. When they start shouting..Â
âSomethingâs wrong,â someone says urgently.
âWeâre losing her pressure.â
âGet surgery on the line.â
Fear cuts through the fog at last, sharp and sobering.
âJack,â you whisper, barely audible. âI needââ
No one hears you.
Your phone is miles away, sitting quietly on a shelter counter, while the man you love sleeps, blissfully unaware, preparing for a night shift that will change everything.
They sit you upright just long enough to hand you a clipboard.
Your skin feels hot and cold all at once. Sweat rolls along your face, dampening your collar, while a shiver rattles through your bones hard enough to make your teeth chatter.
âI canâtââ you start, voice thin. âWhy do I have to fill this out?â
The nurse crouches slightly so sheâs in your line of sight, her voice steady and kind. âItâs just routine, baby. No one came in with you, and we need as much information as we can get to help you, okay? Just do what you can.â
You nod, even though your hands are shaking so badly the pen nearly slips from your grip.
Name.
Date of birth.
You pause between fields, breathing shallowly through another wave of pain that twists deep in your abdomen. Itâs not like cramps anymore. Itâs wrong. It feels like something has torn.
Emergency contact.
Jack.
Your chest tightens. You picture him without meaning to. Slouched at his kitchen counter in yesterdayâs T-shirt, black coffee steaming between his hands. Brow furrowed like heâs already annoyed at the world. Or maybe smirking, saying something dry and stupid just to make you laugh.
You wish he were here. Heâd make a joke. Heâd tell you youâre fine even while his eyes give him away.
Another shiver wracks through you, sweat cooling unpleasantly against your skin. You scribble his name down quickly, afraid youâll lose the moment of clarity if you donât.
The numbers blur. Your grip tightens. Another spike of pain steals your breath and your hand jerks.
You donât notice the mistake.
The nurse takes the clipboard gently from you before you can look it over.
âThank you,â she says. âThat helps a lot.â
You want to tell her to wait. To double-check. Something nags at the back of your mind, thin and insistent, but itâs drowned out by another surge of pain that drags a broken sound out of your throat.
âOhâoh my Godââ
âOkay,â the nurse says immediately. âLetâs get you lying back.â
They lower the bed, voices layering now, efficient but urgent.
âWhat are you feeling?â
âSharp,â you gasp. âIt started low and now itâsâeverywhere. Iâm cold. Iâm hot. I feelâicky.â
âAny medical history we should know about?â
âPCOS,â you manage. âIâI get cysts. I think maybe one ruptured?â
It makes sense. Itâs something youâve survived before and Itâs less terrifying than the alternative creeping at the edges of your thoughts.
âThatâs good to know,â someone says. âWeâll check everything.â
An IV slides into your arm. Cool saline, then the slow burn of pain medication following it. The edge softens just enough to make your head feel heavy
âOkay,â a doctor says. âWeâre going to run labs and get imaging. Just to be safe.â
As they wheel you down the hall, lights streaking overhead, fear finally punches through the haze.
âI just want Jack,â you whisper, tears slipping sideways into your hair. âPlease.â
âWeâre taking good care of you,â a voice promises.
You let your eyes close, trusting that promise because you donât have the energy to fight anymore.
Behind the scenes, the number is dialed.
It doesnât connect.
They try again.
Still nothing.
And you have no idea that the man you love is still asleep, hours away from walking into his biggest fear
Time stops meaning anything.
It stretches and snaps in strange ways, hours bleeding together until you canât tell if youâve been awake for minutes or days. You drift in and out, pulled under by medication and dragged back by pain that never fully lets go.
Every time you surface, you look for him.
You expect Jack to be there. In the chair by the bed. Leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. Scowling at the monitor to ensure you're truly stable. You expect his voice before you even open your eyes.
Heâs never there.
The first time you realize it, confusion settles in your chest, slow and heavy. The second time, it curdles into something sharper.
By the third, youâre angry.
Where is he?
Another wave of pain rolls through you and you hiss, fingers digging into the sheets. Your skin still feels too warm, then too cold. You're soaked in sweat while chills ripple through you uncontrollably.
He said to call if you needed anything.
You needed everything.
You squint at the clock on the wall when your eyes manage to focus. Too much time has passed. Enough that he should be here by now. Enough that the hurt starts to whisper things you donât want to hear.
Maybe he didnât answer because he didnât want to.
Maybe you mattered less than you thought.
The thought lands hard, stealing what little breath you have.
A woman in blue scrubs notices you stirring and moves closer, her presence calm in a way that feels genuine. She has kind eyes. Tired, but kind.
âHey,â she says softly. âIâm Dr. King. Mel.â
You swallow. Your throat burns. âCan Iââ Your voice cracks immediately. You wince, frustrated with yourself. âCan I get an update?â
âOf course,â Mel says, pulling the curtain a little more closed, making the space feel smaller. Safer. âWeâre still waiting on imaging, but your pain and labs are concerning. Weâre keeping a close eye on you.â
You nod weakly. Thatâs not what you want.
âDidââ You hesitate. âDid my boyfriend come?â
Melâs expression shifts. Just slightly. Careful.
Your stomach drops.
âWeâve been trying the number you gave us,â she says gently. âIâm really sorry.â
Your chest tightens painfully.
âHe knows,â you croak, more hope than fact. âHe has to.â
Mel doesnât contradict you. Instead, she reaches out, her hand warm and comforting on your arm.
âLetâs take a breath together for a second,â she says softly. âFocus on me, okay? Youâre here, youâre being taken care of, and weâre doing everything we can.â
It doesnât help.
Another surge of pain rips through you and you cry out, curling inward as much as the bed will allow.
âI just want Jack,â you sob. âPlease. I just want him.â
âI know,â Mel murmurs, petting your hair. âI know.â
She stays until your breathing evens out, until the tears quiet into shaky hiccups. When she finally steps away, the room feels emptier than before.
You drift again, consciousness slipping, anger and hurt tangling with fear as your body fights something you still donât have a name for.
And somewhere across the city, Jack Abbot sleeps through the worst hour of your life, completely unaware that youâre waking up scared and hurting and wondering if love is supposed to feel like this.
Robby's POV
Mel doesnât ask for help often.Â
So when she pauses at the desk, a chart tucked under her arm, and says, âCan you go check on Bed Twelve for me?â Robby doesnât argue.
âSheâs scared,â Mel adds quietly. âAnd she keeps asking for her boyfriend.â
Thatâs enough.
Robby heads down the hall, already bracing himself. Severe abdominal pain. Labs trending the wrong way. Imaging pending but urgent.
He pulls the curtain aside and stops cold.
âOh. Shit.â
Youâre curled slightly on your side, knees drawn in as much as the monitors allow. Pale. Sweaty. Shivering despite the warmed blankets. You look smaller than you should, lashes damp like youâve been crying in your sleep.
And suddenly it clicks.
Jackâs phone.
The wallpaper.
The way his voice softens when he says your name.
âOh fuck,â Robby breathes.
Your eyes flutter open.
âJack?â you whisper immediately, hope fragile and aching.
Robby steps closer, gentle. âHey. Itâs Robby. I work with him.â
Confusion flickers across your face, quickly chased by fear.
âWhere is he?â you ask. âHe was supposed toââ
Before Robby can answer, a nurse appears. âImagingâs back.â
Everything shifts.
Jack's POV
Jack clocks in on autopilot.
Badge swipe. Fluorescent lights. The quiet, constant ache in his leg where the prosthetic rubs wrong. He moves at a steady pace, black coffee in hand, already scanning the board.
Robby spots him first.
Jack lifts his chin slightly, dry as ever. âDamn, brother,â he says. âWhereâs the fire?â
Robby opens his mouth and stops when he sees Jackâs face.
The joking dies instantly.
Jack follows his gaze. Feels the shift in the air.
âWhat,â Jack says flatly.
Robby steps closer, voice low. âJack⌠thereâs a patient in one of the bays. She came in earlier today.â
Jack exhales through his nose, unimpressed. âOkay? That narrows it down to⌠most of the ER.â
Robby doesnât smile.
Jackâs brow furrows. âWhat. Did she steal your parking spot?â
âJack,â Robby says carefully. âShe looks just like your girl.â
Jackâs grip tightens on his coffee cup.
Robby swallows. âAnd youâre the only Jack Abbot I know.â
The humor drains from Jackâs face in real time.
âShe keeps asking for you,â Robby finishes quietly.
Jackâs voice comes out rough. âNo.â
Robby nods once. âYeah.â
Jack stands there, frozen, like his body hasnât caught up to what his brain just heard.
âWhy wasnât I called,â Jack demands, anger flashing hot and fast.
Robby winces. âThey tried. The number on the file was off by a digit.â
Jack shakes his head once, sharp. âShe knows my number.â
âShe was scared,â Robby says softly. âAnd in a lot of pain.â
Before Jack can answer, a surgeon steps in, urgency written all over him.
âAppendix rupture,â the surgeon says. âThere's an infection. Weâre taking her to the OR now.â
Jackâs heart slams violently.
âNo,â he says hoarsely. âI need to see her.â
âIf you want to say something,â the surgeon replies, already moving, ânowâs the time.â
Jack doesnât run. He canât. But he moves as fast as his body allows, every step heavy and burning as Robby keeps pace beside him.
âShe thinks youâre not coming,â Robby adds quietly. âSheâs scared.â
âFuck,â Jack breathes. âI was right here.â
Your POV
Theyâre moving you again.
Faster now. Voices sharp and clipped. Someone tells you they need to take your appendix out. Someone says surgery. Someone presses something cool into your IV.
Fear spikes, bright and panicked.
âJack,â you whisper. âPlease.â
The bed stops.
A hand closes around yours.
âHey,â a voice says. Familiar callouses scratch against your palm.Â
Your eyes flutter open.
Heâs here, hair still damp, badge crooked, chest rising and falling like he fought the whole hospital to get to you.
âWhere have you been?â you ask, voice small and cracked, not angry. Just hurt.
Jack leans in instantly, forehead pressing to yours. âBaby, Iââ
The world tilts and the ceiling tiles blur
âNo, waitââ he says urgently, squeezing your hand.
But the anesthesia pulls you under before he can finish, his words dissolving into darkness as the OR doors swing shut.
Jack stands there, frozen, your warmth still lingering in his palm, the explanation trapped in his chest, too late to matter now
Jack is pacing.
Not fast, physically he canât, but heâs relentlessly. Short turns. Tight arcs. The prosthetic clicks faintly against the floor every time he pivots, the sound grating on his already-frayed nerves. His hands keep clenching like heâs looking for something to grab onto and coming up empty.
âThis doesnât make sense,â he snaps. âMy name is on her chart. My name.â
Robby steps closer, palms out, trying to slow the room down before it detonates. âJack. Listen to me for a second.â
Jack barrels right past him.
âYouâre telling me nobody thought to connect that?â he continues. âShe comes in critical, my nameâs listed, and no one thinks to call the ER attending with the same goddamn name?â
âJack,â Robby says firmly now. âThatâs not how intake works and you know it.â
âThatâs bullshit,â Jack fires back. âThatâs negligence.â
âItâs protocol,â Robby replies, jaw tight. âThey call the number. Thatâs it. They donât Google coworkers.â
Jack scoffs, sharp and humorless. âLazy system.â
Before Robby can answer, Mel approaches.
She has her tablet tucked under her arm, hugged loosely to her chest like itâs grounding her. Her expression is careful but open, eyes soft with recognition rather than defensiveness.
âYou wanted a play-by-play,â she says gently. âI can tell you what happened.â
Jack turns on her immediately. âGood. Because I want to know exactly what I missed.â
Robby shifts, uneasy, but Mel just nods once and begins, voice steady in the way that comes from weathering chaos.
âShe came in from an outside location,â Mel says. âSevere abdominal pain. Diaphoretic, tachycardic. She was scared.â
Jackâs jaw tightens.
âWe started fluids and pain control right away. Labs, imaging. She kept asking for her boyfriend,â Mel continues. âShe was crying.â
Jackâs head snaps up. âAnd you didnât think to ask who that was?â
Mel blinks, caught slightly off guard by the edge in his tone, but she doesnât bristle. âShe kept saying âJack,ââ she explains gently. âJust Jack.â
She tilts her head, earnest. âItâs a common name. I didnât realize she meant you, Dr. Abbot.â
Jack lets out a harsh, brittle laugh. âSo you just assumed it was someone else.â
âI assumed it was someone important to her,â Mel replies quietly. âAnd I took that seriously.â
Without noticing, she hugs the tablet a little closer. âI stayed with her when she asked. I told her she was safe. I told her we were taking care of her.â
âClearly that wasnât enough,â Jack snaps.
The words hang in the air, soft and unfair.
Melâs expression falters, just a little. She takes a slow breath, grounding herself before responding.
âShe is stable,â Mel says softly but firmly. âBecause people here did their jobs.â
âThatâs enough.â
Dana steps in, decisive, placing herself squarely between Jack and Mel.
Jack turns on her. âI just want to know why she thought I didnâtââ
âNo,â Dana cuts him off, calm but lethal. âWhat you want right now does not outrank how youâre acting.â
The room stills.
Dana holds his gaze. âYou do not get to unload your fear on the doctor who sat with her while she cried.â
Jackâs chest heaves. âShe thought I didnât come.â
âAnd thatâs devastating,â Dana agrees. âBut it is not Melâs fault. And it is not Robbyâs fault. And itâs not something you can fix by tearing this place apart.â
Jack opens his mouth and snaps it closed.Â
Danaâs voice softens, just enough to catch him before he falls apart. âYouâre scared. Youâre angry. Youâre allowed to be. But you need to get your shit together.â
Robby nods beside her. âSheâs going to wake up soon. Confused. In pain. Looking for you.â
Dana steps closer, lowering her voice. âShe needs you steady, Jack. Not spiraling. Not snapping. Steady.â
Jack drags a hand down his face, the fight draining out of him all at once.
âI was right here,â he whispers. âThe whole time.â
âI know,â Dana says, resting a hand on his shoulder. âAnd when she asks, you tell her that. But first â you sit.â
She gestures to the chair.
Jack hesitates, then sinks into it, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor like it might crack open and give him answers.
Mel gives him a small, forgiving nod. âIâll come get you as soon as sheâs out,â she says softly.
When she leaves, Dana squeezes Jackâs shoulder once. âBreathe.â
Jack nods, barely.
Behind closed OR doors, machines hum steadily as surgeons work to fix what went wrong.
And for the first time since he walked into the ER, Jack Abbot stops moving because the woman he loves is going to need him whole when she wakes up.
Jack sits and stares at his phone.
The screen lights up when he taps it, muscle memory more than intention. The wallpaper fills the glass, not a posed photo, not anything special. Just you, half-turned, hoodie slipping off, laughing at something he said that he doesnât even remember anymore.
This morning.
You sounded fine. Annoyed at your cramps, sure. But alive. Upright. Teasing him.
His chest tightens hard enough to make him wince.
âI shouldâve known,â he mutters, even though he knows better. Even though Dana already told him this spiral wonât help.
He locks the phone and leans forward, elbows on his knees.
Honesty, he decides.
No half-truths. No softened edges. If sheâs going to wake up confused and hurting, she deserves the real thing.
âI didnât get the call,â he practices under his breath. âThe number wasnât right.â
Anger flares hot and fast, just under his ribs.
âThey shouldnât have made you write that down,â he adds quietly. âNot like that. Not when you were hurting.â
His jaw tightens.
âAnd I was scared,â he admits to the empty room. âOut of my goddamn mind.â
Jack exhales slowly and stands when he hears movement behind the curtain.
You wake up sore.
Not sharp pain, but deep and heavy, like your body ran a marathon without telling you. Your mouth is dry and your head feels fuzzy, thoughts slipping when you try to grab onto them.
You make a small, unhappy sound before you can stop yourself.
âI know,â Jack says immediately. âI know, baby.â
Your eyes flutter open.
Heâs right there.
Close enough that you can see the crease between his brows, the faint redness around his eyes. His hand is already on the bed rail, anchored and refusing to move.
âJack?â you whisper, voice thin and shaky.
Relief crashes through you so hard it makes your chest ache.
âYeah,â he says softly. âIâm here.â
You frown, confused, emotions tangled and blurry. âYou werenâtââ You swallow. âYou werenât before.â
Jack doesnât dodge it.
âI didnât get the call,â he says gently, leaning closer so you donât have to strain. âThe number on the form was wrong. Just a digit. I didnât know until I walked in.â
Your brow furrows. You try to make sense of it, but your head feels too full of cotton.
âThey made you fill that out when you were in that much pain,â Jack continues, anger bleeding through now. âIâm furious about it. I hate that you were scared and I wasnât here.â
His voice cracks despite his best effort.
âI was so scared,â he admits. âI wouldâve come the second I knew. You know that.â
You blink at him slowly, tears gathering without permission.
âBut youâre here now,â you mumble.
âYes,â he says immediately. âIâm here now.â
Thatâs all that matters to you.
You make a small, needy sound and reach for him, fingers weak but determined.
âCome here,â you whisper. âPlease.â
Jack doesnât hesitate. He moves closer, carefully, one arm sliding around your shoulders as he leans down. He presses a kiss to your forehead first, then your temple, then your cheek, its soft like heâs afraid youâll disappear
âI just want you,â you whine quietly, face tucking into his chest. âHold me.â
âIâve got you,â he murmurs, wrapping his arms around you fully now. âIâve got you.â
You cling to him like gravity changed directions, fingers twisting into his scrub top, nose pressed against his collarbone. Your breathing evens out almost immediately.
Jack doesnât care who sees.
If anyone looks in, theyâll see an ER attending bent protectively over his girlfriend, prosthetic planted firm, arms tight around the woman he almost lost.
And he does not give a single damn.
You sigh, content despite the pain, eyelids fluttering.
âDonât leave,â you whisper.
Jack presses his lips to your hair, voice absolute. âIâm not going anywhere.â
You fall asleep like that clutched against him, safe and for the first time since he walked in, Jack lets himself breathe all the way out.
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punching above his weight...or is he? - dennis whitaker x f!reader
summary: once your relationship is no longer a secret, the emergency department starts to see just how perfect you and dennis are for each other, and they realize that you may not be as far out of his league as they initially thought.
aka dennis can fucking PULL okay.
pairings: dennis whitaker x RT!reader (respiratory therapist)
word count: 4.2k
cw/tags: swearing, no use of y/n, typical pitt warnings (blood, intubation, depictions of a motorcycle crash victim), you're (affectionately) nicknamed 'hot shot' by most of the department, dennis is obsessed with you, you're obsessed with him, what more could you ask. you have hair long enough for the top half to be tied back in a nondescript way. light inappropriate conduct in the workplace but it's all in good fun and no one's feelings are hurt!
more dennis x hot shot guys i told you i couldn't be stopped! inspired by this ask and @libbyqypu :)
secure chat for anyone who doesnât know is basically a messenger system that is patient privacy compliant and integrated into the charting platform!!
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Victoriaâs killing a bit of time in the main foyer before her shift starts one day when the two of you arrive.Â
Dennis pulls the door open for you, as usual, holding it while you walk inside. He does the same with the inner door, despite having to speedwalk in order to get there before you. She notices that heâs carrying your backpack, the strap slung over the opposite shoulder from his own. He reaches out as you walk towards the elevators, fingers pinching the side of your shirt, gently pulling you closer to him. Itâs subtle, and Victoriaâs certain sheâs the only one who notices that your hands now brush against eachotherâs as you move.Â
âYou coming up?â You ask, reaching forwards, hitting the button.Â
He checks his watch, then nods. âStill got time.â
You bite back a smile as you step into the elevator, doors closing behind you, blocking you from Victoriaâs probing eyes. The ICU floor is much quieter than the ED, especially since itâs still early, most of the patients still sleeping as the hospital starts to wake up. You swipe your badge against the sensor, and then step through the double door together, like you always do.Â
Danaâs standing at the central desk when you come in, talking to the charge nurse there, trying to get some boarders moved before dayshift officially takes over. She clocks both of you immediately, her sentence coming to a stop when she hears your soft laughter. She turns around, watching as you approach, smiling at her.Â
âDana,â You greet. âAre you finally leaving the ER to join us up here?â
âYou wish,â She says, looking past your shoulder, where Dennis is waiting a half-step behind you. âWhitaker, fancy seeing you here.â
The ICU charge scoffs, laughing a bit. âWhat do you mean? Heâs up here every morning.â
Dana raises an eyebrow, a tiny smirk on her face. âThat so?â
He shrugs, cheeks flushing a light shade of pink, both bags on his back lifting with the motion. âPretty much, yeah.â
You, wanting to save him from any further embarrassment, turn around and give him an opening. âI can take my bag, you can head downstairs.â
He frowns, shaking his head. âI got it, Iâll be right back.â
He walks over to the locker room, his figure disappearing through the door. One of the nightshift RTâs comes out of a room, and Dana doesnât miss the way his eyes light up at the sight of you. He ignores everyone else at the desk as he approaches, saying your last name with way too much enthusiasm for six-thirty in the morning.Â
âYou shouldâve seen this patient last night,â He starts, diving into the story as soon as your eyes are on him, a small smile on your face as you genuinely listen.Â
Dennis comes back out of the locker room just as he takes your wrist in his hand, turning your arm so your palm faces the ceiling, gesturing to your forearm as he explains the IV situation the patient had. He mimes the action of fluids spewing, retelling the moment it came loose as he was in the middle of intubating.Â
Your face scrunches, but youâre still smiling, and heâs pretty sure you say âoh, gross!â before slowly pulling your arm away, tucking both hands into your pockets. He comes up behind you, setting your stethoscope and water bottle on the desk. The other RT loses all steam at the sight of him, and he immediately takes a step back, stuttering over his words for a second. You feel a single finger twist into your waistband, making you look over your shoulder, seeing Dennis and your belongings.Â
âThank you,â You say, fully spinning around. He drops his hand back to his side, nodding.Â
âYeah, uh, no problem,â He says. âIâll see you later?â
âHopefully,â You say. âGood luck down there.â
âYou too,â He says, then he heads back through the doors and down the hallway. You loop your stethoscope over your shoulders and put your water bottle by your workstation before returning to the nightshifter, a tablet in hand now.Â
âCatch me up,â You say, the rest of his story long forgotten.Â
Dana follows Dennis out, still smirking, putting both hands on his shoulders as she comes up beside him.Â
âYouâre a sweet kid, you know that?"
Around eleven that morning, the higher-ups send donuts down to the ED as a âthank youâ for all their hardwork. Robbyâs in the breakroom when Dennis walks in, admiring the spread, trying to decide if he actually wants one or not.Â
âAnything good, boss?â He asks, stepping closer to the tables, looking for something specific.Â
Robby shrugs. âWould be nicer if they could just pay my staff what they deserve.â
âOh, definitely,â Dennis says, spotting what heâs looking for, grabbing one of the napkins nearby. âGottaâ take advantage though, right?â
He picks up a donut, setting it neatly on top of the napkin and putting it down on the table. He opens the fridge, pulling out his lunch and unzipping the bag. Robby watches as he places it on top of whateverâs in there, then puts it back in the fridge, brushing his hands off and closing the door.Â
âWorthy of saving for later?â Robby asks, slightly teasing. Dennis lets out a small laugh, already halfway out the door.Â
âYeah, uhm, trying to be optimistic about getting a break today,â He jokes, stumbling over the words. Heâs still getting used to joking around with his boss.
Robby shakes his head, following him back outside. âOh, you know better than that by now, Whitaker.â
They step out just as the ambulance bay doors open, revealing two paramedics wheeling a gurney in. They both rush over as Dana directs them to an open trauma room, examining the patient while one of the paramedics gives handover.Â
âTwenty-three year old male, motorcycle versus guardrail,â She says. âHelmet off at the scene, significant facial trauma, breathing on his own for now, but itâs not pretty.â
They swing the door to the trauma room open. Nurses flood in behind them, taking their usual spots around the room, clicking monitors on and hooking them up to the patient.Â
âHey, can you open your eyes for me?â Dennis asks, shining his penlight into them when he gets no response. âPupils equal and reactive, GCS six.â
âSats eighty-seven and falling,â Mateo says.Â
âBag him,â Dennis instructs, setting his stethoscope against his chest, moving it around. âDecreased breath sounds bilaterally.â
âThis is gonnaâ be a complex airway,â Frank says, having come in a moment after them. âLetâs get respiratory down here.â
Youâre adjusting some vent settings for one of your patients when your pager goes off, making you pluck it off your scrub pocket, glancing down at the tiny screen.Â
EMERG. DEPT. TRAUMA #3 - STAT PAGE
You shove the pager back into place, already running out of the room, calling for the other RT on shift to finish with your patient as you fly by. You take the stairs down to the ED, shoving the door open at the bottom, gripping your stethoscope in your hand so it doesnât fall. You grab a pair of gloves before opening the trauma room door, trying to assess the situation as best you can in a few seconds. You canât even see the patient from how many people are in there, crowding around the bed.Â
âSats down to seventy-nine,â Perlah says. Garcia already has sterile gloves on, holding her hands up and shaking her head as she looks over Dennisâ shoulder. Heâs holding the laryngoscope, watching the monitor, trying to get a good view of the anatomy.Â
âWe need to crike,â She says.Â
âWoah, hey, Iâm here, whatâs going on?â You say, grabbing a gown, shifting towards the head of the bed. You look towards the patientâs face, or whatâs fucking left of it, exhaling sharply. âJesus.â
âMotorcycle versus guardrail,â Frank says. âHis jawâs completely unstable, we couldnât get a seal with the mask, heâs bleeding like crazy.â
âMove, please,â You say, kind but firm, needing to get a closer look. Dennis pulls the tool out, stepping back, his hands up so they donât get caught on any of the IV lines. Mateo holds the suction as you do your exam, running through options in your head. Heâs already using the biggest suction that he can, and the patient's sats are still falling.Â
The room seems frozen around you as you think, everyone waiting on your next move. You nod to yourself when you decide on the best course of action, a small way to hype yourself up.Â
âIâm going in through the nasal passage,â You say.
âBlind?â Frank asks. âThatâs-â
âNo, not blind,â You correct. âI need a lubricated three-point-five.â
The tube is placed into your hand five seconds later. âIâm gonnaâ try and advance just past the tongue, see if I can use it as a guide.â
You glance up, making eye contact with Frank, then Robby, waiting to see if either will object to your plan. Robby gives you an affirmative nod.Â
âDo it.â
You look to Dennis, whoâs already watching you. âCould you listen for breath sounds please, Dr. Whitaker?â
âOh, Dr. Whitaker,â Garcia repeats. âIs that what you call him in the bedroom?â
âWouldnât you like to know?â You shoot back, smirking.Â
âBehave,â Robby says, but you donât need to look at him to know that heâs fighting a smile. Dennis gets into place as you use your free hand to put your own stethoscope in, settling the diaphragm against the patientâs neck, moving it around until you hear what youâre looking for. Then, you slowly advance the tube through the nostril, eyes flicking towards the chest every few seconds to check for rise.Â
You start to get some resistance at fourteen centimetres, and the chest twitches. You hear a small amount of air pass.
âMinimal movement,â Dennis says, focusing on what heâs hearing.Â
âBag it,â You instruct, and Jesse does, squeezing. The patientâs chest rises again, and Dennis looks back at you, nodding, confirming that he can hear at least some remnants of breath sounds.Â
âSats up to eighty-five,â Perlah announces.Â
You shine your penlight into his mouth, studying the passage that the nasal tube is barely revealing, committing the location of his tracheal opening to memory each time the suction clears enough blood for you to see it.Â
âI can intubate now,â You say.
âAre you sure?â Frank asks, taking a look himself, seeing nothing but blood and a small clearing where the tube sits. âYou still canât visualize most of the landmarks.â
âI donât need all the landmarks,â You counter. âDo you want a real airway or not, Dr. Langdon?â
Dennisâ breath catches in his throat, eyes wide. Youâre looking at Frank expectantly, waiting for a decision. He steps back, nodding. Garcia smirks, speaking before he can.Â
âBlade to hot shot, please.â
You take the tool in your hand, turning on the light and sliding it into place. You donât bother looking towards the monitor, knowing that you wonât be able to see where youâre going.Â
âSeven tube,â You say, reaching for it once itâs passed over, positioning it where the nasal tube already sits. You wait for the suction to expose the clearing again, not hesitating when it does, sliding the tube into the airway. Youâre almost certain that itâs in the right place based on how it feels as it clears the epiglottis. âIâm in.â
The cuff is inflated, and Jesse moves the bag from the nasal tube onto the new one, nodding. âYellow on end-tidal.â
âGood breath sounds bilaterally,â Dennis adds.Â
âSats up to ninety-four,â Perlah says. The tension in the room fades as you look at Dennis, failing to contain a grin when you make eye-contact. He gives you a tiny, proud smile and a subtle nod, silently saying ânice work.â
You donât realize that everyone else catches it, too.Â
âIâll get him up to CT,â Garcia announces. âGlad you were here, hot shot.â
âExcellent work,â Robby says, followed by your last name. The patient is wheeled out of the room, and youâre all left behind, pulling off gowns and gloves.Â
âThanks,â You say. âItâs what Iâm good for.â
Dennis holds the door for you as you leave, exhaling once youâre out. Frank holds his fist up.Â
âSorry for doubting you,â He says. You smile, tapping your knuckles against his.Â
âNo harm, no foul,â You insist, waving him off. The adrenaline of the trauma starts to wear off as you move towards one of the computers, wanting to get the charting out of the way before you go back to the ICUâas long as none of your patients crash. Goosebumps splinter over your arms, despite the long-sleeve youâre wearing under your scrub top, making you shiver.Â
Dennis is shrugging his fleece off before you even sit down, handing it to you, already focused on the board to figure out where he should head first. Heâs about to walk away when he remembers, spinning back around and leaning towards you over the desk.Â
âOh, hey, thereâs something for you in my lunch,â He says, voice quiet, but everyone in the vicinity hears him. They started watching the second he passed you his jacket without a single word. âYou can grab it before you head back up, if you want.â
You close your hand around his fleece, trying to get your brain to function again. All work is abandoned by the people around when, for the first time possibly ever, youâre speechless. Not because this is unusual behaviour, just because heâs never done it soâŚpublicly before.Â
âOkay,â You finally say, the single word breathy and faint. âThank you.â
Everyone is staring at the two of you like itâs their favourite TV show.Â
âYeah, âcourse,â He says.
He walks off, you take a seat, pulling the fleece over your head and sticking your badge to the front pocket before logging on to the computer. Your heart is racing, but you do your best to hide it from your colleagues.
âYou ever wonder how they ended up together?â Frank asks, watching the interaction from afar, the question aimed at Mel, who has no idea what heâs referring to.
âWho?â She asks, barely looking up from her tablet.Â
âWhitaker and Hot Shot,â He clarifies. Mel looks up now, still confused.Â
She says your real name like itâs a question. Frank nods.Â
âYeah, Hot Shot,â He emphasizes.Â
Mel shrugs. âI didnât know everyone called her that, I thought it was just Garcia.â
âDoesnât matter,â He says, moving on. âLabs back for twelve yet?â
Trinity comes back into the department twenty minutes later, having gone outside for a breather, stopping just behind your chair as she walks by. She squints, realizing that youâre definitely wearing Whitakerâs quarter-zip, the one he wears pretty much every single day once it starts getting colder. She goes straight to Victoria, whoâs talking to Cassie while they wait for one of their patients to get back from CT.Â
âHe gave her his fucking fleece,â She says, eyes drifting towards you. Victoria and Cassie look over.Â
âOh my god, thatâs so cute,â Victoria says, pouting slightly. âHeâs so sweet to her.â
âHave you seen her?â Trinity asks, rhetorical. âHeâs got to be in order to keep her around.â
Cassie raises an eyebrow. âI think itâs probably just because he loves her.â
âOr he knows heâs punching above his weight,â Trinity counters. âI love the kid, but sheâs practically a supermodel.â
âWell, maybe thatâs what drew her to him,â Victoria suggests. âYou know, sheâs so used to people tripping over themselves to impress her, maybe she liked the fact that he doesnât make a fool out of himself to get her attention.â
Trinity thinks about that for a second, cocking her head slightly as she looks at you. âHuh. Never thought about it like that.â
âHas no one considered the idea that she just thought he was attractive?â Cassie asks. âHeâs a good looking guy!â
Victoria shrugs. âDoesnât matter either way, they clearly love eachother.â
You barely even realize that your headâs starting to hurt before a pill cup and your favourite donut are placed on your desk. You tug your eyes away from the screen, almost done with your charting, blinking a few times to clear your fuzzy vision. Thereâs two ibuprofen tablets in the cup, and you see Dennis standing beside you, holding his water bottle out. Robby watches from his workstation a few feet away, smiling, remembering how he watched Dennis set that donut aside a couple hours ago. It wasnât for him, it was for you.Â
"Headache?" He asks.
âHowâŚ?â You ask, taking the bottle from him and opening the lid.Â
âYouâre blinking more than usual,â He says, as though anyone wouldâve picked up on it.
âOh,â You say. âYeah, it's not too bad, though. Thank you.â
You take the pills and a few extra sips of water before passing it back to him. He sets it on the counter, folding his arms over his chest as he leans back.Â
âYou should eat something,â He suggests.Â
You nod. âIâll eat this in one second, thank you so much, Denny.â
Robby looks towards Dana, mouthing âDenny?â to her, and she mouths âI know!â back.Â
Dennis nods, taking a seat at one of the computers across the hub. You finish your own charting a few minutes later, standing up and walking over to one of the nearby sinks, washing your hands thoroughly. You pick up the donut when you get back to the desk, tearing it in half, holding one side out towards him.Â
Heâs so wrapped up in his work that he barely glances up when he takes it, then he does a double take, brows furrowing before he looks at you. Heâs about to protest when you give him a look, one that letâs him know that youâre well aware he hasnât eaten since his shift started. He keeps his half raised up, tilting it towards you, and you tap your own portion against his. You both take a bite at the same time, and Princess raises an eyebrow.Â
âDid they justâŚcheers with a donut?â She asks.Â
âYou havenât seen âem do that before?â Dana asks. âThey do it with everythingâgranola bars, apple slices, sandwiches. Itâs sweet.â
âI saw them do it with goldfish once,â Mateo says, spinning around in his chair to face them. âPretty sure they made them kiss.â
You stretch your arms above your head a few minutes later, leaning against the back of your chair. A few people glance over, hoping to get a glimpse of something, but Dennisâ fleece keeps everything covered. You gather a portion of your hair in your hands, reaching towards your wrist for a hair tie.Â
It snaps when you go to loop it around, making you frown.
âOw,â You murmur, dropping your hair. Victoria goes to offer you a new one, but sheâs cut off by Dennis pulling one off his own arm, slingshotting it across the hub, a solid twenty feet or so. You catch it in your palm like itâs second nature, sticking it between your teeth, smoothing your hair back again.Â
She malfunctions for a second, trying to see if anyone else witnessed that. Most people have gone back to work, eyes focused on screens or notepads, including Dennis.Â
âIâŚhow did you do that?â She asks.Â
Dennis doesnât even look over. âDo what?â
âTheâthe hair tie thing,â She stutters. He shrugs.Â
âSheâs always losing them,â He says, as if that remotely answers her question. Sheâs close enough to see his screen, catching a new secure chat rise to the top of the list that heâs working through answering. Itâs your first and last name followed by âRRT,â the profile photo you in scrubs, standing against a white wall. Â
heading back up
She glances over at you, still sitting across the hub. Youâre looking at your computer, scanning some new orders for your ICU patients, face neutral as you mess with your necklace. She looks back at Dennisâ screen.Â
He signs the note he's working on before opening the conversation.Â
Come here a second
You log off of the computer, pick up your stethoscope and walk over to him. Itâs casualâcomfortable. His hand lifts from the keyboard once youâre close enough, reaching over and flipping the collar of his fleece out from where itâs folded in on itself. You raise an eyebrow as he pats it twice, the simple touch of his palm to your collarbone intoxicating.Â
âHow long has that been bothering you?â You ask, teasing and quiet. The volume has picked back up in the department, so Victoria shuffles a bit closer to try and hear the conversation.Â
He pretends to think, glancing at his watch. âHow long ago did you put it on?â
You laugh under your breath. âI didnât realize I was causing you such distress.â
âYeah, you should probably be more careful,â He says, the corner of his mouth twitching up, but his eyes are wide with concern. âAre you warm enough? I think I have a long sleeve in my bag if you want it.â
You do want it, but not because youâre still cold.Â
âNo, Iâm okay, thank you,â You say, trying to get your feet to move, but his presence is sucking you in. Youâre tempted to wedge yourself into his side, knowing that heâd probably respond automatically, arms wrapping around you and his lips brushing your temple like they would at home.Â
âOkay, just come grab it if you change your mind,â He says. Your pager beeps from your pocket, and you grimace, face scrunching up in disappointment.Â
âI will,â You say, checking it quickly before putting it back. Youâre still hesitating, not taking a step away from him. He smiles.Â
âGo,â He insists, softly. âThey need you.â
You look at him for another second, pursing your lips. âYeah, alright, going now, Dr. Whitaker.â
Victoriaâs eyes widen as she rereads the same line on her tablet for the millionth time. A blush blooms on Dennisâ neck, and he brings a hand up to try and cover it immediately, his blue eyes following you as you get closer to the doors, filled with adoration.Â
He gets another secure chat five minutes later. Victoria squints to see what it says.Â
made it :)
donât work too hard while im gone
He types back right away.Â
Yes maâam
Victoria gasps. Dennis glances back at her.Â
She brings her elbow up to her face, pretending to cough a few times, clearing her throat once sheâs done with the performance.Â
âSorry, dry in here today,â She says, trying to give him a reassuring smile. He nods once, unconvinced, but he doesnât press her on it.Â
Her own secure chat lights up.Â
TRINITY SANTOS, MD
smooth, crash
Seven finally rolls around, signalling the end of your shift. You go back downstairs, waiting outside the ER, like usual, backpack on and changed out of your scrubs. Dennis comes out ten minutes later with Trinity and Victoria trailing behind, his eyes softening when he sees you.Â
âHey, ready to go?â He asks, making you look up from your phone. You nod, greeting his friends before falling in step beside him, bumping your shoulder against his.Â
âOh, gross,â Trinity says, frowning at the heavy rain thatâs pouring outside. âYou want a ride, Crash?â
âYes, please,â Victoria says, already bracing herself as Trinity opens the door, turning back to you and Dennis for a second. âGoodnight.â
âNight,â You both say, giving her a tiny wave as they step out into the rain, running to Trinityâs car.Â
Dennis pulls his keys out of his backpack, squeezing your wrist quickly. âStay here.â
You smile. âI know.â
He goes outside, rounding the corner and speedwalking away from the doors. You stay inside, waiting, until you feel someone stop beside you.Â
âWaiting for Whitaker?â Robby asks. âI swore he left a few minutes ago.â
âOh, yeah, he did,â You confirm. âHe went to grab the car.â
Robby hums, chuckling. âOf course he did.â
You laugh. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He shrugs, hands in his pockets. âHe just really loves you, is all.â
Your chest and neck start to heat up, making you look towards the ground, scuffing your shoes against the floor. âYeah, he does.â
âWell, have a good night,â He says.Â
You smile. âGoodnight, Robby.â
He walks off just as Dennis pulls the car in front of the doors, shifting it into park as he leans over, gripping the inside handle of the passenger side door. You tense up the moment youâre outside, rain pelting against you, thankful that you still have his fleece on as you run to the car. He opens the door right before you make it so you can just jump inside, slamming it shut behind you, wiping some water off your face.Â
Youâre both soaked, him more than you, obviouslyâbut he doesnât care. He leans over the centre console, hand looping around the back of your neck and pulling you close, kissing you. You kiss him back, smiling into it, wrapping your fingers around his wrist. He kisses your forehead after, then pecks your lips again for good measure.Â
âLove you,â He says.Â
âI love you,â You echo, still smiling.Â
A/N - i love that u guys love dennis and hot shot bc i think about them constantly
r2! dennis whitaker x PT! reader
âł tags: third installment of PT notes, fem! reader, fluff, first date ish, teeny tiny bit of angst if you squint, 2/4 of the pittlings + samira being nosy
âł warnings: mentions of car accidents, implied patient death, alcohol
âł disclaimers: not american + still a student PT so there will be inaccuracies, not proofread
âł word count: 2.56k words
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07:00 P.M.
He was not getting off this shift on-time.
Robby had gathered everyone around for an ER-wide huddle five minutes earlier to brief everyone on the incoming wave of patients headed for the ER. Multiple-vehicular collision, at least ten cars, estimated thirty patients, ETA five minutes.
âIf you have any calls to make, I suggest you make them now,â Robby said, grimly. âOnce the first few patients arrive, weâll be overrun within the minute. No time for calls then.â
Dennis exhaled shakily as he dialed your number and brought the phone up to his ear.
âDennis!â you greeted him from the other end of the line. âIs everything okay?â
He couldnât help but smile softly at the sound of your voice. After the headbutt incident, youâd seen each other a total of three times. For your jobs, that was a lot but the quick smiles and glances whenever you passed by each other could only do so much. It was safe to say that he missed you.
âHey, doc,â he said, softly, dreading having to tell you what he was calling for. âI think weâre gonna have to do a rain-check for our date later. Iâm really sorry, Iâve been looking forward to it all week buââ
âNo, none of that,â you said, reassuringly. A kitchen timer goes off in the background, your scramble to turn it off heard loud and clear on Dennisâs end. âI saw the pile-up on the news. I understand, please donât apologize.â
He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. He knew that the overtime and cancelled plans came with the job and he knew it wasnât his fault. But the thought of you going through all the trouble of cooking and getting ready for a dinner date that was never going to happen made his stomach twist with guilt.
âI just want you to know that this date was all I thought about this week,â he said, sadly. âI really did want to come over and spend time with you.â
âI could still go and see you?â
Dennisâs eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, I cââ
âFirst two arrivals! Twenty-three year-old male and twenty-four year-old female!â
He swore before bringing the phone back to his ear. âIâll call you again later,â he said, quickly. âIâm sorry.â
He hung up before you could wish him good luck.
-
When you saw the news of the accident on the news, wishful thinking kept you going. Of course, you knew better but maybe, just maybe, your favorite resident had already clocked out and was on his way to your apartment.
You got the call just as the oven went off.
You didnât hold it against him. It was his job, after all, and it was out of his control. But he just sounded so sad on the phone, it didnât seem right to just eat the food you made and pack the leftovers for tomorrow.
So, now, you were staring at the food on the counter wondering if you had enough to-go containers to fit everything. Were you overstepping and potentially embarrassing yourself in front of him and the entire ED staff? Maybe.
âA risk Iâm willing to take,â you muttered to yourself as you carefully loaded the containers into your car. âFor true love, I guess.â
08:00 P.M.
Everyone could sense the miserable energy radiating off of Dennis. Like, even more than usual. Everyone knew why, of course, it was the only thing anyone in the ER talked about in the last few days. Shy mousy farmboy Dr. Whitaker scoring a date with the cute PT on the day they met? It was news to everyone.
If they had gotten off on time, Trinity had enlisted the help of Samira and Javadi to help Dennis get ready for his big date, much to Dennisâs embarrassment. He secretly appreciated it, but they didnât need to know that. Theyâd tried inviting Mel but sheâd politely declined, saying she had to take care of her sister, but not before making them promise to tell her about everything.
âHey, farmboy,â Trinity said, quietly, coming up to him after theyâd just stabilized a patient. âIâm sorry about your date.â
âHuh? Oh, right,â he replied, clearing his throat. âItâs alright, really. No big deal.â
âRight. Does that explain why youâve been miserymaxxing for the past hourââ
âOkay, first of all, never say that again,â Dennis said, holding a finger up to stop her. âAnd, second, fine, yes! I feel shitty about cancelling.â
âIâm sure she understands,â Trinity said, giving him a comforting squeeze on the shoulder. âShe wasnât mean about it on the phone, was she?â
He laughed humorlessly. âThe opposite, actually. Made me feel even worse.â
She laughed, making Dennis send her a small glare. âYouâll live, Huckleberry,â she said with a small grin. âShe likes you. Iâm sure sheâd be more than down to reschedule.â
âI hope so,â he sighed, tiredly. âIs it going to be like this forever?â
Trinity had to stop herself from full-on cackling at her roommateâs expression. âCâmon, Huckleberry. Weâve got some more lives to save.â
09:00 P.M.
The wave of patients eventually turned into a trickle before things were back to normal in the ER. Dennis sighed as he slung his bag over his shoulder and walked alongside Trinity out of the double doors into chairs. He clicked on your contact and pressed his phone to his ear.
âHey,â he greeted, surprised you picked up after one ring. âJust got off my shift. Iâm sorry again about cââ
âItâs okay, you donât have to keep saying sorry.â
âDo you want to reschedule? Iâm off this Wednesday.â
âOh, we donât have to reschedule.â
Dennis swore he felt his heart fall out his ass. Maybe you didnât like him as much as Trinity thought. âOh. Um, okay.â
You heard the change in his tone and panicked. âNo, Den, I didnât mean it like that!â you squeaked, quickly rolling down the window of your car. âWe donât have to reschedule because Iâm kind of⌠already here.â
The small beep from your car quickly caught the attention of the two residents. You locked eyes with Dennis and gave him a small wave as the two of them jogged over.
âWhat are you doing here?â Dennis asked in disbelief. âDid you drive all the way here? Even with the accââ
Trinity elbowed him in the shoulder, making you laugh. âYou can lecture me all you want later, Dr. Whitaker,â you said, chuckling. âBut, I came to see you, of course.â
âYou didnât have to do that,â he said, his eyes softening.
âI wanted to and, besidesââ you pointed your thumb at the backseat ââbrought enough to feed a few residents.â
âOh, youâre the best,â Trinity said, her eyes widening. âHey, guys!â
Trinity called the rest of the day-shift over as you got out of your car and handed them the containers. You mustâve heard a hundred âthank youâs before they eventually walked over to the park across the PTMC. Leaving you and Dennis with the last two containers of food.
âHey, hotshot,â you said, giving him a small nudge. âWant to help a girl out and find a nice bench away from your co-workers?â
âGladly.â
-
âWas your shift okay?â
You saw his shoulders sag before he shook his head. âNot exactly dinner date topic material but, no, it was not okay,â he winced. âThe first two patients that came in⌠the EMTs said their car was in the worst shape out of all of them.â
âDo you want to talk about it?â
He thought about it for a bit before shaking his head. âI donât want to bum you out with the details,â he said with a sad smile. âBesidesâ oh, I think right here is perfect.â
He gently brushed the leaves from the tabletop before setting down everything he was carrying on it. This was not how you expected your weekend to go. You thought youâd be watching a movie with Dennis on your couch by now but instead he was pulling your chair out for you on a random chess table in the park. The soft glow from the lamps and the soft breeze that blew through the park did little to calm both Dennisâs and your racing hearts.
âHow much food did you make?â he asked, incredulously, as you cracked open one of the containers. âDidnât you already give away five of these?â
You shushed him as you pushed a loaded plate in his direction. âDoesnât matter,â you said, making him chuckle. âJust eat.â
âYes, maâam.â
You smiled fondly as he basically inhaled his plate with the speed of a resident who probably only had an energy bar for lunch. He mustâve noticed because he flushed and wiped his mouth before chewing his food more slowly.
âThis is really good, by the way,â he said, smiling softly. âThank you.â
âIâm glad you think so,â you replied, smiling back. âI didnât spend hours cooking just to come up with something that tasted like shit.â
The mention of the time you spent cooking makes Dennisâs stomach twist in guilt again. âIâm really sorry today turned out like this.â
You sighed and reached over to grab his hand, running your thumb back and forth over his, reassuringly. The little jolt of energy that ran up your fingers surprised the both of you.
âHey, Iâm just glad I get to spend time with you, okay?â you said, smiling. âThis is more than enough.â
âYou deserve a real date,â he said, a little sadly. âNot saying this isnât a real date! But you deserve more than this.â
You stayed silent, waiting for him to go on. âI just donât want to mess this up, you know?â he said, with a sad laugh. âI really like you and it would really suck if this didnât work out.â
âWell, you said you had Wednesday off?â you asked, smiling softly. âI heard thereâs a new coffee place downtown.â
He smiled back and gave your hand a small squeeze. âMaybe we could grab some coffee together after you clock out? The pastries are on me.â
âItâs a date.â
You both smiled and reluctantly let go of each otherâs hand to get back to eating. The two containers of food eventually emptied and you grabbed a beer from the six-pack you brought, setting it in front of him.
âAlso⌠you like me?â you asked, grinning.
Youâd never seen anyone turn redder than Dennis was at that moment.
âShit, I did say that, didnât I?â he said, laughing nervously. âIs it bad that I do?â
âI donât go around bringing dinner to guys I donât like, Dennis,â you said, rolling your eyes playfully. âSo, no, itâs not a bad thing. That was the best case scenario, actually.â
He laughed as he took a sip of beer. âYou still shouldnât have driven here, by the way,â he said, trying to be serious. âYou know, with the accident and all. Iâd hate to see you in the ED. Again.â
âAww, not even for consults?â
âYou know what I mean,â he said, trying not to smile too wide. âStay home next time.â
âI couldnât help it. You just sounded so sad.â
âYou can just say you missed me.â
You scoffed as Dennis smirked a little behind his beer can. âYouâre pushing it, hotshot,â you warned, feeling the warmth on your cheeks. âSo, what if I did? I could say the same about you. Just ten minutes ago, you were seconds away from grovellingââ
âI was not!â he said, laughing in disbelief.
âYou so were!
The playful banter continued, both of you completely oblivious to the small crowd of three peeking from behind one of the bushes.
âUgh, barf,â Trinity whispered. âTheyâre so in love with each other, itâs gross.â
âApartment walls are pretty thin,â Javadi said with a shit-eating grin. âMaybe you and Garcia have some competition.â
âEww, can we not!â Samira said, her nose scrunching at the thought. âI donât need to hear about my co-workersâ sex lives.â
Pictures of you and Dennis were taken, I fear. Perlah and Princess would be eating this up in the morning.
10:00 P.M.
Despite the protests, you gave Dennis a ride home. The poor guy fell asleep as soon as he finished typing out his and Trinityâs shared address on your phone. You made sure to drive extra carefully to not wake him. Your favorite resident deserved the rest.
Dennisâs small snores slowly ceased, blinking awake just as you pulled into his apartment complexâs parking lot.
âMorning, sleeping beauty,â you hummed, slowly coming to a stop. You smiled fondly as you took in the sight of him: messy hair, bleary eyes, and a small smile on his face at the nickname.
âThanks for the ride,â he said, yawning and rubbing his eyes. âI owe you.â
âYou really donât,â you said, chuckling as you shook your head. âI had fun tonight. Thank you.â
Silence washed over you two.
âSo, umâŚâ Dennis swallowed. âGoodbye, I guess?â
You laughed, eyes crinkling in amusement. âBye, Dennis,â you said, softly. âHave a good night.â
None of you budged, waiting for the other to make the first move. Dennis was now suddenly hyperaware of the fact that you two were alone, all the sleep in his system now gone. You also noticed the way his eyes were darting from yours to your lips. Maybe he wouldnât notice that you were doing the same.
As if on cue, both of you rushed to lean forward, causing both your foreheads and teeth to bump into each other. You both hissed, clutching your own foreheads and laughing a little as you checked each other for any injuries.
âWe should really stop with the almost-concussions,â he said, laughing as he scanned your face one last time. âI donât think I could live with myself if I sent you to the ER.â
You laughed, leaning in closer. âDo you want to try that again?â
The two of you slowly leaned towards each other until your lips touched. He slowly brought his hand up to rest on your cheek as you deepened the kiss. Dennis let out a muffled groan before you both pulled away to breathe.
âWhoa,â he said, breathing heavily. âYouâre good at that.â
âOh my god, shut up!â you said, giving him a shove to hide how flustered you felt. âGet out of my car, youâre making me feel all icky and gooey inside.â
He laughed and slung his bag over his shoulder, slowly getting out of the passenger seat. âDrive safe, okay?â
âI will. See you this Wednesday?â
âWouldnât miss it for the world.â
He stayed by the apartment complex entrance waving until your car was completely out of sight. Sighing contentedly, he turned around and entered the building. Heâd entered the apartment only to be bombarded with questions from Trinity and⌠Javadi on FaceTime?
Heâd told them about most of the date, leaving the part where you kissed out. Dennis wanted to keep that to himself for now. As he was getting ready for bed, he heard his phone ding. A text from you.
from: doc headbutt
sent: 10:38 p.m.
just got home!! thank u again for today <33 good night and get some rest xx
He smiled. Maybe today wasnât so bad.
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summary: there are two things that everyone in the ER knows about youâyou're incredible at your job and extremely hot. the thing that they don't know is that you're dating one of their newest residents and have been for years.
pairings: dennis whitaker x RT!reader (respiratory therapist)
cw/tags: female reader (she/her pronouns used), described as having breasts and wearing a thong and bralette, mentions of cleavage and nipples, hair long enough for the top half to be tied back in a nondescript way. established relationship, typical pitt warnings (hospitals, intubations, chest compressions, sedation drugs, etc etc), swearing, ogilvie being a freak lowkey, very very minor and casual inappropriate conduct i guess (everyone wants you badly okay is it such a crime??), garcia calls you 'hot shot,' HPV in this context stands for 'hot potato voice,' not human papillomavirus lmfao, no smut but a few sexually explicit references
takes place on the fourth of july but absolutely zero reference to any real events of season 2 so no spoilers!
the pitt needs to introduce some respiratory therapists okay or else
Dennis knows youâre hot, obviously. Everyone with eyes knows that youâre hot. He still sometimes canât believe the fact that he gets to date someone like you, even though youâve been together for years at this point. You were working in a clinic that he did one of his first medical school rotations at, and for whatever reason, you had liked him.Â
You got a job at PTMC a year later, and you absolutely loved the fast-paced chaos that was the ER and ICU.Â
When it came time for Dennis to spend a few months at the trauma centre he decided to set some ground rules, not wanting anyone to give him special treatment because they knew he was dating one of their best respiratory therapists. No, he wanted to establish himself as a good student on his own, and he didnât want to risk anyone making fun of you for being with him, not that he told you about that reason.Â
You had agreed, hesitantly, but ultimately thought that it made sense to keep things at work strictly professional.Â
At first, that had been fine. You actually spent the vast majority of your time in the ICU, since the patients up there typically needed more oversight regarding ventilation settings, and most of the doctors in the ER were more than capable of handling emergent intubations on their own. The two of you didnât even cross paths for the first couple weeks that he was working in the ER, which was different from when he was doing internal medicine and admitting patients to the ICU frequently.Â
October 30th, 2024
âFifty-eight year old male, severe SOB and throat swelling, sats eighty-eight on non-rebreather,â The paramedic says, wheeling a gurney thorough the ambulance bay doors.Â
âWhitaker!â Samira calls, and he races over, holding his stethoscope so it doesnât fall as he moves.Â
âTemp thirty-nine, difficulty swallowing, HPV,â The paramedic continues. âHistory of type two diabetes, hypertension, and obstructive sleep apnea.â
The patient is propped up on the gurney, not laying fully back, likely because he wouldnât be able to breathe if he did so. Samira counts down when they make it to the trauma room, hands moving the patient onto the hospital bed. She asks the patient for his name as Whitaker starts his exam, shifting between nurses as they try to figure out whatâs going on. He shines his penlight into the manâs mouth, swallows some mild panic, then speaks.Â
âDrooling, significant submandibular swelling, limited mouth opening,â He says. âUnable to visualize the posterior pharynx, reduced neck extension.â
Mel has her stethoscope to the manâs back, listening carefully. âLungs sound clear, but weâve got significant stridor.â
Dennis takes a piece of gauze to wipe away some drool from the patientâs mouth. âUnable to handle secretions.â
âSats decreasing,â Princess says. âDown to eighty-two.â
âOkay, weâre gonnaâ need to intubate, and fast,â Samira says. âMel, youâre up.â
Mel orders ketamine and rocuronium, then positions herself by the patientâs head. It becomes extremely obvious that this intubation wonât be easy, but Mel attempts it anyway.Â
âThereâs a lot of swelling,â She says.Â
âWhereâs Robby?â Samira asks, and one of the nurses leaves to go find him. The video laryngoscope is inserted, but Mel genuinely canât see anything on the screen. Sedation starts to kick in, and the patient goes limp.Â
âI canât visualize the epiglottis,â Mel says, her voice still calm, but Dennis can see a small amount of panic in her expression as she attempts to insert the tube. âI canât get it in.â
âOkay, first pass failed,â Samira adds, keeping everyone in the room up to speed. She takes a closer look at the screen, shaking her head. âPage respiratory and surgery, stat.â
Samira gives the intubation a try, but she canât pass the tube either, and the patient is desatting quickly. âWhere the hell is Robby?â
âStuck with another patient,â Mateo says, replacing the bag over the patientâs face, squeezing it every few seconds.Â
Rushed footsteps echo across the linoleum floors from outside, and Dennis looks up just in time to see you push the door to the room open, the badge that reads your name and âRTâ over a purple background swinging back and forth from your sprint to the department. Dennis sees the way the room relaxes, thanking god that youâre the responding respiratory therapist.
He also sees how good you look.Â
You donât have an undershirt on for once, and the slight v-neck of your scrubs shows off a bit more skin than usual. You somehow manage to make hospital issued scrub pants look amazing, and if he didnât know any better he would think that they had been tailored to your body. The fabric shows off the curve of your ass perfectly.Â
âWhatâs up?â You ask, grabbing a pair of gloves, slipping into them as you move to the head of the bed.Â
âFifty-eight year old male, severe mouth and neck swelling, two failed intubation attempts,â Mel explains. âSats down to seventy.â
You do a brief exam, hands feeling up the sides of his neck and jaw, then you look inside his mouth, nodding.Â
âOkay, I need more pillows under his head, prop him up more,â You say. âEars to sternal notch alignment, please.â
You take hold of the mask that Mateo was keeping pressure on, using both hands to seal it around the patientâs face as he continues to squeeze the bag. Garcia opens the door to the room, taking in the situation.Â
âWhatâs up, party people?â She asks, looking at the patientâs face. âYikes, we should crike.â
âYou know me better than that,â You counter, shifting your arms out of the way as Jesse packs pillows and blankets underneath the patients head. âCanât let you surgeons have all the fun.â
âWhatâs your plan here, hot shot?â She asks, an emphasis on hot that makes Dennis look up.Â
âLetâs add a PEEP valve, ten centimetres,â You say, and Mel jumps into action, grabbing the piece that youâve asked for and fitting it to the mask. âI need someone on suction, too.â
âYep, got it,â Dennis says, scrambling a bit with the tube, his hands shaking ever-so-slightly. Youâre calmer than everyone else in the room.Â
âSats up to ninety-two,â Princess says, eyes flicking over the monitor.Â
He doesnât miss the way you look at Garcia, a small smirk on your face as she holds her hands up, letting you work.Â
âOkay, letâs try intubation again with a bougie,â You say. âDonât stop with that suction, Whitaker. Princess, can you take over for me?â
The nurse takes your place, positioning her hands over the mask exactly how yours had been. Jesse hands you the laryngoscope, which you toy with for a second, turning the light on and making sure you can see the monitor. Princess pulls the mask off once youâre in place, and you slide it into the patient's mouth.Â
âDr. Mohan, can you put some pressure right here.â You put your free hand on the patientâs neck, and Samira moves to copy the action. âGood, right against the thyroid cartilage. Press towards the spine.â
Samira follows the instructions with ease, doing exactly what youâve asked.Â
âUp and to the patientâs right a bit,â You add, keeping your eyes on the monitor as you hold steady. Samira adjusts. âOkay, perfect, hold it there. Bougie.â
You take the bougie in hand, and Dennis keeps the suction going, trying to keep the field clear of fluids. You donât look at the screen for a moment, sliding it past the tracheal rings on feel alone, and then you glance back over, confirming the placement. Jesse hands you the tube when you reach your hand out, and you slip it over the bougie, inserting it into the airway. Dennis watches it on the monitor, a rush of pride swelling over him.Â
âIâm in,â You say, pulling the bougie out. Mateo attaches the bag to the end of the tube, and the monitorâs beeping comes to a stop as his sats hold steady. "Yellow on end-tidal."
âSats up to ninety-eight,â Mel says, turning to look at you. âThat was awesome.â
She raises her hand, giving you a high-five, which makes you grin.Â
âThanks for the assist,â Samira adds, the sentence punctuated by your last name. The door between the trauma rooms open, revealing Robby, whoâs eyes instantly land on you.Â
âRobby,â You greet.Â
âOh, good,â He says. âShe got your airway, I assume?â
Dennis doesnât miss the way his eyes trail up and down over your figure. Mel canât look away from you either, eyes snapping between Robby and your chest. He watches her squeeze them shut for a moment, shaking her head lightly to bring herself back to the case. You pull your gloves off as you walk over to the door, turning to Garcia before you leave.Â
âWhen will you learn to stop underestimating me?â You ask, teasingly.Â
âNever,â Garcia shoots back, a flirtatious smile on her lips. âKeeps you sharp.â
You roll your eyes, then leave the room without a second thought, tossing your gloves into the garbage outside. Dennis stares at the doorway until he hears Robby ask Samira what she plans on doing next.Â
After that it became extremely clear that everyone in the ER thought you were hot, which Dennis couldnât blame them for, but it still bugged him. Peoples eyes lingered on you a little too long whenever you were around, movements a second delayed because they were too busy thinking about you. It didnât matter if you were just checking on a ventilated patient or trying to intubate a critical case, people were always watching.Â
They also talked about you.Â
Like, a lot.
It was driving Dennis insane.Â
And after ten months he just couldnât take it anymore.Â
You were elated when he landed an emergency medicine residency at PTMC, as was he, but it also meant that he had to keep watching people pine after you.Â
The Fourth of Julyâa dreaded day in the emergency room, one that both of you were working. One of the boarders who had been waiting for an ICU bed desatted an hour into the day, resulting in your subsequent page and arrival to the department. Dennis comes out of a patientâs room, Ogilvie and Joy behind him, to you leaning against the nurses desk, laughing at something Dana had said.Â
He almost stops walking at the sight.Â
Your hair isnât fully pulled back, the lower half out and styled perfectly around your jaw and shoulders. The top half is tied up, slightly frizzed. Youâre wearing the typical navy blue scrubs with a white long-sleeve underneath, sleeves rolled up to your elbows, your forearms tensed as you brace yourself against the desk.Â
âOh, Whitaker and friends,â Dana says, gesturing for him to come over, then she says your name. âThese are some of our new med students.â
Ogilvie moves so fast it makes Dennisâ head spin.Â
âHi, James Ogilvie,â He says, outstretching his hand for you to shake, an obviously flirtatious smile on his face. âMS4.â
You raise an eyebrow, shaking his hand as you say your name. âRespiratory. Nice to meet you.â
âUh, this is Joy,â Dennis says, and she gives you a wave. It might be the most enthusiastic thing sheâs done all morning.Â
âSheâs one of our best RTâs,â Dana adds. âCan intubate pretty much anyone.â
âVery good to know,â Ogilvie says, still smiling. âIâll keep that in mind.â
You smile back, completely friendly, no undertones. âOur entire team is great, donât ever hesitate to page. Weâre happy to help out. I have a patient, but again, nice meeting you.â
You turn away from them, your badge colliding with the desk, unclipping from your shirt and clattering to the floor. You huff in annoyance, bending over to pick it up. Youâre flexible enough to not have to bend your knees much at all, a fact that Dennis knows very well, but the back of your shirt rides up just as your scrub pants shift, and he catches a glimpse of your hot pink thong.Â
Yolanda emerges from one of the rooms behind Dennis, a low whistle leaving her lips when she sees you, not hesitating to walk over as you stand back up.Â
âNice thong, hot shot,â She says, and your hand collides with her shoulder in a playful push. You pull the waistband of your pants up, tug your shirt down, clip your badge back on and walk away. Trinity appears in Dennis' peripheral, a smirk on her face and arms folded over her chest as she looks to where you just were. Even Danaâs eyes are wide, and she takes a second before speaking.Â
âShowâs over,â She says, referring to the handful of people who look like they just saw a ghost, frozen in place.Â
âHoly shit,â Ogilvie mumbles, and Dennis can finally move again, hands reaching for a tablet so he can pull up a patientâs chartâany chart. âPlease tell me sheâs single.â
Dennis isnât sure if the question is directed at him, but Dana answers before he can open his mouth.Â
âUnfortunately not, Ogilvie,â She says, eyes now focused on her computer, glasses on.Â
Trinity pipes up. âYeah, youâd probably be the five hundredth med student sheâs rejected if you asked her out, trust me.â
âThat doesnât mean she isnât single,â James insists. âMaybe she just wasnât interested in those other med students.â
Trinity clicks her tongue behind her teeth. âNah, sheâs in a relationship, trust me. No one turns down that many people without so much as a stutter unless theyâre already spoken for.â
A trauma comes in a few hours later, a smoke inhalation patient. Theyâre coding upon arrival, one of the paramedics straddling the gurney as theyâre wheeled in, instantly gaining Robbyâs attention.Â
âWhitaker, with me,â He says, which means Ogilvie and Joy follow as well. âPage respiratory.â
âWe donât mess around with smoke inhalation,â Dennis says. âAlways get RT down here as soon as you can, those airways swell like crazy.â
âAs long as itâs that RT from earlier,â Ogilvie says.Â
Dennis says your name, followed by âand listen when they introduce themselves.â
âHow was I suppose to listen when she looks like that?â He asks. Dennis wants to punch him.Â
âYouâre disgusting,â Joy says.Â
âWhat?â Ogilvie asks. âYou thought she was hot, too.â
âYeah, but you donât hear me talking about it.â
The trauma room fills up quickly, and you arrive just as they move the patient onto the mattress, still doing compressions. Dennis doesnât miss the way Ogilvie looks at Joy when you walk in, completely oblivious to the small interaction.Â
âTalk to me,â You say, gloving up.Â
Robby gives you the summary, finishing up just as Dennis takes over on compressions. Your mouth goes dry at the sight, your breath catching in your throat for half a second. His biceps push against his scrubs, his chain dangling in front of him, the way it does when heâs fucking you.Â
âWeâwe should intubate right away,â You say, turning back to Robby.Â
âYou read my mind,â He says, and you move quickly. The intubation goes relatively smoothly, all things considered, but the patient remains in asystole.Â
Robby says your last name, making you look at him. âSwitch with Ogilvie.â
You nod, letting Donnie take over with the bag, positioning yourself over the patient and pushing into their chest hard. The arterial waveform spikes sharply on the monitor, dipping as you allow the chest to recoil, then peaks again when you push back down.Â
âNow that is how you do chest compressions,â Robby says. âOgilvie, Joy, take notes.â
âGladly,â Ogilvie whispers, happy to have an opportunity to stare at you.Â
âRhythm check,â Dennis says, glancing at his watch. You stop, lifting your hands off the patientâs chest, looking towards the monitor.Â
âV-fib,â You say, at the same time Dennis does, too. You donât look at him, but a small smile forms on your face, which makes his heart jump.Â
âCharge to two-hundred,â He says, picking up the paddles and placing them on the chest. âClear!â
Normal sinus returns after the shock, making the room collectively exhale. Dennis steps back, putting the paddles away, just as you try to squeeze past him to get to the exit, your services no longer needed. He finds himself taking a small step forward, leaving you with a smaller gap than anticipated, resulting in your ass brushing against his crotch.Â
âSorry, âscuse me,â You murmur, but you donât really mean it. Dennis has to stop himself from grabbing your hips. âPage if you need me.â
âOh, we will,â Robby says.Â
By the time the patient is stabilized youâre back in the department, just to check on something, but youâve been roped into a conversation with Samira and Victoria by the water fountain. Youâre playing with the cap on your water bottle, fingers flicking it open and closed repeatedly as Dennis walks out of the trauma room.Â
Heâs sanitizing his hands when your water bottle decides to protest the action, a stream of water shooting up and out of the straw as you pull it open again, landing all over the front of your top. Victoria and Samira gasp, as do you.Â
âShit, are you okay?â Ogilvie asks, and Dennis feels like heâs rooted to his spot as the med student steps closer to you, assessing the damage. Your entire shirt is soaked.
You let out a slightly humiliated laugh, waving him off. âYeah, Iâm totally fine. JustâŚcold.â
Your fingers grip the bottom of the shirt, yanking it over your head, revealing your almost equally wet undershirt. You frown when you look down, accepting a handful of tissues from Samira and starting to blot at the fabric.Â
Everyone in the immediate vicinity comes to a halt, eyes landing on you, his girlfriend, whoâs standing in the middle of the room with your nipples on full display. Dennis is pretty sure youâre not wearing a bra, or at least not one of much substance, and that fact is obvious to those around him, too. Robby and Dr. Al-Hashimi stop mid conversation, both of them craning their necks to see whatâs going on. Mel drops the pen sheâs holding to the ground, the clattering sound ringing in his ears. The patients that line the walls are watching, unable to look away as you scrub the front of your shirt with tissues, completely unaware of what youâve just done.Â
The nurses go silent. Cassie comes out of a patientâs room, feet stopping instantly, and Frank almost runs into her.Â
Something between possession and protection override his jealousy, forcing him to move towards you, stepping directly in front of your chest as he puts his hands on your biceps. You look up at him, then you glance over his shoulder, noticing how quiet everything has gotten.Â
âCome on,â He says, plucking a few more tissues from the box and holding them against your barely exposed cleavage and chest. You donât react at all, as though his hand has been there a million timesâbecause it has.Â
He pushes you towards the bathroom, locking the door behind the both of you. Trinity is the first to speak.Â
âSheâs dating Huckleberry?â
This seems to snap everyone else out of their daze, and people scramble to get back to work, acting as though they didnât all just collectively lose their minds over a wet t-shirt like a bunch of twelve year olds.Â
Your cheeks are hot, but you still find yourself making a joke.Â
âGuess they know weâre dating now,â You say, smiling. He exhales, a tiny laugh escaping.Â
âOr they think Iâm a creep,â He counters, and you laugh this time. He takes his own scrub top off, revealing the tan t-shirt he has underneath and his silver chain, the one that you bought for him on his most recent birthday. âArms up.â
You listen, raising your arms and letting him pull your shirt off, revealing your lace bralette. He swallows, passing you his scrub top before moving towards the hand dryer that sits on the opposite wall, sticking your shirt underneath it.Â
You grab a few paper towels, dabbing at the spots on your pants. Dennis frowns at the practically non-existent flow of air from the dryer, shaking his head.Â
âPass me your scrub top,â He says, hand outstretched. You do, dropping the ball of fabric into his palm. âIâll be right back.â
He unlocks the door, pushing it open, stepping back out into the department. Things have mostly returned to normal, but Dennis doesnât miss the way the small group of people at central go quiet when he reappears, quickly trying to act as though theyâve been working this whole time. He sighs, walking over to the scrubs machine, unclipping your badge and tapping it to the sensor.Â
He inserts your old top, then dispenses a new one. He raps his knuckles against the bathroom door, smiling when you pull it open, letting him back inside. You, begrudgingly, give him his own shirt back, sliding the navy blue top on while he does the same with the black one.Â
âThank you,â You say. âIâm sorry, I didnât realize it wouldâŚâ
You trail off, exhaling sharply, your lips curving up in a disbelieving smile. âBe such an issue.â
Dennis shakes his head, grabbing you by your waist, pressing a quick kiss to your lips.Â
âNot your fault,â He says. âButâŚmaybe wear a better bra from now on, hey?â
âYeah, yeah, definitely a good idea,â You agree.Â
Everyone has moved on by the time you open the door, and you walk towards the exit, pager already going off again. Dennis watches you go, so do a few others.Â
âSee you at home!â You call over your shoulder, and Dennisâ cheeks turn pink.Â
A/N - wow she writes for people other than robby??? it's a miracle
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