JustMe*

I wrote you a letter about him to tell you that this was our boy our future husband and that you need to fight for him

And you write back with this “I know little one just be happy okey? don’t worry”

But when I finely met you I started to cry and to yell at you “why didn’t you tell me!?”

You opened your arms and says “because I want you to be happy at that time” and you smiled at me

“Little one this is just the beginning of a terrible time of our lives and you need to be strong if you wanna see me again” I looked at you with tears in my eyes

I started asking “what’s gonna happen”

You got down your knees you “sigh”

I saw a tear in your eye you started to grin

And say “you got to see it by yourself and it’s not fun believe me and our soul will never be the same after that and I don’t know maybe some love can fix us but I’m not even there yet to find out so we will see okey?” You stand up and you are walking away

I scream one last thing at you

“PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP!”

You turned quickly and fast around and screaming back “I WOULDN’T DARE!” And smiled

“Sighs” I whisper to myself “I hope so”