its been a while
theatreno matter how I look at it, writing everyday is impossible even if I have all the time in the world and everything to my disposition, im just too tired.
but as im here again I'll do it, for my mental health.
my mind has been taken by yet a new interesting yet long topic “witchcraft” which in general is just an spiritual awakening and as I keep reading and learning about it the better it all feels, this is without a doubt the most healthy obsession I've ever taken. but im still learning and feel as though I know absolutely nothing, yet I know so much. its eternal.
I learned about paganism, divination, spell craft, a little astrology but mostly afterlife. this is probably because yet again my mom nearly died not long ago, and on the strangest circumstances too. she said “someone cursed me” when the doctor told her her accident is the most unlikely thing he's seen. so it was simple, I started researching for her and find my own freedom within (how dramatic lol) but its feel like for the longest time I was drowning in problem and a deficient mind. now I feel like Im at peace with my fear and anxiety, after all they kept me alive for so long.
honestly im so dramatic I could cry, but I like to say how I feel in the theatre of my mind.
