Losing someone is the hardest thing to ever go through. Being in love especially makes it worse. Because when you love someone you tell them. So I guess it's too late for that. Everyone told me he lied to me, But I've got to let him go because he is way older than me. My teacher said he photoshopped his face and made it look like he is someone else. I shouldn't have said all those negative things I said to him that I think he's lying, but I don't. I wish he would have answered but he was probably mad. I wish I could take back all my mistakes. I feel ashamed. It's too late.
For everything. I should have asked more questions and made more memories. But it's too late. I'm going to die all alone. I'm so tired of this life. Everyone and everything likes to leave me, everyone just hates me. My favorite chicken died in her sleep. I came to her yesterday and found her on her side and her eyes closed. I picked her up. She was hollow and stiff. I started to cry. My two rabbits died a year ago. My dog biscuit died 2 years ago, chollie died, my great grandma died, my grandpa curt left me without saying goodbye so did claire my 2nd mom. My first parents gave me up, law enforced that, she abused us and let us starve. But who cares, everyone leaves and never comes back.
