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I don't understand the concept of Woman or Man....Like to me a woman can be literally anything....If a female human does something they are still Woman....That being said I don't care that how I might behave or present isn't in line with someone else's idea of woman, because I am woman....but I don't feel like it? Like I'm female....but the label of woman doesn't matter to me because it's a word?

As a Muslim however....people with my anatomy are instructed to behave and present a certain way. And I will always pick Allah'sﷻ wants over mine. Because even though I mighten feel a type of way. I still fall into the category of people instructed to behave within such and such confines.

Before I converted I identified as Nonbinary/Nonconforming. Now I still don't think there such a thing as Gender conformity. Because fundamental Gender is a construct.

How do I reveal what has been hidden? And then I'll decide to wear it again - after I exposed myself.

Why do I want to remove my niqab?

I miss being told I'm pretty. Having haya is a journey, it is a choice. To wear niqab is to show submission to the will of Allâh ﷻ.

I miss all of my previous shortcomings.

My Iman is so low rn.

I want to starve again, I was looking in the mirror and I saw myself and after a while of feeling disgusted with what stared back. I noticed how distorted my reflection really looked.

I begged my husband for a scale in the house. He refused.

I miss all of my coping mechanisms.

I feel low, I feel sad.

I don't feel worthy of niqab. I don't feel worthy of hijab. I want to take it off. I miss the looks and glances.

Quite frankly every sexuality is a test from Allâh ﷻ. Whether your straight gay pan bi and all the others it is a triall from Allâh ﷻ.

You cannot want to reinterpret the Quran to fit your needs and wants.

I saw an argument saying Queer Muslims have been around since Islam. But they haven't been bold enough to change verses of the Quran or push to deny Hadith! Astagfirullah.

He IS the reason they're bringing gunships and have so much knowledge relating to it. His abuse of their trust is the direct result of the destruction of Hometree.

He didn't lead a tribe of the People they united under Tsu'sey and he was a mascot of sorts. I might view Avatar from such a different way because I'm not indigenous, the country I come from does not have the same colonial scars as other Caribbean Nations, also I know an ungodly amount of Avatar lore.

Someone said the Omatikyia have strict gender roles and I know that to be false. They also said Neytiri is sexualized because she wears a little clothing.

No one wears much clothing - not even the men. Children are left to run naked and free because they are not held down by the gender based violence (sexual violence, unnecessary and unwanted sexualization) that human society have. In cultures in which people are the happiest with the loosest gender roles but strong family bonds very little clothing is worn especially if it's a warmer climate.

I also don't get why people are mad that Neytiri is 18 earth years. That means very little to her or the story. How old she is in earth years is as unimportant as how old any of us are on Pluto.

For my Brother's and Sisters in Islam, there is a reason why music is Haram for us.

Pre-conversion, the religion I followed maintained a sacredness of music, because of its ability to attract spirits.

Djinn and spirits are always attracted to music and music boxes.

I remember a fellow practionor of my old religion warning me not accept anything musical from anyone and to never thrift it, because how easy it is to attach spirits to them. When we got a new instrument we'd pray over it to 'cleanse' it.

During prayer and d*vination music would play to attract the spirits.

What you put out was what came to you. Many of us know that musicians attach black magic to their music - this isn't something held to Muslims alone.

Allâh knows why He made music Haram.

He knows the dangers of it. The filth produced in today's music is evidence alone to it being Haram. It is upon every Muslim to avoid such filth.

I recently started nursing in a non Muslim country. Coming up to the week before I was unable to get ANY information on how I can possibly wear my hijab or if I'd be allowed with niqab.

My school has very few Muslims and I'm the minority of a minority in my niqab.

My experience is very unique and I'm not blanketing all Niqabis. I have not been maltreated or ostersized by patients or staff. I know I was initially a strange sight. And conversations probably happens when I'm not around but I have never been directly targeted over it.

A nurse asked me once if I'm aware of the dangers it poses (I am aware) then questioned if I had a mask underneath. That was the only questioning I've ever had about it.

Patients have asked me why I wear it and if anyone has been verbal to me over it. They have not.

My niqab does get in the way many times. With it it's tucked in my uniform most of the time bit other days I leave it free hanging. Worst case was fluid from an ICT landing on it but if it wasn't there it would have landed on my face :/

A particularly angsty patient yanked on it exposing my nose but I, Astaghfirullah, had to continue the care with my face exposed.

I've had children cry when I came by but others that were fine with it. I've had a girl say she likes my black thing which warmed my heart so much MashAllah.

Just given the light material of most skirts it will blow and shift around ALOT. So be prepared to be constantly adjusting. I'll post pictures inshAllâh, if my husband permits.

One bit of advise is to find a ninja cap so you won't have to worry about your neck parts showing.

A nice make shift undercap is a durag (If not a hair net) I personally prefer it to regular undercaps just because it doesn't dry out my hair.

Most hijabis/niqabis and other persons who wish to be modest have a similar complaint.

Being Modest is expensive

So I'm just sharing again things I've picked up over the years.

Get a long sleeve (preferably black) shirt it works wonders as an undershirt especially if it's fitted.

Get a pair of leggings/joggers or any long pants that works so if you find this cute dress and for some reason it has a slit up the side u can wear it and hide skin. (what I've done I get an a-line black skirt that I can wear under and hid my shape)

Invest in Cardigans and pull overs these work amazingly at adding an extra bit of shape concealing and if your wearing a sleeveless it works great at not moving around to much.

BUTTON UPS and skirt combo is amazing and simple and work wonders in terms of modesty. It's such a versatile outfit.

So hears my secret - get large hijabs so you can a wide neckline on your under shirt or dress. So you don't have to feel bad about wearing those long sleeves sitting in the back of your closet.

Here's something I found out the other day - I took my full length pull over hijab and pulled it down to my shoulders and it cams like an Abaya I got to style it with different hijabs and it got so much more versatile and added a whole new bit of variety in my life.

But I don't want religion in the sims? I mean if they include it have it as a feature that can be disabled because so it can include much things with the addition and the religions would be surface level and imitate real-world religions in a simplified manner.

Including religion will not satisfy because of how simplified it will be. it's just going to scratch the surface and introduce a religious discussion if they decide to imply the sim God as the player. religiously i feel uncomfortable with that idea. But I also want a sim that dresses like me with boxes of niqabs and hijabs that also wears bikinis in the safety of her house. I'm all for including religious wear but not the act of actual religious practice?