The Road Within (2014)
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The Road Within (2014)

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I JUST REALISED I CAN CHANGE VINCENT’S BLOG DESCRIPTION TO INCLUDE OUR BEAUTIFUL ALEX AS WELL BC WOW I LOVE MY ALEX AND MY MARIE SO SO MUCH .
❝ let me help with that. ❞ ( brokcnbrain )
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Dinner was Alex’s thing.
Marie, well, Marie obviously wasn’t interested in food preparation, and Vincent, try as he might, didn’t seem to know all of his basic food groups, and his tics would, at times, get in the way of cooking.
Alex, on the other hand, still needed to be in control of his food preparation, or at least see it being done. As much as he loved the other two…holding their hands was okay–he could wash his hands–he could not wash the inside of his stomach.
Still, today had been a bad day. And by bad day, it was a day where Alex had already washed the tomatoes three times and disinfected the counter four and he hadn’t even started prepping the actual meal because all he could think about was the fact that the lettuce hadn’t been washed even once yet and–
❝ let me help with that. ❞
Alex jumped when Vincent’s voice broke through his thoughts. Blinking slowly, he stared down at the colander full of tomatoes in his hand, before shaking his head, and pulling it closer to him.
“No, it’s fine.” He said. “I can handle it.”
Vincent glanced over at the clock, before insisting again that he should help. Alex looked at the clock himself, letting out a small sigh as he realized the time.
It was getting late, and if it got too late, Marie would go to bed without dinner, and if she went to bed without dinner, she’d break her streak of eating at every meal, and if she did that, she’d probably stop eating altogether, and if she stopped eating altogether, she’d end up in the hospital again, and if she ended up in the hospital again, Vincent would blame Alex for everything and leave him and Alex would have to go back to the fucking facility with Dr. Rose and then he’d be back at square one except it’d be even worse becau–
“I can do it.” He insisted again, turning around, and bringing the colander back to the sink. Wash the tomatoes.
Obviously, dinner had to be good. If dinner wasn’t good, Marie wouldn’t want to eat it, and if she didn’t eat it, she’d break her streak of eating at every meal, and if–
No, no. Focus.
Vince was still there. Asking to help. Asking if he could do something to hurry the process along. Alex just shook his head, examining the tomatoes closely.
No. This wasn’t good enough. Not even close.
“Alex, stop, it’s fine.” Vincent insisted, taking hold of the colander.
“No, it’s not.” Alex said, pulling it back. “I’ll let you know when it’s fine. It isn’t right now.”
It became a back and forth, with both of them raising their voices until–
“VINCENT I SAID STOP IT!!”
The colander clattered to the ground, and the tomatoes rolled just about every which direction, one of them even squishing as droplets of water splashing everywhere as Alex dropped to the ground, collecting them in a hurry.
“Sorry–I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have–I didn’t mean to…” He rushed out his apologies, scrambling to collect the tomatoes, “You and Marie should just go out and get something to eat before the places close. You can take some of my cash, I’ll…I’ll figure out something for myself, so I won’t hold you two up. Just…just go, and I’ll clean all this, it’s–” Alex froze as he looked up, only to see Vincent kneeling in front of him, looking at him with such a gentle gaze, Alex was sure he could hear his own heart thumping in his chest.
“…You should…you should go.” He repeated again, softer this time. “I don’t want to…you like that pizza place, don’t you? The one with the insufferable amount of grease…the one that you swear doesn’t have rats in the kitchen…you should go. The two of you. You haven’t been in awhile, have you, right? Marie would like that…”
people with tourette’s and tic disorders had to do it to em
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❛ ————– really ? if so , i wanna be the LEADER. they can sacrifice me an’ i’ll come back , just like jesus ! ❜
he flinches, itches, grunts and pulls his shoulders up - it doesn’t feel right and thus he has to do it again . ❝ if they exist they probably - ugh - already have a leader or something . ❞

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fireburdened.
Faye didn’t care MUCH for driving. At least not when she was downtown, and so on days such as THAT one, she opted for the bus. And sure there was generally a NO SMOKING rule, but with the late hour that it was and the SPARSE crowd around her, she decided that she didn’t give a fuck. Popping open her LIGHTER, the red head brought a cigarette to her lips and without bringing the FLAME all the way to it, she lit it with a quick little WINK of her eye. If no one was paying attention, they wouldn’t catch it - but honestly she didn’t care either way. Looking across the BUS, she smirked softly at the boy she found sitting there quietly. Might as well BREAK the rules in numbers. Faye held out the carton in her hand and quirked an eyebrow in silent QUESTION. Did you want one?
the shoulders sit hunched as he remains curled neatly into himself . waiting . - waiting . there is something building underneath his skin, an ever shifting pressure ready to burst but still control comes and goes . for once stillness is enforced and distractions are needed . watchful eyes roam the bus stop ( can’t even go to 7/11 his father had said once upon a time but screw that . ) in the wake of a blinking tic he almost misses the precarious way she lights the cigarette but as the flame dances a dangerous waltz he wants to dismiss it, wants to pretend everything is fine and normal . vincent shrugs . ❝ no, - unff - thank you ? ❞ the pressure throughout his simpler tics remains, it’s too much, it’s uncomfortable and yet he doesn’t want to look like a freak . no, please . arms lift and he pushes at his chin, the head, more and more until his neck aches and the jaw falls out of his control . ❝ cunt fucking fuck, bitch burning down school kids . ❞ mortified the need for a black hole to swallow him up rises and rises . ❝ i’m sorry, i don’t mean it . ❞
random sentence starters
random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.
“ who do you think you are? “
“ wait , did you just say you love me? “
“ please just … leave me alone. “
“ i’m so happy! “
“ is this a gift for me? “
“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “
“ i love you. “
“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “
“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “
“ w — what? “
“ … i’m sorry. “
“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “
“ bitch , guess what? “
“ oh my god … “
“ fuck you to fucking hell! “
“ man … go to hell. “
“ what did you just send me? “
“ what did you just say? “
“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “
“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “
“ are you jealous? “
“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “
“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “
“ you’re so stupid. “
“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “
“ you don’t want me. “
“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “
“ let me take you out on a date. “
“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “
“ no! don’t tickle me! “
“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “
“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “
“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “
“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “
“ so what will it be tonight? “
“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “
“ i don’t love you. “
“ you don’t love me. “
“ … is there something you want? “
“ you know , you’re really cute. “
“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “
“ shh … don’t cry. “
“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “
“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “
“ hello darkness my old friend … “
“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “
The Road Within;
“You know, there’s a clown in my head and he shits in between my thoughts and he forces me to do the most inappropriate thing at the most inappropriate moment. So relaxing is pretty much the one thing I cannot do.“
On a Bad Tic Day
On a bad tic day, I snap my head to the side so many times I swear it’ll break
On a bad tic day I squeak, bop, and click so many times my throat aches
On a bad tic day I not only tap desk and walls, but I tap my friends aswell
On a bad tic day I explain to at least ten people that I am not possessed or insane that I just have tourettes.
On a bad tic day, I get so frustrated I cry
On a bad tic day I get so embarassed I hide
On a bad tic day, life goes on…
what's so what's so funny ?
it's just hard to tell where you stop and your tourettes begins .
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The Road Within (2014) dir. Gren Wells
i made a very long list of vincent’s canon tics . it isn’t complete esp the coprolalia section but it does give a pretty good idea of what to expect from him . ( marked with a * are his most common tics . ) i will, however, try not to include racial or homophobic slurs, normal insults will have to do, thankfully vincent already cusses enough for that to not be out of the norm .
VOCAL TICS
simple
whistling *
‘ oink ’ *
grunting *
haha ( usually mocking usage )
yelling & shouting
yeeep
ah !
eeeehhk *
‘ ew ’
aaiihh
lip smacking
throat clearing
snorting
sniffing
howling
whinny / neigh
hey hey hey
mouth popping ( in relation to vincent slapping his mouth ) *
squeaking
complex ( mainly words or phrases )
shouting random numbers when asked for a specific number
saying yes / right when he means no / left etc *
repeating slogans ( eat fresh [ latex cunt ] )
change in pitch and volume of voice *
Echolalia ( very rare )
vincent is not prone to echo’ing unless it’s wordless yelling .
Coprolalia ( not complete )
‘ shut up you fucking paedoph*le ’
‘ you dye your hairy pubes ginger ’
slurs & name calling based on appearances *
‘ holy moly boobs ’
cunt ( in combination with other fun words sometimes ) ****
fuck ( plus variations ) *
shit *
anal bleach
‘ suck my dick ’
‘ i’ve got a gun ’ ( in a store - based on vincent’s father saying they got thrown out of a plane before i’m guessing vincent is prone to shouting things like this or ‘ fire ’ and ‘ bomb ’ in public places ) *
‘ poligrip denture cream ’ ( talking to an older man )
‘ dead babies on the road ’
‘ amy w*nehouse sucks my cock ’
MOTOR TICS
simple
blinking *
jazz hands
kicking his leg backwards while standing walking
kicking his leg forward when sitting
shrugging *
neck tensing *
head snapping to the side / throwing his head back *
head shaking
smiling
scrunching up his nose
waving his arms
flinching *
nodding
back goes rigid
grimacing
arms & shoulders tensing
spitting out food
jaw clenching
complex
full body spasms
stretching out arms and legs
pulling shoulder and head together
pushing his chin back with his hand *
pushing his head sideways using his hands *
curling and uncurling into himself *
the arms tense and lifted around his head *
throwing objects
chicken arms ( it really looks a bit like the dance )
pulling at clothing
jumping
vincent is often seen having multiple tics in succession and / or combination for example :
smiling and moving his hands as if they draw the smile on his face
curling into himself and pushing at his head with his hands
Copropraxia
flipping people off with one or both hands ( often in combination with cheerful grimaces ) ***
invading personal space ( seen early with marie )
kicking and punching
self-harming or possibly self-harming
slapping his chest with both hands *
slapping his face ( specifically the forehead and mouth )
hitting solid objects / punching the wall
poking his eyes
( the continues head pushing i would also classify as self-harming )
OTHER
anxiety
rage attacks ( seen through vincent losing control and attacking when provoked however due to the changes in audible perception and time seeming to slow down i’m counting this as part of vincent’s tourette )
learning issues ( he never finished high school but does want to and has plans to go to college as well )
sleep issues due to him sometimes ticcing in his sleep
impulsivity
HAPPY TOURETTE’S SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH! Here’s a handy little infographic to show people when they’re confused about what tics or TS+ are.
nonsexual acts of intimacy --- select from the following for my muse to respond to:
♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes ♕ : Holding hands ♖ : Having their hair washed by your muse ♗ : Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse’s lap. ♘ : Cuddling in a blanket fort ♙ : Sharing a bed ♚ : Head scratches ♛ : Sharing a dessert ♜ : Shoulder rubs ♝ : Reading a book together ♞ : Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which) ♟ : Patching up a wound ♤ : Taking a bath together ♧ : Your muse playing with their hair ♡ : Accidentally falling asleep together ♢ : Forehead or cheek kisses ♠ : Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc. ♣ : Back scratches ♥ : Your muse crying about something ♦ : Slow dancing
PSA:
If you have disruptive tics and people make you feel insecure about them, they’re the assholes. Not you.

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i’m watching youtubers with tourettes and one of them made this 27min long list of all their tics and first of all, v educational on different things that can be tics but it also inspired me to try and make a list of vincent’s canon tics .
Dev Patel is so cute 💙