Kiss My Sass

We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

If you are silent about your pain, they’ll kill you and say you enjoyed it.

Of course I can.

O-okay...okay...

I wouldn’t do it if I didn’t want to, Banana. Stop saying sorry, it’s okay. I don’t.. I don’t care. It’s all okay. No one cares about who deserves what or who. I love you and isn’t that what matters?

C-can..can...c-can you...can...can you p-please...I...n-need...you...to come over..if...if it's n-not...n-not t-to much t-trouble...please.

You’re not a burden. I’m the burden, remember? You don’t need to feel like you’re burdening me or anything. Whatever Zane or anything anyone else told you was wrong. The only one that should tell you what to do around me or whatever, is me.

No..no you're not the burden...I...y-you...h-have to...l-literally f-feed me sometimes..I'm like a child and I'm awful and I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry. I feel quite h-horrible sometimes like..I'm not..deserving of someone like you because you're so caring and wonderful and I'm...I'm awful to people and I don't know how to love properly I'm sorry I'm so sorry.

Why would he say that..? Do you..want me to come over? We could do something to just get your mind off of it?

I...yes...but I don't want to be a burden to you or anything and I hate feeling like I'm constantly attached to you because i don't want you to feel burdened with me because I know that I'm a mess and I'm sorry for that i'm really really really sorry.

Wait.. What happened? ..You could have talked to me, if it really upset you. I love you, too, though.

Zane a while back...said that I shouldn't...just that...I...have to give you space and that's what I was trying to do and I just...talked to my dad and something happened to Bailey and he said some things and I'm just...I don't know...a lot of things feel wrong and I don't even know why I'm this upset...I just...am...

I missed you, too.

No...I mean like I really missed you...a lot...some things happened and I didn't...want to bother you...and I just felt really lost without you to talk to and it was scary and I love you, okay?

I almost miss hiding in Wonderland.

Well...I've missed you quite a lot.