Breeanna(::

I dont know how you dont have a thought in your mind whenever i asked you. You look at shit all the time like your observant, you scroll through your phone, scroll on youtube and still have nothing to say. Not a thought in the world. Not a topic in the world would break the silence unless i broke it first. But continuously passing smoke back and fourth, we speak a few words then back to nothing. Like your a puppet and im looking for a response, hoping there is one. And thoes eyes. When you bat your eyes i dont know what to think. I just cant believe your speechless all the time.

When your smoking or talking to someone and you zone out. And bounce back and fourth between their conversations and your thoughts, but your thoughts keep winning. Your finally figuring out what needed to be figured out. It feels good. Gratifying. Then quickly bounce back to them speaking, and catching up to what they were saying, still bouncing back to feeling gratified. You add it to your ego and you feel a notch higher than you were. Still believing your the greatest. But really are you? Here and now.