Breathless Darkness

So I’m back! It took a while, health and well life wasn’t kind to me. Though all that matters is that I finally have finished the new blog. I felt like I needed to move for my sanity. Things will be a little different from now on. This blog will ONLY have eight muses on it. All of them are BSD related except for Saruhiko Fushimi. This blog was made for my most active muses. Now, I will be making other blogs to keep things organized. 

Muses that will show up on the other blog: Dazai/ Shuji, Zane, Chuuya, Fyodor, Yuan, Yosano, Fushimi, and Arahabaki 

Find me at Unsteady Heathens 

Q & A below

So, yeah I’m here. Though at the same time, well I’m not. I have a project or rather some projects that I’m currently working on. First and foremost, I am going to condensing and revamping my blog. To do this I will be making a new one. Yes, I’m sorry, it is another new one. Thank ya for everyone who has been patient enough to deal with my ass. I needed this break that began back in July maybe June, purely because I felt so mentally and physically exhausted.

So I’m not 100% or anything. Though with tons of time to think, I did figure out some things. I can’t go without writing. I promised some people discord servers with continuation of our threads—- yeah for the most part that didn’t work out. So as I work on my blog that will become my home, I will posting some random things here.

First and foremost to my rp partners now, I will not force anyone to keep or start anew. This choice is completely up to ya. I do have everything saved however should we wish to bring anything old over to the new blog. This does include asks as well.

Kaiba didn’t exactly know how to phrase it better, so he left it at that. Still, this guy didn’t exactly look like an average joe so hopefully, he’d have something useful to say.

Ahh, there it was. The thing that seemed to be the different thing that would happen today. Brown eyes looked at the blue eyed stranger that had just approached him. A civilian, normal-- not exactly common. He couldn't place what the man did or whom he might be. Someone passing by it seemed, though Yokohama was full of people who just happened to be passing by. The city brought by lots of business, and he wondered if the man would be friend or foe to him.

Though could it be a trap? "I suppose I could tell ya about this place. Depends on what exactly ya want to know~" His eyes showed nothing , his voice even and unchanging. He was trying to see who this man was. He didn't give his name, it might be proper custom normally--- but he wouldn't have done it if he was normal. He was a mafia executive, his name was important information that could be used against him.

Updates on my health below and what I plan to do with writing 

“I’m sure you’ll love my cookies! I hope you don’t have any other plans for the rest of the day? I’ll feed you a jar!” 

Dazai was always one who observed and could make a stradgey quickly, his mind worked quite different than others. He noticed the way her smile faltered, almost as if she was questioning and forgot to smile as she did so. It haad happened so quickly, but he caught it. It had hapened because he touched her. At times he depised his ability, but he would never voice such thoughts. He kept things to himself, it was easier that way. Not like anyone would be able to understand him if he did voice those thoughts out loud.

No Longer Human was a passive ability that allowed him to nullify any single ability once he touched the person. He didn't have to know the type of the ability, simply it just happened as it was always active. It came in handy, but Dazai didn't like the pain nor the fact that he had been abused because his ability hadn't been like the rest of his family. Kazuya was the closest to having something similar and even he had something much more useful than No Longer Human.

So she had an ability. He did have to wonder what it could be. Though he didn't let her catch him in a moment of thought. His mind never stopped working, always going --- it was scary when it wasn't like that. Watching her as she held the kitten to her chest and motioned for him to follow her inside. He did so easily enough, a soft chuckle leaving his lips.

Kuroh pulled the recording device from his pocket. It was tempting to hear what Master Ichigen would suggest. His words were always inspirational and provided good direction. He pressed the button.

“Open your heart to surprise, and you may find something familiar.”

Kuroh’s brow furrowed. For once unsure of the meaning behind the proverb.

Brown eyes caught a glimpse of the flash above the sky. When to the untrained eye it might seem like perhaps a bird or something rather than a lone man searching for something. Oh, so it was fated for them to meet each other again. He had just been wondering what Kuroh had been up to and here he was being able to run into his old 'friend' again. A soft hum left the swordsman's lips as he continued to stroll. More so, what was Kuroh looking for? How interesting, it was as Nagari had spoke of the game soon to begin.

He could use Kuroh. It would be so wonderful to have the other on the side of true beauty, he could open his eyes. He could hear the voice of his old Master as he got closer. His hum has calmed down. "Something familiar, still listening to our old Master's words~" A soft smirk of a smile upon his lips as he shifted to go closer to Kuroh. He had landed perching on the place and simply approached the other.

Timeline, 13, Shuji

Timelines Status: Accepting (I want more of these)

13. The timeline in which instead of the most influential person in their life, they had a person who had the complete opposite effect on them.

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Now, this is a little complicated. Though it is complicated in a rather interesting way. The most influential person in Shuji's canon is technically Miran Lee (frozcnlight). Miran is the girl that Shuji would eventually meet and open up with. She is like his light to the ever going darkness. She puts up with his slightly different nature. It is slightly different due to the way the 'canon' verse for him branches off in the way it does. Shuji is Dazai --- so we have that canon route. Or we have his 'canon' route in which he doesn’t become Dazai Osamu and instead stays Shuji Tsushima. So this is where the complication gets interesting~

Since Dazai is being listed as his own muse aside from Shuji, I won't go into detail there. Seeing as canon with him can mean so many different things. His canon influential person varies upon the person I am musing him with. Seeing as not many people give Shuji a chance, I simply stick with Miran being his influencial person. So on to the prompt.

Shuji would be a vastly differently person. Miran would be his sunshine, the completely opposite is if his father was able to poison his mind and make him into a model son. He is the youngest, nothing can be changed about that. He isn't Katsumi or any of his elder siblings, but Shuji losing that spark that makes him well him and instead being heavily influenced by his father would turn out into a vastly corrupted version of Shuji. When he heavily depends on masks prior , not really understanding humans and why they act the way they do--- he originally fights all the norms that are expected of him. He would rather be a clown and be free thus being frowned upon than to conform.

In this timeline however, Shuji is a model son. When he doesn't have the same type of abilities as his family, and instead a passive one--- he does whatever he can to make up for it. The abuse stops and he continues to train hard. He pretends to grieve when his father dies, but this only makes the brunette wish to continue to improve himself. He no longer has his father nor his mother to seek approval from. He takes it upon himself to grow stronger. His relationship with his sibling is better, and he also is never disowned (which is a huge part of how Shuji becomes Dazai.)

When he doesn't know true happiness and he is rather corrupted, he does make a name for himself. He would eventually rise to power. Katsumi would still be the family head (as he is the eldest) but Shuji would seek to gain power in other ways. He would most likely get himself into his father's illegal shares in the underground and most likely find himself in a branch type of mafia. Perhaps he might find himself to Port Mafia here even, but he wouldn't so easily follow Mori's orders. If anything he would only do so to improve his power and rise up, gain Mori's trust and then murder him in cold blood (much like what Mori did to past boss.)

Shuji would not be lazy at all. He would hardworking and always wish to improve more and continue to work and work. He wouldn't stop most likely. He holds no morals exactly, though he would know how a 'decent' human has face. His masks would continue to be a huge part for him. He would most likely have plenty of enemies, but wouldn't care. He would be a master manipulate / public speaker. Perhaps he would even wish to run for a public office (to continue his rise of power.)