nana 🦎

you vs you

id rather throw my phone in the ocean than trust a nigga

Healing doesn't feel like peace at first. It feels like loneliness, anger, and a lot of questions.

when alone, i get angry because it’s not a choice. i crave for friendship, a friend, or a bestie. having to sit with that feeling yesterday made me accept and acknowledge how i felt, but i cant allow myself to rush to fill that gap in my chest. 2025 im giving myself that feeling i crave because in reality that gap is me having to find that connection i crave in myself. what can’t i allow myself to sit alone…. NOT lonely? discovering who is this new me because the one i thought was built on a belief system that wasn’t my own. recreating an individual, a woman, who manifests a life that doesn’t crave for her reality change. to crave grounding within myself and letting the universe guide me by my energy. an energy of oneness, positivity, abundance, love, strength, and interest to open doors to my higher self.

tired of wearing a mask around people. im tryna let my face breathe

idec what people think about me anymore. likee do i like you??

they dont talk about the part of the relationship where you have to find joy by yourself again when you’re apart after you’ve done everything with your significant other.