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Manuela's facial expression.

Bonus: Manuela going drill sergeant on Tasio.

(Manuela, can I bring *you* a drink for a change?)

Women in layered friendships (that are sometimes set up to play in the queer subtext liga), and long-term domino chains.

Because there is something else underneath here, after Valentina talks up Cloe's chances in New York and her impressive curriculum: it's a 576-577-579 domino line on "remember when Marta dated Cloe and one of the two thought that this was a great idea?"

Because for whom would Cloe give up her entire CV and a career in New York City and remain in To-dunk, Castilla-Leon? For Marta.

(nevermind you have much better chemistry with Valentina, Cloe. #ScrunchyNoseSmiles)

And of course there is Shady Shadow Directora of BdlR, Digna, who is setting up a Plan B not just for the factory - she does offer Cloe a job in the new clandestine project, acknowledgest that it might be difficult to work with Marta now, but knows very well that Marta is Cloe's weak spot: it takes not more than a mention of what a great time they make and in what high esteem MArta holds Cloe's work and Cloe is ready to fold.

And the Wrong Flutes (will they ever be gone?!) are back in detail as Dinga charms Cloe, and Cloe reconsiders.

Yes, someone would still drop everything for Marta (not that it would be hte healthiest choice). And right now, that someone is not Fina (because Fina, despite having jumped on that plane, needs to work through a few issues right now, and so does Marta).

But the competition isn't sleeping, and Digna is playing with fire.

(also hair and make-up making Marta look fabulous despite this not being her most rewarding outfit)

it makes sense that the sequence is reduced to the core family: the siblings and the parents (sans Begoña, or Fina, or Pablo).

But at the beginning of the scene, anotehr little domino clicks into place: Marta's knee-jerk defense of Cloe (at which Damián smiles because he knows it wasn't like that, but be also knows Marta is fond of her sort-of-ex):

It's another reminder that the Writing Room will likely whip out Cloe as an option again - however hypothetical or implied - when Fina's evasiveness (and the temporary breakup I still ansticipate) will make Marta susceptible to someone who is not evasive at all.

On another note entirely:

What a fantastic scene for Isabel Moreno, with Claudia getting to be brave and a leader and can she please head the new store, too, and also I possibly want to marry Claudia after this (and so does Miguel who gets to see this, those two are such a great match in terms of absolutely moral clarity in front of themselves, and the long game the Writing Room is playing with them is indeed Count of Monte Cristo levels of epic):

((Most of this I have already said, though less congruously, in tagging eze’s beautiful gifsets: how Fina is not fully in this bed, much as we want her to be and Marta believes her to be. How Fina doesn’t fully move in and clearly needs more time. How Marta would need the parachute that Fina still hasn’t strapped out of. How Fina grapples less with the intimacy of sex than with the intimacy of talking and trusting. How Fina is again trying to solve things on her own and keep Marta’s peace by keeping silent, but when will Fina be at peace? How the nuance in dialog keeps a subtle shadow. But also how that shadow lifts once there is an outside obstacle to face.)

Fina is currently at ‘we’re lucky’ and searching gazes, while Marta is blissfully unaware of the distance they still have to bridge.

One of them is fully at peace. The other is not.

What is more painful: one of them is at peace because of the other, but that other is a chimera because the other is not the same any longer. Fina has changed, but she doesn’t let Marta meet this new version of her and see whether their connections holds. She tries to keep Marta happy by being as much of the old one as she can. (This will explode. Marta will be devastated. Fina will finally have to talk openly about what she wants.)

 One of these two is blissfully happy, but with a person that isn’t quite there any longer. And Marta doesn’t see it and doesn’t want to see it;  Fina cordons herself off, not giving Marta the chance to catch up, either. It is unfair to both, and as adorable as they are here, I think they are slated for a (temporary) breakup.

Editing agrees and puts them in between Salva’s vandalized bar and Nieves’ and Pablo’s chasm called a breakfast table, and Pablo’s first line after Marta and Fina disappear with smiles under the blanket is, “do you still think about telling them the truth?”

Next to the angsty undertow, the scene is adorable and toes the line. The camera work is intimate, not showing the room, just the bed and them. It could be anywhere. The sound intro (00:05:27 in the Mafin Drive Cut) quotes the final of the Warehouse Swagger Motif.

Overall, there is little motif work on the sound layer, just at two key points after this, the rest is illustration. The long periods of quiet also add to the intimacy of the moment, and to the peace Marta confesses – vulnerable and honest without any safety net (she will crash so hard oh God) – Fina’s presence gives her.

But what does Fina do in return? She stays, but she stays silent, she stays, but she does not reach out. Marta – which I found to be a very poignant detail – strokes her own arm at this:

...and when she reaches out, her palm remains turned toward herself while Fina does not reach up to take that hand:

Fina keeps her hand under her face, the blanket drawn up, a less open pose, and when she looks at Marta – especially in the moments where Marta looks away, thinking out loud and sharing herself without reserve while Fina does not – her gaze is searching, and searching, half-muted, half-desperate. (Brunet should get far more credit to how she plays Fina with the handbrake on) And when Marta looks at her, she retreats behind that smile that doesn't give away too much.

And Fina covers up her opaqueness with joking, which hurts doubly since it suggests an intimacy that isn’t fully shared: it takes the weight out of it. "“I don’t make noises!” and "Watch your nails!" rings with 574’s “I love you mo-ore!”

And that is easy to say because it needs no explanations and leads to kisses that prevent talking, and that is not lying, but it is avoidance. And it is suggesting an intimacy that isn't fully mirrored emotionally at the moment.

“That’s why I put you in the room at the end of the hall,” Marta says when they are almost discovered, and Fina jokes, “We weren’t in any state to change rooms last night,” to which Marta agrees, “No, we weren’t.”

But that is the closest to their legendary chemistry we get here (they wouldn't need a bed, they could undress each other with one glance across the the storeroom); it remains at simmer stage and it is acts told, not shown: Directing and Performance keep it banked.

Still, the moment they are almost discovered is the moment they are the most at ease with each other: there is an outside threat, and they immediately band together and have each other’s backs, under giggles. They are instinctively good together when they aren’t brooding. The domestic intimacy is light and truly playful.

After this, it is the only moment in the scene where Fina moves closer physically, shifting on her elbow towards Marta, even if not by much. And when Marta is “curious” and wants to talk, Fina, despite trying to state the opposite, is not ready to share. Marta attempts to talk, to work through her doubts and her jealousy; Fina evades it.

There is a difference: Fina had consciously discarded the possibility of Marta, while living through a lot of new things. Marta never discarded the possibility of Fina.

For Marta, physical and emotional intimacy fall into on here, whereas Fina has learned that she can separate the two. She has done so sleeping with Marta while she was still half in Buenos Aires in her head; she is doing it again here when she is still unable to talk, but clearly does not want to hurt Marta, and not talking is so easy. She may have been doing it with Bianca, with some part of her heart locked away in Toledo so deep she could ignore it?

The Haunted Flutes of Chacracore return at 00:07:16 when Fina speaks of her life with Bianca, and when Marta tries to sound out the competition: “Rich Bianca?” (that’s easier, more playful, than “So, was Bianca rich? Did you replace me with someone who could offer you all the same things? What remains about me that is unique to you?”)

There is a romantic little flute motif at 00:07:45 when Fina talks about her meet-cute with Bianca that makes me want to knock a box of flacons and soaps off a counter. And when Fina calls their conversation an “interrogatory” because Marta asks and she answers (which is normal when you try to reconnect, after one person has made a wealth of experiences half around the world?), there is a sound comeback to the Empty Fifth Chords (which I use because it sounds so much like Evil Sith Lords) which is the music which signals the chasm between them. Is this bed as wide as the Salazar breakfast table?

When Marta says, self-deprecatingly “Oh, so it was love at first sight then”, the Empty Fifth Chords do a shift to minor (00:08:07). Ouch

(Fina's look here? Doube ouch.)

But when Marta states, “The important thing is that we’re together”, their first love motif – True Flutes Awakeing – makes a full return (at 00:08:43). Unbreak my heart, Sound Department!

And before Marta pulls the blanket over their heads, Fina even gets to do a little “Sssh” like back in the Darkroom.

Well, not everything has changed, even though the mood is so different here, with Fina staying on her side of the bed and answering to Marta’s “The important thing is that we’re together” with “We’re so lucky”, which is not the same. And it is not the same as Marta’s “we are fortunate” (and it is much less than Marta's "Fina is my destiny", said to Andrés, later in the episode, with a supremely relaxed bearing.)

“Claro que sí,” Fina agrees.

But she doesn’t start with any statement. All the starts come from Marta. Fina reacts. And her reaction is not, “being with you is the most important thing for me, too.”

It is important, sure. It was important enough to come back to Spain, and to stay, but Fina is still holding back, still searching for who she is, now, next to Marta. Not yet fully with Marta (and that will take time, and they would need to talk, but this being a soap, they probably won’t talk).

None of this here is at “Quiero que seas mi mujer” and “I will endure whatever it takes to be with you”.

And while Fina is protecting Marta from having to deal with the pain and the insecurity over the distance between them, it is not “that’s what I’m doing: protecting my wife”, as Fina once told Pelayo.

And Pelayo’s legacy – and that bind of a wedding ring – may get its due yet, just as Fina’s abandonment issues but also her growth.

Is this still “I will always chose you”, aka the North Star Narrative?

Time and scripts will tell. But I think so. Because what is more romantic than "She is my destiny" (as Marta says to Andrés about FIna later in this episode)? It's "I will always choose her, and trust her to choose me in return."

Editing has placed the Sad Coffee Date in between Salva and Mabel this time, another couple reckoning with an unknown and traumatic stretch of past for one of the partners that leads to a (temporary) breakup.

It is interesting (and fitting) how both Fina’s and Marta’s conversations with Digna are more direct and more open that the conversations they have with each other where they trigger each other’s fears: Marta fears to be abandoned (again) and frames Fina leaving her as her own fault of not being deserving of her (Pelayo’s Ominous Woodwinds at 00:40:36 (Mafin Cut Drive) for that); Fina fears vulnerability and cannot trust anyone at the moment, and blames herself her trauma mode responses and for hurting Marta.

Fina is trying to reach out as much as she can (wearing Marta’s scarf, searching her out, affirming that she will stay, seeking Marta’s love – going so far as pleading with Marta to “love her again like before” (uhm, Fina: she never stopped and she hasn’t stopped now)), but it is still so muted that Marta reads it as rejection; Marta, like a proper lesbian, wants to process on her own first, but it is so clear-cut that Fina reads it as rejection that has her trail behind Marta with a pout and an appeasement tilt to her head, trying to fix with a gesture what she will slowly have to rebuild without a safety net, in actions and feelings. She still looks lost. She still isn’t really back yet.

But Fina stays: that is her decision to be with Marta, but also Fina lied (by generous omission) and that is, for Marta, a decision against their relationship and its foundation, no matter what Fina might say in the aftermath. That damage is done, even if the main culprit is, again, Pelayo.

But they manage to make good decisions over sad coffee even as they don’t really manage to have a conversation: Fina decides to move out, find her own place and a job and Marta, despite wanting to help, respects that.

And the Sound Department actually unpacks the True Flutes Love Motif  (00:41:19) when Fina says (repeating her own words to Marta in episode 37, after Fina has broken off her fake relationship with Gaspar, "se perfectamente lo que siento") “I know perfectly well what I feel” and “you are the center of my life”. Hang in there, Mafin crowd. They don’t unpack the True Flutes for nothing.

Although Fina explicitly apologizing and asking for only one thing – Marta’s love – was so explicitly stated that it will probably come back to haunt her once Chacracore Barbie rides into town to remind Fina of the tale she has spun for her, and of their very recent romance that had no chance to wilt away over the memory of Marta.

Meanwhile, Digna, one generation ahead, remains remarkably chill while she nudges her daughters in all the right directions and tries to remind them of what actually matters: they love each other, they have another chance, nothing else really matters in the long run.