like ships in the night;

That isn’t true. You’re strong, you just don’t see it. You came back because the people you love are here and it doesn’t seem like there’s much you wouldn’t do for them. I never said I was thinking about giving up. But I was—I was taught to rely on my training. I don’t know how to deal with these situations that we keep getting put in, and the person whose supposed to help me, whose supposed to lead me, he doesn’t want anything to do with me. Worse I’m having trouble trusting him. Always is longer than you might think. I wouldn’t blame you if you weren’t you know. 

I didn't know that, and I'm not sure if I wanted to know that. Are we really reading and studying during the summer, Carson?

That’s the problem with me. I never know when to stop. I take a breather and I may never come back. No, it’s not good. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone in my entire life. It’s—it’s a shitty feeling. 

Out of the two of us, Amber, I'm the weaker one. If I was able to do it, more times then I can count on both hands, then I believe you can too. Still to this day, I don't know why I kept coming back. You're not alone. You have the pack, you have me. But that doesn't mean I don't get that feeling, and it's that feeling that makes you realize you'll either going to continue fighting or you'll give up and die. Option two was always tempting, but you're a fighter, and I'm always here for you. Doesn't mean a whole lot, but still, it's the truth.