i’m genuinely terrified that i’m going to lose myself in my ocd. this hasn’t been a good few weeks at all

me, kicking tree (warrior cats) into the atmosphere: that’s for briarlight you sick fuck

i genuinely do love talking abt the youre gonna go far kid series bc it really is like. i dont think i can put into words how much it's come to mean to me over the past year. one does not write nearly 500k words of reddie fic and not fall in love w/ the characters

youre gonna go far kid!frankie kaspbrak being cishet is really funny to me im sorry like i always planned for him to be cishet from the start just bc 1. in a narrative sense i think it makes reddie + frankies bond rly special bc frankie truly is a good ally and loves his fathers so much (FUCK OUTTA MY WAY IM ROLLING W/ THE LGBT) but also bc 2. its just so funny to me to have frankie be like. the only straight person in the losers club and the second gen losers. his dad and richie are gay and hes like okay knew that. bill is bi and mike is gay and hes like okay clocked that, all good. he learns that stan is bi and hes like....okay that actually makes sense but also huh. uncle stan and aunt patty are bi4bi thats cool. bev being bi makes total sense to him. he just nudges ben and hes like "we're the only straight ppl here huh" and bens like. scratches back of neck. "well....i mean...i dont like to define it but i will say that if any of the men in the losers club had asked me out i probably would have said yes." and frankies like. god this family is gay as fuck.