also in really good news: w/ my insurance from my job, my virtual therapy sessions are free (thank goddd) and shes very sweet AND was able to write me a new w-path letter so i could restart testosterone (long story short: florida fucking sucks) AND shes recommending me to a psychiatrist so i can be finally tested for adhd and to see if i can get on adderall so.....very good things happening on that front, actually

yggfk!reddie is just /grips chest/ god they really get to me......i like richie and eddie being a parenting team who are insanely protective of each other and although they're not TRYING to, one of the biggest criticisms people have of their parenting is that they often confide in each other and unintentionally shut everyone else/even their kids out. it contrasts a lot w/ frankie's personality where frankie is VERY very family-oriented and desires control and to be in the loop of everything, ESPECIALLY when his dad is involved